[Margolomania]

Originally Posted by AnxietyGirl916

Pretty good today. Adopted a kitten (5 mos old) named Trixie.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v6...psd43e8d42.jpg

Isn't she cute? She makes me happy.

AH! KITTY!! Cute indeed!

[Margolomania]

Well, fudge. Let's see... I felt horrible for a few days. Been getting a lot of that "mixed" stuff... very depressed but very restless. Today though seems better. I was stable last night, then feeling a bit more stable right now as well. Coffee is helping, of course.

Times like these are cute little reminders that some days can be better than others

Yesterday morning I was having a 'super sparkly' morning (from a commercial) but it evened out, got up really early this morning which is unusual for me so I am keeping my eye out for my mood going up. A little spark is a good thing, I've been a bit blah, super sparkly, not so good Right now I feel pretty even.

[AnxietyGirl916]

Originally Posted by emomom

Yesterday morning I was having a 'super sparkly' morning (from a commercial) but it evened out, got up really early this morning which is unusual for me so I am keeping my eye out for my mood going up. A little spark is a good thing, I've been a bit blah, super sparkly, not so good Right now I feel pretty even.

I'm back to sleep deprivation, so I'm feeling a bit sparkly today too. I'm on a cleaning rampage. Again.

[comicgeek007]

I feel dead. That's probably because I'm really sick an somehow managed to sleep through when food was offered at the cafeteria. And depressed. So yeah. Haven't eaten anything today, don't have the motivation to go spend money on food I don't particularly want to eat anyway. Or to get out of my room, for that matter... Should probably shower before I have to go meet up with my fraternity. But why bother? I should probably just call in sick (because, well, I am). I'm going to fail out of it anyway. I'm already on academic probation (within the fraternity) as of today and my grades show no signs of improvement, especially with that failed first test in physics 2.

[Blue_Bird]

Not sure how I feel today, I feel good but I also feel very unmotivated and motivated at the same time, it sounds strange but I have so many things I want to do but I can't seem to get enough energy to do even one of them.

I felt good until this evening. Now I feel low and alone

[AnxietyGirl916]

Originally Posted by Blue_Bird

Not sure how I feel today, I feel good but I also feel very unmotivated and motivated at the same time, it sounds strange but I have so many things I want to do but I can't seem to get enough energy to do even one of them.

That is always a strange feeling. I feel like taking a nap, but I have this uncontrollable urge to be productive. It's so odd.

[TombE]

Today is a mix of emotions. (As usual.)

it's a beautiful day and I am basking in my accomplishment of putting together my new desk. While cleaning out my inbox I was struck by waves of nostalgia and regret.

So now I'm happy for a bit, then bummed the next. Gah... nothing new...

[wiretwister]

found my old notes where last psych sent me into mania with three antidep in less than two months,, have decided to reduce my current meds just too much for no sympthoms... if I am bipolar must be very mild...problem always was stress

It's just the normal noises in here

[Phoenix_1]

I can walk to the can now, with the aid of my shiny new aluminum walker. I'm ok. :-)

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[AnxietyGirl916]

Originally Posted by Phoenix_1

I can walk to the can now, with the aid of my shiny new aluminum walker. I'm ok. :-)

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Yay for progress!

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[Andysmom]

I am tired of being depressed. I would like to switch to hypo manic for a change and at least get some stuff done.

I am doing great today Being stable is just awesome. Life is easy! The little things dont bother me and the bigger things are being worked on and are not stressing me.

I got a whiteboard to put on my fridge so now I have a to do list and a shopping list to help with my memory issues. Means I can get rid of all these little bits of paper with notes on cluttering my house. And if I think of something I need to do I can write it straight down and not worry about forgetting things.

I've been on a cleaning spree too anxiety girl. Have been for a few days! Its spring here so it must be the spring cleaning bug getting to me. So far today I have completely cleaned and organised the fridge, done the washing, cleaned the washing machine, made the bed and scrubbed the shower. Next is dusting and organising my bookcase and DVDs. I could organise my clothes too but that is always a big job and dont want to run out of steam halfway through so might leave that for another day.

to all that are struggling today.

Woke up this morning to the most unstoppable racing thoughts and soundtrack in my head.
Gotta figure out how to stop it or at least slow it down!

[A Red Panda]

I am just not having a good time of things. Really want this depression to just effing go away.

[AnxietyGirl916]

I'm not sure how to describe my mood. Mostly I'm just tired and overwhelmed.

My 94 year old great grandmother fell and broke her hip yesterday. She had surgery this afternoon and they're just going to take it day by day.

Since I had to take half a day off work today to be with my family, I am now behind in paperwork.

My job has an annual retreat that my boss is trying to force me to go to, despite the fact that I have child care issues and SUPER terrible anxiety on airplanes (I had a panic attack on the last flight I was on).

I'm just tired, restless, anxious, and annoyed.

[Moreta]

I feel sad today. I also have a weird pain in my neck. Not sure what that's about.

[bumble2u]

In between tearing it up and burning it down with fixing all the worlds problems with compassion and having a clean fridge.( which isn't happening so to those above that have the capacity for cleaning stuff please send some of you r energy my way. Ta

Been offline for a few weeks (perhaps more?) because I moved. Still in the middle of tons of unpacking. Had a burst of hypomania due to move stress, but it wasn't productive. Wrecked my sleep, spent money I can't afford on stuff I don't need, didn't eat for days, you guys know the drill. Felt fine and dandy at the time but now I'm feeling like crap.

I was really hypo yesterday and again overnight at work.
I need some sleep. My mood is still surprisingly good though.

[deepestwaters40]

I'm new here at pc. Can someone tell me how you all use this thread so I don't do it wrong?

[Phoenix_1]

I'm a sniveling quivering crying mess. In the last 7 days: major surgery, I had a spinal block instead of general anesthetic but 3 days on morphine and 3 more on massive doses of codeine added to whatever other meds they think I need plus my regular psych meds = 1 gigantic meltdown. I could feel it coming when I woke up this morning. I called and left a voice mail with my T. This hospital doesn't have an RPN in sight. I wonder if I should call my pdoc to see if I can get transferred to the other hospital instead of going home alone tomorrow.
BTW does anyone know how to give hugs using Tapatalk 4? I can say thanks but I can't figure out the hug part. Hugs to A Red Panda and Anxiety Girl.
Thank you for listening.

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[gayleggg]

I went to see my pdoc today. Told him I can't take much more of this depressed state. He just raised my Serquel XR from 150 to 300mg. even though I told him it isn't doing anything. He suggest we may have to look at the hospital. I told him that was out of the question since I have no insurance. I have no hope that this raise in dosage will do any good except make me sleep more that the 10 hours i"m already sleeping. I have lost all hope in getting better and I can't take this much longer.