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Old Dec 22, 2012, 10:19 PM
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I have felt drugged all day for one..very irritable and tired. I was out with my fiance when i get a phone call saying my dads on his way to the hospital. He had a heart attack. They are keeping him over night. His blood sugar when going in was 466 which they have since got to go down. He is a diabetic and takes up to 6 shots of insulin daily to keep his levels down and also just has so many health problems. I lost my husband around this time of the year..i cant lose my father too im just so mentally exsausted and well i dont even know right now. Im so confused and not clear headed it feels. Im going on a daily schedule with my meds tomorrow so im not drugged feeling while going out to dinner with my fiances family so im going to be feeling drugged yet again tomorrow. Sucks. I cant stop worrying about my dad..its got me all bent out of shape. Guess i should probably go to sleep. Hope everyones been doing ok today. I havnt been online much today so ive not been able to keep up.
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Old Dec 22, 2012, 11:25 PM
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I'm so sorry about your Dad.. Just do what you can. Take a few moments when you can to stop take some deep breaths and focus on positive things.

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Old Dec 23, 2012, 09:11 AM
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the kind of loss that we have faced...
the things that have happened that we have had to embrace...
the kind of torture that we are put through...
why should it be me.... why should it be you....

there are so many people that will never know this kind of pain...
why is that fair...
it's really not fair....

can't life just spread out the pain and the misfortune
so that everyone deals with a little
and no one too much...

why are some granted a life with little pain...
while others like you and me are dealt such bad hands...

i think about these things when bad things like this happen to me.
I sure hope that your father is doing better now.
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Old Dec 23, 2012, 01:29 PM
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the kind of loss that we have faced...
the things that have happened that we have had to embrace...
the kind of torture that we are put through...
why should it be me.... why should it be you....

there are so many people that will never know this kind of pain...
why is that fair...
it's really not fair....

can't life just spread out the pain and the misfortune
so that everyone deals with a little
and no one too much...

why are some granted a life with little pain...
while others like you and me are dealt such bad hands...

i think about these things when bad things like this happen to me.
I sure hope that your father is doing better now.
Thank you soo much. Im going to go see him in the hospital today. Im not sure if theyre going to keep him another night yet or not but its looking that way. I love what you wrote..your a great writer! I hope you have a good day today. Thank you again for the beautiful poem
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meds tried-zoloft,abilify,seroquel,depakote,lithium,trilafol,tegretol,buspar,visteral,remeron,geodon,perphenazine,lamictal,risperdal,cogentin for sideaffects but made gums change color
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Old Dec 23, 2012, 02:07 PM
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Sorry to hear about your father is tere a way you can go visit him? I bet that would help alot with the worry. Hang in there you can pull through.
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Old Dec 23, 2012, 03:53 PM
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Sorry to hear about your father is tere a way you can go visit him? I bet that would help alot with the worry. Hang in there you can pull through.
Thanks clinte I was going to go visit but he is getting out today. Doc dilivered bad news about his heart but he made it through. When i talked to him on the phone he was in good spirits though which helped me feel better.
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Old Dec 23, 2012, 04:06 PM
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I just want to say I care. Im sorry this is such a difficult time. I hope things look up soon. ++
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