How are you today, Blue? I have been thinking about you, hoping that the tears and sadness are getting better. At least it's the weekend, and you are able to take a break from the work stress. It seems so unfair that you are dealing with this all on your own. I may be wrong, but didn't you say that his father is in Hawaii? Does he claim any responsibility for helping your son? Please don't feel that you need to answer my questions. I just feel so frustrated for you, and while you a a super-strong person, you deserve some help. There is so much on your plate.
You are in my thoughts and prayers, Blue.

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