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#826
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So glad to hear things went well (((GREATBIGHUGS)))
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![]() Phoenix_1
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#827
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Still getting along pretty well. I am very happy with my progress.
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#828
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Started on another medication in addition to the other ones I'm on, it's supposed to really help. Can't wait to get some stability
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
#829
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Glad the surgery went well!
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[COLOR="DeepSkyBlue"][FONT="Century Gothic"]Dx: Bipolar II w/mixed episodes, PTSD, Anxiety Disorder, Insomnia Rx: Lamictal 100mg, Zoloft 75mg, Klonopin 0.5mg x1 /0.25 PRN “Insanity is knowing that what you're doing is completely idiotic, but still, somehow, you just can't stop it.” ― Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation |
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#830
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Woke up today thinking about something my T said earlier in the week and I'm rather upset by it. The worst thing? It was something he'd meant as a compliment!!!!
And I'm thoroughly exhausted. I'm sad and depressed and don't want to be out and doing anything, but I've had things to do pretty much everyday and it doesn't seem to be letting up until NEXT ... towards the end. It's non-stop and I just don't want to be going out and doing anything but I feel way too obligated to things to pass on any of it. And my flat is a mess (by my standards) and I want it to be clean but when I AM home I am a vegetable because every ounce of energy gets used up on getting through everything else and I just say "eff it" ![]()
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..." "I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am. |
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#831
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Times have been good although I am still battling that darn noise in my head.
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#832
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Man, my back hurts today. I guess from all the heavy lifting I did yesterday when I was shopping. Maybe carrying 4 gallons of milk at a time isn't smart. I feel fine besides that.
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![]() anneo59, shezbut, Travelinglady
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#833
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happy, reasonably so, I think, but hoping weekend goes well. some issues may surface, and hope to keep my cool! Plan to enjoy what I can, however, as usual!
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#834
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Trying to focus on little successes like auditioning for the choir when I told myself there was no way I could get the courage to go. Was accepted despite my conviction that I gave the worst audition ever. Appreciating that for the rehearsal time at least my mind was focused and I felt dare I say it a little free.
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#835
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A successful audition is a major accomplishment for anybody! Toot that horn--two toots, in fact ... one for making the effort to go, another to cheer a victory.
Few things are "putting yourself out there" like going through an audition. Please don't underrate your accomplishment.
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I have been doing a little better for the last few days the today at 3:30 my mood took a nose dive. I now feel like crawling in a hole and checking out. I'm still at work and it is hard for me to keep from crying. I took a Klonopin and am waiting for it to kick in, even though I don't see it helping much. Just needed to write it down. Only a half hour of work left. Then I can go home and crawl in bed. Unfortunatly I have to drive home, I don't really feel good about a 40 minute drive but there is no alternative. I see my pdoc on Tuesday not that I think he can help me. He's tried just about everything and none of it seems to work. Sorry for my ranting guess I'm just feeling sorry for myself and i hate that.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin "Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha ![]() |
![]() Anonymous37807, Blue_Bird, GenCat, shezbut, Travelinglady
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#837
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I'm starting to feel somewhat optimistic and excited about life finally, doing quite a bit better than I was
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
#838
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This semester is getting hard, eating-wise. I usually skip breakfast, or eat late breakfast and don’t have lunch. Now I’m getting back into seriously skipping meals - like two or three at a time.
So my solution has been to force myself to eat something once my hunger gets past a certain threshold. That way I force myself to skip fewer meals, even if I can’t force myself to stick to a damn schedule and eat like a normal person. There is a problem with this solution, however: THE ONLY THING OPEN ON CAMPUS AFTER 8PM IS BURGER KING. So this is how the cycle goes feel fat —> don’t eat —> get super hungry —> eat BK —> feel fatter —> skip more meals —> threshold hunger —> more BK, etc. So yeah. That whopper I just had (wtf did I choose that for???) is making me feel horrible about myself right about now. Back to the drawing board…
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Bipolar 2 (in remission), anorexia (in remission), and trichotillomania, also have conversion disorder that seems to be rearing its ugly head again. 100mg Lamictal |
![]() shezbut, Travelinglady, Victoria'smom
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#839
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I've had moments of feeling depressed since my surgery, but I am trying to keep my mind on other things and am feeling better now.
