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#51
Aug 16, 2013, 07:45 PM
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I owe it to everybody
to say in am ok |
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#52
Aug 17, 2013, 07:50 AM
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everything is dissolved in and around me...
I feel the street I feel the birds in the air I feel the trees and the walls and windows hiding the rest of humanity... I feel the dark and this mostly the light plays games with me I'm interfering with life on a grand scale just by being alive... I am untouchable and yet? everything touches me |
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#53
Aug 17, 2013, 08:56 AM
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a highly polished form a spirit a God a creature captivated and captured...
...lies in disguise and dis-order lies in it's eyes without sight... airborne otherworldly hummingbird of permanent distraction... beaten wings ever everything all things ...and the indomitable ghost from the future undeath kills every phantom accident before it arrives.. so the freefall continues the thrust of the Earth upon my expectation shocking! and deliver my brain on a freaking plate! my skull supposes otherwise empty and very distinguished! tiny bug drifts and excites itself by the MASSIVE concept of survival! little ant tiny bugs surround me I am ashamed that I cannot supercede their unselfishness! calamity crushing devices melt my air calamity loving devices make me care hellburns scorch my alive bits and heaven fire un burns my desire... and people talk in trees I hear sounds from no noises.. and what shakes my movement more than the disasters that surround me? wobbling every which way... damaged undamaged and re-damaged... SAFE! and the tiny bug acquires a wonderful element of perfection! in the superjungle a hyperfreak and a superhell and a superlove wrapped in tissues and bubblewrap baby pink and sweet blue interactions and gentle infractions air balloon boy floats away anyway |
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#54
Aug 17, 2013, 09:19 AM
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the "inbetween land"
fantasy fantastic ... full of danger and more danger even more dangerous than some danger trying not to be itself! find the unwords of all the real stuff like it's unreal! unhappy... unwell unknown unsafe undone unofficial un freaking lucky! and now that's unestablished we can easily relate to the uncomfortable! so I invite you into the "inbetween land" a place full of "regardless" a place seldom admired a place so delicate... it's the secret space in between bipolar! I have been searching my entire life for it I have been medicated upside inside and overside... I will invite you into my inbetween land... imagine?...nothing and everything colliding like it's a personality crash within you because we have more than one... and the assault must be witnessed by who other ? a beautiful unidentified creature.. |
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#55
Aug 17, 2013, 09:46 AM
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this one is called "giftwrapped"
shy and bewildered did they arrive at the same place some said..."what? and where?" he said beware! she just said care! ...and the darkness is all around the fumbling bodies like it's the freaking end of the world the pasty safety the green grass is burning the doors are locked the pets have run for some awesome surprise and let universal expanse self combust like a lightening charge of inactivity and electricity... it's time to celebrate and be wrapped up in joy |
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#56
Aug 17, 2013, 10:03 AM
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this one is called "feature"
where did it go? "she said" where did what go? "he said" are you going to make me hurt already?.."she said" I have to go ..."he said" I have to stay .. "she said" are you safe .. "he said" yes..."she said" but you still want me to stay with you "she said nothing!" can I just ?...and "she cut me off!" I wanted to tell you you are what makes me and exactly what breaks me and I watched her try to come back.. she said something.... something about here hair... "is it ok this way" she said she loves me loving her and the clock is too loud so I smash it... she asks about her lipstick! and she finds it without me |
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#57
Aug 17, 2013, 11:13 AM
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everything what is all about!
wanna cry and stare into shadows? you make out nothing matters but everything does this illness is all about survival break the hell underneath and arrive over the top! |
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#58
Aug 17, 2013, 12:31 PM
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dm!
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#59
Aug 17, 2013, 03:28 PM
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Quote:
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#60
Aug 17, 2013, 03:33 PM
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so I was let to be
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#61
Aug 17, 2013, 03:38 PM
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Quote:
love |
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#62
Aug 17, 2013, 03:46 PM
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damn my hands are cold
my heart is shaking like my best friend! |
 wadingthruemotions
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#63
Aug 17, 2013, 04:00 PM
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this one is called utouched
the system hurts me |
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#64
Aug 17, 2013, 05:22 PM
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my hands are so cold....
and it's ok |
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#65
Aug 17, 2013, 06:31 PM
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and I love you
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#66
Aug 17, 2013, 06:35 PM
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Mine are warm. Want to swap some body heat?!?
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..." "I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am. |
 dubblemonkey
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#67
Aug 17, 2013, 06:37 PM
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ok
I can |
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#68
Aug 17, 2013, 06:41 PM
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yes...
yes |
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#69
Aug 17, 2013, 06:46 PM
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whos it all
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#70
Aug 17, 2013, 06:52 PM
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they won't let me
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#71
Aug 17, 2013, 07:00 PM
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I did my thing
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#72
Aug 17, 2013, 08:45 PM
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U ok James?
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| dubblemonkey
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#73
Aug 18, 2013, 12:22 AM
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yes....
yes |
| Anonymous45023, BlueInanna
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#74
Aug 19, 2013, 01:01 AM
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Ok good thanks for checking in
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#75
Sep 04, 2013, 11:03 AM
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Thanks for the kind words, and I like your post as well. And it's just the plain truth. Dubblemonkey, saw a hug from you, so know you also know the value of life's tender mercies. It certainly is a blessing when we are able to concentrate on this reality, instead of others, not so pleasant. Have a nice day, all!
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| dubblemonkey
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