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Jan 04, 2013, 05:32 AM
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my beautiful and only child died in his bedroom last night of an apparent heroin overdose.
He was 27 years old. RIP Jason Russell Crosby We thought we got to him soon enough. We did CPR and the paramedics worked on him for a long time. He did't make it this time. He passed away around 8 pm. He was going to make Strombolis tonight, he loved to cook. I can't believe I will never hear his gentle voice again. I love you Jason my sweet boy. I hope you found peace. I don't know how I will Live without you. Please say a prayer for Jason I don't know how I can go on .....
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#2
Jan 04, 2013, 05:47 AM
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Oh, I am so sorry for your loss. There really are no words. Please accept my humble condolences... Will be praying for all.
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#3
Jan 04, 2013, 05:50 AM
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sorry to hear about jason.
i'll be praying for you, and everyone else who this affects |
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Jan 04, 2013, 05:50 AM
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that's truly horrible... so sorry to hear.
do you have somebody to talk to?
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#5
Jan 04, 2013, 06:32 AM
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Will pray for you both. This is horrible news. I don't know what to say.... Except I am so very sorry....
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Jan 04, 2013, 06:36 AM
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so sorry for your loss.... my prayers are with you and your loved ones...
R.I.P Jason
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#7
Jan 04, 2013, 06:39 AM
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I am so sorry for your loss of Jason. My prayers are with you.
Bluemountains |
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#8
Jan 04, 2013, 06:40 AM
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I'm so sorry for your loss, Speed.
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Jan 04, 2013, 08:19 AM
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i'm so sorry..i can't even imagine your pain. i have a 27yr old only son too. i love him very much.
i will say a prayer for your beautiful boy. mileysmom |
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#10
Jan 04, 2013, 08:27 AM
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Jason is safe and at peace now...
he has not gone far he is just out of reach how... did this happen? ..it's not your fault... the sweet angels have him now and they will not forget you during this deeply sad time... I am so sorry for your loss his spirit never dies |
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Jan 04, 2013, 08:38 AM
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i am so sorry to hear of your only son's death-i have only one child 22 now, but I had a sister who comitted suicide in 1987 when she was 16. i'll pray for you and your's I known the pain you feel as it happened to me too with my sister. I can't even express how I feel really as it is so overwhelming.
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#12
Jan 04, 2013, 08:44 AM
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I feel for you and am so sorry for your loss. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
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Jan 04, 2013, 08:58 AM
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I am so sorry for your loss.
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Jan 04, 2013, 09:02 AM
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there is nothing that anyone can say...
this is your son! he will always be your son... type away! get it out... we are here to listen and support... let it go on here and that is okay... just take care of yourself. it's about you now. you need to stay safe. |
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Jan 04, 2013, 09:37 AM
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May God hold you in his arms and may you be blessed as you struggle through the
grief. May you have peace and consolation in knowing that he is being cared for and loved even as you weep now. Your tears will turn to memories of his beautiful childhood and eternal love between the two of you. God bless. |
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Jan 04, 2013, 09:44 AM
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I'm sorry. A million hugs.
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Jan 04, 2013, 09:54 AM
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I weep for your loss. I am so sorry. You will be in my thoughts. Be safe, please. Take good care of yourself right now. Find support. Could you have family visit you for a while?
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Jan 04, 2013, 09:59 AM
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Thank you all so much for your thoughts and prayers.
I keep replay last night in my head. He was so alive one minute and gone the next. I just keep thinking if we knocked on his door 5 minutes sooner. If I had payed attention to some subtle things. If I had done CPR better . IF I had took him to a Therapist myself. If if if and why why He was a troubled soul . But there were some close moments between us the last few months. We had the reins so tight on him hoping more time would heal him. We don't know how and when he got the heroin, or how much he took. He had just heard him in the shower and getting ready to go out with one of his close childhood friends. It up happened so fast. I knew when I heard my husband break down his door. I knew when I say his face all blue.. But still it is so hard to believe.
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Jan 04, 2013, 10:04 AM
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I said this summer when we had a close call with him, if he dies, I can't live anymore.
My mom and know my beautiful baby. How can I go one there is no sense in living anymore. I want to be with them,.
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JASON 8/17/1985 to 1/03/2013 I miss you sweetheart Last edited by Speed3; Jan 04, 2013 at 11:00 AM. |
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#20
Jan 04, 2013, 10:10 AM
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I'm here to talk to you....
if you want |
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#21
Jan 04, 2013, 10:19 AM
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I am so, so, so sorry for you loss.
 Please, please stay safe for right now. You have just had a tremendous tragedy. Now is not the time to make any decisions. Talk and say as much as you need to, whatever you need. We may only be digital people, but we're listening.
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#22
Jan 04, 2013, 10:53 AM
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Just as there are no words that can describe your pain, there are also no words that can describe the empathy I feel for you. Though I have lost some close to me, I have never lost a child and can't bring myself to imagine what that must be like.
A few years ago, only three months after a very painful divorce, I lost my father. Struggling with BiPolar depression only magnified the pain. There was no amount of medication that could help. I had to do something and it caused me to entirely shift the way I thought. I realized that the only person that lived in my head was me, therefore the only thoughts that mattered were mine. The emotions, including the incredible pain I felt were being driven by my thoughts. So it became imperative that I changed my thoughts. It would be impossible to go from that devastating place to feeling somewhat normal again if I hadn't. I began to look for things to be grateful for. Being a nurse and having the privilege of taking care of him at the end was at the top of my list. Getting closer to him, telling him how much I loved him, looking back at all the lessons he taught me... were just a few. Sometimes I had to go over that list every five minutes, but it felt better when I did. Sometimes, even four years later, I still have to go over that list and it still feels better. Like with your son, that hole will never be filled, but I can go on and that's what he would have wanted. My prayers and most positive intentions are with you. James |
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Jan 04, 2013, 11:04 AM
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Quote:
Living right now is too hard MY BABY MY BABY I want to be with him
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#24
Jan 04, 2013, 11:20 AM
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Speed, I'm so sorry for your loss. You and your darling Jason are in my prayers and thoughts. May the arms of angels engulf you in perfect love and comfort. I cannot imagine the depth of your pain, but I am listening
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#25
Jan 04, 2013, 11:23 AM
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Quote:
he may have just found his perfect way of being with you |
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