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#840
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I'm glad it's the weekend so I can spend time with my husband. We're going to a wedding today, and that's a big accomplishment for me considering my depression lingers . . .
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#841
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Sleep w/o meds, not well, not long but slept w/o meds
My husband is setting arrangements for my son as he see inpatient for both of us in the near future. He doesn't trust me alone if he goes inpatient.
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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#842
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Not being able to order thoughts, thoughts shouting, commenting, crying , awe inspired , amazing birds of prey and fat spider with abdomen full of spiders , scary but wowwww, my sons just splintered atoms with amazing jam session, like sour skittles on a strep throat but with immense pleasure mixed in. Now void and radio silence, ok how do I get through this one?
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#843
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Dragging today. Had se bizarre dreams and even the klonopin couldn't keep me asleep. Been having mixed moods for about 4 days now. Not fun.
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[COLOR="DeepSkyBlue"][FONT="Century Gothic"]Dx: Bipolar II w/mixed episodes, PTSD, Anxiety Disorder, Insomnia Rx: Lamictal 100mg, Zoloft 75mg, Klonopin 0.5mg x1 /0.25 PRN “Insanity is knowing that what you're doing is completely idiotic, but still, somehow, you just can't stop it.” ― Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation |
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Ok. But not great. I still can't stand up without getting dizzy. My nurse is not impressed with me. I think that the meds are making me dizzy. I mean all my psych meds plus morphine? I asked her about the meds and then she got really upset. Phooey.
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Dx: BP2 with GAD and OCD Seroquel 100 mg Risperdal 0.5 mg Clonazepam (Klonopin) 1.5 mg Buspar 5 mg Lamictal 200 mg Coversyl Plus for high blood pressure Crestor for high cholesterol Asmanex Ventolin ![]() |
![]() Anonymous45023, bumble2u, Margolomania, shezbut
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#845
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Went grocery shopping with a friend - she talked a million times more than I did.
Got home, read an upsetting comment on a different forum, and been crying since pretty much. now off to a house warming that I don't feel up to going to but feel obligated and like I shouldn't quit on life. but that's what I've been doing for a week and dhtat's all next week too ![]()
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..." "I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am. |
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#846
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Went to a bipolar support group meeting this morning. Was good.
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#847
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Doing great right now. I have my new grand daughter for the night.. she is so beautiful I cant stop staring at her.
Yesterday was rough tho. My caseworker and family mentor came over and stayed an hour and half going over my past and doing annual assessment. It left me shook up afterwards.
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Bipolar 1 rapid cycling w psychosis PSTD Wellbutrin SR 200 mg Seroquel 600 mg Depaoke ER 1000 mg Klonopin 1 mg Levothyroxine 137 mcg |
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#848
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Pretty good today. Adopted a kitten (5 mos old) named Trixie.
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v6...psd43e8d42.jpg Isn't she cute? She makes me happy. ![]()
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[COLOR="DeepSkyBlue"][FONT="Century Gothic"]Dx: Bipolar II w/mixed episodes, PTSD, Anxiety Disorder, Insomnia Rx: Lamictal 100mg, Zoloft 75mg, Klonopin 0.5mg x1 /0.25 PRN “Insanity is knowing that what you're doing is completely idiotic, but still, somehow, you just can't stop it.” ― Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation Last edited by AnxietyGirl916; Sep 15, 2013 at 09:38 AM. Reason: Fix photo |
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Yesterday for me was essentially a gong show.
Went to the housewarming and managed my way through that fairly well. Got home nad a friend of mine was doing a broadcast as he djs, and it's not his normal time so I was surprised and turned it on. He gave me a shoutout and said he hoped I wasn't feeling blue. Instant bawling as I hadn't gotten to talk to him for days and I guess with him I'm THAT transparent. And then more upsettings posts on that one forum... So I sorta had a little bit of a meltdown last night. And now have a headache due to the few drinks I'd had and the fact that I spent hours crying!
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..." "I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am. |
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#850
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"I am a leaf on the wind, watch how I soar." ![]() |
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