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I am not well right now. I had a terrible nights sleep and havin such intense anxiety over things that are probably not that important. Earlier I took the daily allowance of klonopin this morning when I was feeling uneasy at work. Since I have been off work I have gotten angry on the freeway, made my son cry by yelling, and gotten into a fight with my fiancé. I don't want to cook dinner I don't even want to be around my family I'm doing all of it anyway. I feel like I'm coming apart. The nastiest possible responses I can say when anyone approaches me falls out of my mouth like verbal poop. It's not cool and not like me. I usually use cannabis when I feel like this but there is none today. Think another klonopin will help or could it make me more moody? I'm newly taking this (about a month) and I just don't want to overdo it but I also do not want to feel like this. Just want some advice from people who have an inkling of what this feels like I'm struggling here and nobody in my life really gets it.
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another klonopin could help but it is addictive and one of the worst things to detox off of from what i hear. so i would not take another one right now. i know what you are going through. this happens to me more often than i would like. the best thing is to try not to beat yourself up about it. it's hard when you feel like an awful person.
maybe try some mindfulness meditation if that works for you? guided imagery and stuff. that helps me out sometimes.
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