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If you could change just one thing about yourself what would it be?
I'm not saying just bipolar things... ANYTHING... height , weight, eating well , eating lousy, personal quirks, education, job, hobbies, relationships with others, pain , self esteem, blah blah blah you get the idea, right? So what is your one thing? Mine is.... chronic pain.
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Honestly, my weight.
Im not overweight, but have struggled w/body image for so long. Its annoying. Realistically the joint pain I get with bad weather. Makes my wrists and knees hurt. X.x |
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Also I wish I was more optimistic. Good ? Christina. ![]() |
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I would change my motivation level. It would be much higher. Do we only have a choice of one??
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Blue , I think having a few is fine
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My is weight too....always been a struggle as well.
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Can I say my high blood pressure? Seriously. I think my headaches would get under control if I didn't have high blood pressure. And this new medication is making me ungodly hungry ALL the time.
So yes... I say that. ![]()
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.age: 34 female .bipolar I .psychosis .panic/anxiety disorder Seroquel XR 100mg Labetalol for high blood pressure
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#8
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I wish I hadn't grown up with an alcoholic dad.
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One thing? I never want to be depressed ever again!!
![]() If that's something I'm not allowed to change.... then I'd also like to be a really socially adept person.
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#10
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I want my breasts back!!!!
Yes thats my one thing folks bcoz I'm tired of looking like a pre-pubescent boy! I am going to start a Breast Fund, donations are most welcome ![]() (I'm serial you guys) ![]() |
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One thing and I changed it tonight, my negativity doomsday lack of hope thinking I get stuck in. I sat outside under the stars after a gnarley psychotic breakdown today. Decided what better time than New Moon to change my outlook, sent out peace love thanks to Universe. I will manifest financial blessings, better health... Before I knew it I was smiling at the stars, older son came outside and hugged me, asked me if I was feeling better than earlier. I thanked him, I so needed that hug, and we sat in the night discussing mystics and spirituality. He listened intently while I explained the magic of this time of the moon. He told me he tries to stay positive so the Universe is clear on what he wants to manifest. I'm grateful for my amazing children. Thanks God, Universe.
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The same, Christina--this chronic pain. Now it's in my chest & I can't grab a breath of air without thinking "heart attack."
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I would change my weight, i can do it but its so hard to do. It would be nice if it where hard to gain weight like my brothers.
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Honestly the one thing is ALL the trauma I have been through.. although it has helped me to have empathy for others and to be insightful. But oh it hurts so much sometimes. If I take my armour off that's what it is bc it causes so many other problems.
When I'm hypo I want to SAVE THE WORLD, lol. One day I do wish to work with animals they have never hurt me and they are safe. Even if I was bit by a dog or something I wouldn't blame them. Poor thing was probably abused him or her self. Anyway....I hate this emotional pain. ![]() |
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I would change my lack of willpower. I give into sweet treats and am unable to stay disiplined on a diet to lose weight.
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I have a long list of things I would change.... I don't know which one is on top of that list. My appearance, so many things I want to change. And mentally, so many things.... Just hit "reboot," maybe, go back to factory settings.
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Without a doubt my physical health. That would be the only thing I really want to change.
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Ad Infinitum This living, this living, this living..was always a project of mine ![]() |
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Thanks for the replies
![]() I think this could help us all be aware of the struggles others face. Could lead to more kindness and love, Just a thought.
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Ha! That is an awesome way to put it. In practice, I can see both upsides and downsides to this.
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.age: 34 female .bipolar I .psychosis .panic/anxiety disorder Seroquel XR 100mg Labetalol for high blood pressure
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I would like to not believe that I'm a bad person...
I see so much good around me...and I cannot relate to it I'm so focused on all the bad things... and because I do this?...I resent the good things... and I feel bad pretty obvious dysfunction... this is why they say I'm mildy autistic cos I have no apparent empathy and I cannot look anyone in the eyes... but what do they know and what does it matter? but I'm just ashamed ...I would like to be not ashamed... I don't even know what I ever did wrong? I just see things different! I would like to be able to trust that how I see things is ok! thats the one thing I would change Christina... to trust my mind...to believe in myself |
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I would like to be cognitively the way I was before bipolar. I have trouble concentrating which interferes with reading, I forget a thought before I can write it down and now I can't keep track of the date.... not even the month. Irritates me so much.
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