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#701
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Hello all, hope to find you well those of you reading this. My day has been low key except watching a creepy movie. Yeah it was scary, I dont know why I do that to myself. Like eating spicy food you love it but it can burn.
Anyway to those in pain I hope you get to feeling better soon. Have a good week everyone. ![]()
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“Beauty is unbearable, drives us to despair, offering us for a minute the glimpse of an eternity that we should like to stretch out over the whole of time.” Albert Camus |
#702
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So anxious feeling and no idea why
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Meds Lithium 300mg 3x a day Zoloft 50mg 1x a day Twitter- @RicheyD80 |
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#703
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Feeling fat and full of food....
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#704
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Work sucks but there are nice people. Im so awkward.
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#705
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I just keep falling deeper in depression, think it's physical largely
see mdoc and pdoc tomorrow hangin y'all, spring really in acomin' down the road ... |
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#706
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Down day..very down. Missing my daughter terribly, moving to new apartment, stuff everywhere freakin me out, in pain, stressed....UGH!
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#707
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I'm sick. Other than that I'm fine. Well, my back hurts, but when doesn't it hurt. It's just varying degrees of pain. Today it's about a 6. No pain meds totally sucks.
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#708
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Woke up shaking from anxiety which sucks. Had a klonipin and waiting for it to kick in. Better mood than the weekend though kinda down the whole time.
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#709
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Still not sleeping more than three hours at a time: mostly getting 45 minutes to an hour and a half. I have excess energy, but no motivation to clean house. Talkative and irritable at the same time.
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God, grant me the Serenity to accept the people I cannot change, Courage to change the one that I can and the Wisdom to know that it is me. |
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#710
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I am seriously depressed. Recently I've had outbursts of anger and irritability. That has me in despair. Failure to control myself feels like the ultimate failure. I distract myself with TV, Internet, reading.
I've investigated pretty much all resources in my community for help. Nothing that I've found has been helpful. The despair is awful. Most of the time, I'm alone. When I'm with my S/O, who is in poor health, I am of little help. I can't imagine that I'll ever feel normal or well again. |
#711
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#SpoonieStrong Spoons are a visual representation used as a unit of measure to quantify how much energy individuals with disabilities and chronic illnesses have throughout a given day. 1). Depression 2). PTSD 3). Anxiety 4). Hashimoto 5). Fibromyalgia 6). Asthma 7). Atopic dermatitis 8). Chronic Idiopathic Urticaria 9). Hereditary Angioedema (HAE-normal C-1) 10). Gluten sensitivity 11). EpiPen carrier 12). Food allergies, medication allergies and food intolerances. . 13). Alopecia Areata |
#712
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Today was ok. I attended a meeting then relaxed the rest of the afternoon.
Mood: mellow
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#SpoonieStrong Spoons are a visual representation used as a unit of measure to quantify how much energy individuals with disabilities and chronic illnesses have throughout a given day. 1). Depression 2). PTSD 3). Anxiety 4). Hashimoto 5). Fibromyalgia 6). Asthma 7). Atopic dermatitis 8). Chronic Idiopathic Urticaria 9). Hereditary Angioedema (HAE-normal C-1) 10). Gluten sensitivity 11). EpiPen carrier 12). Food allergies, medication allergies and food intolerances. . 13). Alopecia Areata |
#713
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I am definitely in a down spiral. I still have moments of optimism but they are quickly quashed by reality. I am trying to stay positive...it's hard some days...I have had it good for a long while now so I suppose the pendulum is swinging...or is it swung?
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#714
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Today I was out socializing and it felt good. My overall day was a B+. We chatted, did crafts and ate. I have good simple thoughts then fears creep in.
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#SpoonieStrong Spoons are a visual representation used as a unit of measure to quantify how much energy individuals with disabilities and chronic illnesses have throughout a given day. 1). Depression 2). PTSD 3). Anxiety 4). Hashimoto 5). Fibromyalgia 6). Asthma 7). Atopic dermatitis 8). Chronic Idiopathic Urticaria 9). Hereditary Angioedema (HAE-normal C-1) 10). Gluten sensitivity 11). EpiPen carrier 12). Food allergies, medication allergies and food intolerances. . 13). Alopecia Areata |
#715
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Doing a lot better then last week got put in lithium last Thursday and it totally is helping with my mood swings LOT!
So much better week over all
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Dx:OCD, AD/HD-C and ADD kinda both, General Anxiety Disorder, Separation Anxiety Disorder,Abandonment Anxiety, Cycothymic disorder, or mixed bipolar, Border Line Personality Disorder,Histonic Personality Disorder, Dependent Personality disorder, eating disorder ]Rx:Lamotrigine 25mg twice a day for my mood stablizer as well as I am on Escitalopram 10mg 1 daily, Buspirone 3 times daily 10mgs VT Student, CNA student, working HHA ![]() |
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#716
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Today is a good day. I got an interview for a Staff Accountant position at a janitorial business. I'm excited. I really need this job. I haven't done much accounting in the past 2.5 years, but I'm sure I can do it again. I've been working for 8 months now, with no major setbacks, so I think I'm doing pretty good.
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#717
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Yeah, already ramped up even with aterax
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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#718
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Both cats now dead. My doc forgot to give me antibiotics six months ago when I first got sick. Canceled Home Health Nurse. Antibiotics are doing no good now, and he won't tell me whether I am dying. Time for new PCP dod, I guess ...
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#719
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still feeel nervous waiting for some new meds to kick in
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#720
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I had a simple day...C+ the weather was perfect just not much to do. I hope spring is here to stay. IDK the weather flip flops.
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#SpoonieStrong Spoons are a visual representation used as a unit of measure to quantify how much energy individuals with disabilities and chronic illnesses have throughout a given day. 1). Depression 2). PTSD 3). Anxiety 4). Hashimoto 5). Fibromyalgia 6). Asthma 7). Atopic dermatitis 8). Chronic Idiopathic Urticaria 9). Hereditary Angioedema (HAE-normal C-1) 10). Gluten sensitivity 11). EpiPen carrier 12). Food allergies, medication allergies and food intolerances. . 13). Alopecia Areata |
#721
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#722
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Been doing ok for a few days...besides a few embarrassing symptoms
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"Doesn't matter if you're weak. If you struggle hard enough, you can make a miracle happen." - Minene Uryuu "Next time, I won't make the same mistake...I promise." - Shion Sonozaki "We evolve beyond the person that we were a minute before. Little by little we advance with each turn. That's how a drill works!" - Simon "I don't think anyone is born with a reason to live. It's something you have to find for yourself." - Tohru Honda |
#723
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I think I'm in a manic phase. I can't sleep for more than a few hours. Of course there's been a lot going on but I need some rest. I feel like my memory is impaired
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#724
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I am feelinh ok today. I go to my inperson support group today and that always helps
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#725
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Feeling a pretty hypo this week.
Can't complain too much because I had an amazing dance party/painting session all by meself. Then I baked a wholeeeee bunch of cookies. In the waffle maker. |
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