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..it's so obvious that someone like me needs help..
I guess everyone does yep... the gift of mental illness ...especially bipolar? is some extraordinary resilience and some super-ordinary shame ...the panic attacks make sense they make some kind of weird sense they cripple me. but they only injure me less than I already expect to be! it's not pain anymore it's not pain! it's shame I have tried to turn my shame into pain manifest my emotions physically into something immediately responsive... I have wasted blood that flowed through me to survive me I have tasted blood that knowed me to alive me ..it's not over yet it's tricky... it's a beautiful thing to trust the illness to love yourself |
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