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Jul 02, 2013, 08:57 PM
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No one would care and no one would know why.
It'd save a lot of talk, it'd save a lot of time, it'd save a lot of trouble. Sometimes... I just don't care anymore.
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.age: 34 female .bipolar I .psychosis .panic/anxiety disorder Seroquel XR 100mg Labetalol for high blood pressure
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Jul 02, 2013, 09:00 PM
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Nessa, I would care. I'd care quite a lot. And I would notice that you were gone, and I would miss you. And I would know a bit about why. You've been one of the best supports I've had the past month or so. I'm so sorry that you're feeling so down
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..." "I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am. |
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Jul 02, 2013, 09:18 PM
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Nessa ,
You may not think you matter, but you do, Alot . I'm always around, remember that  Stay safe  
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Jul 02, 2013, 09:58 PM
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It's sometimes like, my logic tells me one thing. Like "You can't do that to people", "A lot of people do care".
But it's not something I believe. Like I'm lying to myself. My logic is lying to me. Because that voice that calls me a failure and weak and unworthy is right. I can shut her up sometimes, but something happens. Something ALWAYS happens. And they don't STOP happening. And then I feel like a whiner and a baby. I don't want help and I shouldn't need it. Like "you're such a ****ing loser, how ****ing dare you, you worthless piece of ****ing ****. Just shut your mouth, and ****ing deal with it." I really appreciate the responses guys. More than you know, really.
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Jul 02, 2013, 10:05 PM
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Hey, I'm really down too. Think we can fight it for another day?
 Personally, I would really miss seeing you on here. You're helpful.
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Bipolar 2 (in remission), anorexia (in remission), and trichotillomania, also have conversion disorder that seems to be rearing its ugly head again. 100mg Lamictal |
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Jul 02, 2013, 10:06 PM
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Seriously, you go right ahead and whine about stuff as much as you want to with me ok? I'll whine about something else right back and we'll keep it balanced that way ok?
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..." "I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am. |
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Jul 02, 2013, 10:31 PM
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Nessa I have just read multiple posts showing that you are very wrong....many do care. I am new here so I have no idea how to relate but just hang on....tomorrow is 1 more day you MADE it. Hope I did not offend
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DX MDD for over 20 years....in May was finally diagnosed BP 2. Beginning treatment so this may change until we tweak it: Lithium 300 X 3 day and Lamictal (lamotrigine) 50 once daily (2nd week) Updated 1/3/2014 discontinued all meds except Xanax prn (usually appx 1 mg at night) after taking Lithium 900 mgs and lamotrigine 150 mgs per day for appx 3 months without any relief waiting on apt with new doc on 9th to see what is suggested..... |
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Jul 02, 2013, 11:38 PM
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Nessa!
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Jul 03, 2013, 04:43 AM
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Nessa, we care!
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Jul 03, 2013, 05:49 AM
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Despite taking the Trazodone I still slept like ****.
And the chunk of time where I WAS able to sleep for a few solid hours I had this dream. I hesitate to call it a nightmare because I didn't really find it scary. Just kind of sad and morbid. (I won't describe it as it's actually kind of graphic now that I'm trying to think of how to type it out.) And then I woke up an hour before my alarm. Awesome.
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.age: 34 female .bipolar I .psychosis .panic/anxiety disorder Seroquel XR 100mg Labetalol for high blood pressure
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Jul 03, 2013, 08:12 AM
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I'm sorry you got a crap sleep Nessa! And for the dream. I don't know about yours, but mine are always supppppper vivid and it takes a while after waking up to realize that they weren't real!
I hope things will start to look up a bit today.
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..." "I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am. |
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