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I don't know what I can our can't say.

I just came out of the blue. Well maybe not really. There was the abuse my husband laid on me this Sunday with his words.

I collect Snowman, I have a big bow window I put them in. I leave them up all winter. I just took them all down. I am so incredibly sad, this is the last time Jason will ever see them!

I don't think I can go into details about what I took. It might be ok. I am not sure If I care. I am afraid to tell my husband. My PDOC is useless.

I hate being in this position.
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Old Mar 19, 2013, 03:48 PM
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If you took something, Call either 911 or poison control right now please. Do NOT wait.

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Old Mar 19, 2013, 03:48 PM
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If you come back online,let us know if you are ok Speed3!

Can you just phone 911? Speed3?
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Old Mar 19, 2013, 04:07 PM
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Old Mar 19, 2013, 04:07 PM
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I don't think is at the point. my Husband is home now. I might tell him ??
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Old Mar 19, 2013, 04:11 PM
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I don't really care who you tell at this point, just tell someone that can actually help you. You need and deserve help.
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Old Mar 19, 2013, 04:17 PM
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I am thinking how I tell my husband without him flying off the handle .

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Old Mar 19, 2013, 04:23 PM
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i hope you will be okay.

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I don't know your husband, so it's hard to say how to tell him other than bluntly with the truth, so I don't know how he would respond. Maybe call poison control if nothing else.
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Speed, I hope you are ok please tell your husband! I'm at work can't write much but praying you strength to reach out to him or 911. Please we are worried and love you. Please check in if you can.
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If you took something, in an overdose situation or a chemical you need to be evaluated by a physician! Call 911 now or poison control centre asap! Hope you get better soon (((hugs)))

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Speed please seek help. I hope you are ok. Ill be praying for you.
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Old Mar 20, 2013, 05:32 AM
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I told my Husband. He got very angry and said he wasn't taking me anywhere,
It is the next morning I am ok., I feel weak and down.
His reaction tells me he doesn't care whether I live or Die.
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Hugs speed, I can't imagine going through everything you've been through. Please take care of yourself.
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Old Mar 20, 2013, 09:07 AM
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I'm sorry, Speed.

I'm glad you're okay, and I may just be a cyber-person who knows you, but I am really glad you're okay.
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Old Mar 20, 2013, 10:50 AM
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I can't get out of my mind taking much more of what I took yesterday.

I have no fear, there is nothing left here.

They only thing my Husband was upset about was I took the pills at home.

Well today I will make sure I will leave

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Call 911 yourself, Speed. Your life is very important here and everywhere.
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Old Mar 20, 2013, 12:07 PM
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I'm sorry husband shut down on you. Can you call 911 now? Let them know what you took yesterday and that you feel weak and considering taking more, I hope you haven't taken more.
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Old Mar 20, 2013, 01:13 PM
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I called my PDOC He was Nasty, too. He says
there are no beds

I can't stop shaking, I don't know what to do.
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you can at least go to the ER regular. Please go!
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Old Mar 20, 2013, 02:54 PM
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Old Mar 20, 2013, 03:36 PM
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Go to ER stay until bed open at another hospital?
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Old Mar 21, 2013, 06:37 AM
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I did go to the ER regular. It did not help much. I went home. They Kept paging my PDOC and he did not call back.

I feel very alone
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