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I wish there was a way I could record myself saying something before I ever said it, so I could hear what I sound like to other people and change my speech pattern as to not raise concern.
Got to work and had to meet with the training man to schedule a training session. He asked what shift I worked and when I was available, and as I started to explain myself he cut me off saying "Cool your jets" Then a neighbor farmer called to return a call my roommate had made from here at work. He asked how I was. I said I was pretty good. He responded with, "Well you don't sound like you're doing too good." But I was feeling very good. ![]() Everyone always tells me, "Hey smile. It will be ok." A p-doc once told me that I my "affect" (the way you wear your face perty much) is negative and that gives people the impression I am upset. So people are concerned about me because I have a pissed off look on my face all the time? ![]() I had a fantastic day today. The gf spent the night and we had a great little Valentine's Day. Then I used my Tax Refund Check from the Federal government to help buy an "Assualt Rifle" that the same Federal government is currently trying to ban. So I was in a great mood. ![]() We went and shot said rifle, as well as test firing the new reloads I made for my deer rifle. Which put me in an even greater mood. ![]() At the same time I was thinking of what I might post on facebook on March 1st, the 4 year anniversary of my bp dx. Even thinking about it now gets me emotional to the point of tears. ![]() Who knows. I feel like I'm doing very well considering my circumstances. Just wish I was video recorded so I could play it back and watch how "crazy" I am.
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#2
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I feel you there. Many people think Im either mad all the time or terrible depressed. I guess I just look that way to some people cause not everyone ques on it. I also get you on the recording thing it would be funny to look back and be like wow was I really that looney.
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I feel you! I am constantly getting fired or kicked out of groups or friends suddenly don't want me around and I can't figure out Wth I did!
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Might have something to do with my choice of sins to give up for Lent:
CIGARETTES! ![]()
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That COULD have something to Di with it!
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Didn't give up nicotine though. Still rubbin snuff. For me to give up nicotine would be a Pubilc Safety Hazard! lol
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Lol funny.
I just had some brandy. Bad me. Blood thinners. But I didn't have a lot.
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#8
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Quote:
mmm... What flavor?
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I imagine brandy flavor. lol Just had to mess with ya.
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It doesn't say a flavor. But it has an after taste of green apple.
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Well I've had many flavors:
-Blackberry -Ginger -Homemade (lemons and strawberries used to make it in a 5 gallon bucket) Never had straight Brandy, not even sure if I've seen it
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Hmm never heard of different flavor of brandi. I have only had one flavor, kind of a smoky carmel flavor.
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oh ok. The kind that in the movies you see men in cigar lounges or in their study drinking out of snifter glasses. Mr. Burns from The Simpsons is the best example I can think of. lol
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The bottle doesn't say a flavor. I just think it tastes like green apples afterward.
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Yeah that kind of brandy. lol Im trying to give up drinking cause my moods get out of whack when i drink so no more brandi for me, well ok just one more glass.
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So far my mood is okay.
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Good to hear moose. Some people are ok with drinking, when I drink I get wild. I act like Im manic but Im not its just alcohol induced.
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So far I'm just really subdued.
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Quote:
same here
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I guess if I drank a larger amount I might.
All I just put in me now is cocoa puffs. Damned Zyprexa!
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