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#476
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I'm in a lot of pain today. I'm also a bit depressed.
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![]() Anonymous45023, Anonymous53876, Gretchen, ~Christina
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#477
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I hope things are looking brighter.
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#SpoonieStrong Spoons are a visual representation used as a unit of measure to quantify how much energy individuals with disabilities and chronic illnesses have throughout a given day. 1). Depression 2). PTSD 3). Anxiety 4). Hashimoto 5). Fibromyalgia 6). Asthma 7). Atopic dermatitis 8). Chronic Idiopathic Urticaria 9). Hereditary Angioedema (HAE-normal C-1) 10). Gluten sensitivity 11). EpiPen carrier 12). Food allergies, medication allergies and food intolerances. . 13). Alopecia Areata |
#478
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School was cancelled. I've been home all morning with my daughter. I've been watching tv while paying bills and adding more songs on my iPod. Lately I've been feeling less depressed. I believe my med increase has helped. I'm excited abt groundhogs day...I hope he doesn't see his shadow. Today I just noticed how close we are to daylight savings time...March 10.
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#SpoonieStrong Spoons are a visual representation used as a unit of measure to quantify how much energy individuals with disabilities and chronic illnesses have throughout a given day. 1). Depression 2). PTSD 3). Anxiety 4). Hashimoto 5). Fibromyalgia 6). Asthma 7). Atopic dermatitis 8). Chronic Idiopathic Urticaria 9). Hereditary Angioedema (HAE-normal C-1) 10). Gluten sensitivity 11). EpiPen carrier 12). Food allergies, medication allergies and food intolerances. . 13). Alopecia Areata |
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#479
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Well they changed my meds around a little but I still had a HUGE meltdown last night and was extremely suicidal feeling. I'm hoping for the best.
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#480
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A bit mixed but my doc made an adjustment for me tonight so we'll see how it goes.
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“When everything seem to be going against you, remember that the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it ....” ― Henry Ford lamictal 200mg, synthroid 75 mcg, Testosterone injections thanks to lithium causing thyroid problems |
#481
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well, had the night from hell yesterday.
apart from the usual imsomnia, i kept having really bad helusinations about this girl killing me- and i left my body a few times too! today my memory is extremely vague of things.... been a long time since everything's been so bad |
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#482
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So far a bit down, but that is usual when I spend time with the ex and my daughter at my former residence where my former life is. Or maybe I should be happy that I am separated from my former life since I only feel this way when I am HERE.....hmmmm.
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#483
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I'm doing good today. I got a job yesterday, and I start monday.
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#484
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that's cool! congrats.. |
#485
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I'm dealing with self pity of being mentally ill. But I can still be productive and happy. There are worse things in life.
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Bipolar Type I Depressive Type PTSD, GAD ——————— Risperdal 1.5mg Lamictal 400mg Celexa 120mg Doxepin 10mg Last edited by gary290; Feb 02, 2013 at 06:19 PM. |
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#486
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I am out having a nice day with my friend.
But tomorrow night starts the day of blech. I sleep over in a sleep lab while my son has a sleep study- rule that a parent has to- but I need a cpap too lol, and then I trade my son off to his dad in the morning so I can get to court for jury duty. Oh lord let them reject me! I don't want to report to court every day. I just don't. I'm nervous I won't make it there on time. So many rules.
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#487
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I am here , Had yet another massive panic attack today it finally subsides but I feel like I am going to die. .. I have no idea why. Ugh, this sucks.
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#488
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Acupuncture, Skelaxin and cave time is keeping me able to work. So sorry, Christina ... it sucks so bad. Huge but gentle hugs.
Love to all of us suffering so in this bi-polar purgatory. ![]() ![]() Roadie ![]() |
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Bipolar purgatory ... That is so fitting.
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Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
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#490
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(((((((morethingswrong )))))))
![]() It is what is it, dearest, Christina ![]() I had almost four hrs sleep this morning, less headache now ![]() Roadie |
#491
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Bpd2 in check for the most part. Now my ex did her damndest to tip the scale and trigger my anger...which she did...but I was able to keep it to myself mostly and had a good afternoon with my daugter.
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#492
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Well Im doing pretty good still struggling with agitation and paranoia and fear of myself. I am having thought of self harm and what not. I hope I can resist. I dont wanna end up in the psych ward again.
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“When everything seem to be going against you, remember that the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it ....” ― Henry Ford lamictal 200mg, synthroid 75 mcg, Testosterone injections thanks to lithium causing thyroid problems |
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#493
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I am here.
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Helping others gets me out of my own head ~ |
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#494
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I was on Keppra for ten days. Complete mess almost suicidal. Got off now Iam feeling stable. A bit agitated at work, overly sensitive. For the most part Iam Embracing today for a bit of happiness.
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#496
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I'm doing okay, trying to keep life in perspective and seeing the humor in things. I'm being careful, too, not to get overwhelmed with other people's woes and get dragged down.
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#497
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Hi, (((((((Christina)))))))
![]() Headache is bearable, neck at pain threshold. I've decided to go to Mayo's over Spring break about surgery and odds of paralysis if acupuncture fails to work. Are you making any progress at all? (pleasepleaseplease) Roadie ![]() |
#498
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Thanks I will do that do you have a number to a good hotline? I dot wanna call the wrong one and be hauled away.
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“When everything seem to be going against you, remember that the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it ....” ― Henry Ford lamictal 200mg, synthroid 75 mcg, Testosterone injections thanks to lithium causing thyroid problems |
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Okay, Clinte, I think I tracked down a good number. Here's the link-->http://selfinjuryfoundation.org/cris...e-numbers.html
![]() I'm pretty sure they'll treat you decently. Most of what's available is in the UK! Roadie ![]() |
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Thanks roadie I appreciate that.
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“When everything seem to be going against you, remember that the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it ....” ― Henry Ford lamictal 200mg, synthroid 75 mcg, Testosterone injections thanks to lithium causing thyroid problems |
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