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#951
Jan 06, 2014, 10:20 AM
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I spent the weekend depressed but was at least able to read on my book. Today I'm still depressed and a little angry with the world aka feeling sorry for myself. I just don't really care anymore. They delived my tombstone last week so I'm ready whenever. It is beautiful though. Didn't want my daughter to have to deal with it after I'm gone.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin "Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha  |
 Anonymous200280, Atypical_Disaster, couldntkelpit, Cyclowolf, shezbut
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#952
Jan 06, 2014, 02:57 PM
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I need some klonopin or something. I took some provigil after not taking it for a few weeks and it feels like my heart is going to explode! I'm so hyper. Weeeeeeeeeeee.
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| Atypical_Disaster, Cyclowolf
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#953
Jan 06, 2014, 05:11 PM
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Been feeling depressed for a few weeks, laying in bed all the time, and today woke up and took my anger towards my fiance blew up. I screamed at him and his friend over god knows what. Feeling horrible.
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Diagnosis: Bipolar Current meds: Risperidone 1mg 2x per day Wellbutrin 100mg 3x per day Bethers 
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| Atypical_Disaster, couldntkelpit, Cyclowolf, shezbut
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#954
Jan 06, 2014, 06:35 PM
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Funny how life works. I have been losing my anxiety now too. I hope it's me not worrying instead of me not caring. There are things I am just not worrying about any longer.
I still have trouble keeping my spending in check, and I am still excited over new things....but it's not as bad as it once was. Racing thoughts have dwindled too. They do start first thing when I wake up but no longer are they constant or preventing me from getting to sleep. I am still a bit stressed out and get agitated when things move too quickly. That seems to be my focus now, controlling that. It's amazing how much has changed since the depression is gone! OMG it's like a new life!! Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
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#955
Jan 06, 2014, 06:37 PM
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Lost a day. Two?? Meds. some. Exhausted daze. It's been rough. Can't tell work. Didn't go. Or call. Don't know what to say. Can't say what it is. Can't say I'm afraid to leave the house. Or why. Or anything remotely related to why.
Make it go away. Wake me up when it's ok again. |
| Anonymous200280, Atypical_Disaster, couldntkelpit, Cyclowolf
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#956
Jan 07, 2014, 11:13 AM
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I'm doing okay, may be a little depressed but doing okay.
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Diagnosed with: Major Depression, Bipolar with Borderline traits, Grief/Anxiety, depersonalizations disorder, disassociating identity disorder, PTSD Lost dear older bro November 1987 to March 2005 My love for him will never stop |
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#957
Jan 07, 2014, 12:02 PM
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Have broken out in hives and am waiting to hear back from my pdoc about what he thinks I should do (I'm on lamictal.) I really don't want to stop the lamictal and start all over again with another mood stabilizer, but we'll see what he has to say.
Other than that, doing ok today. Not wonderful, but ok. |
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#958
Jan 07, 2014, 01:03 PM
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Did ya miss me? LOL!
I'm doing well. Seeing a new pdoc on Friday (new insurance) and I'm nervous about that. Not so much seeing the new pdoc but the cost. We have a high deductible plan now and my copays are insanely high.  I'm worried that I won't be able to afford my meds anymore and for once in my life I'm stable and happy!
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[COLOR="DeepSkyBlue"][FONT="Century Gothic"]Dx: Bipolar II w/mixed episodes, PTSD, Anxiety Disorder, Insomnia Rx: Lamictal 100mg, Zoloft 75mg, Klonopin 0.5mg x1 /0.25 PRN “Insanity is knowing that what you're doing is completely idiotic, but still, somehow, you just can't stop it.” ― Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation |
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#959
Jan 07, 2014, 02:56 PM
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Now that I'm home I'm sleeping until noon every day. Am I bored? Yes. Am I depressed? I don't know. Seems like but I'm not sad. ???
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Dx: BP2 with GAD and OCD Seroquel 100 mg Risperdal 0.5 mg Clonazepam (Klonopin) 1.5 mg Buspar 5 mg Lamictal 200 mg Coversyl Plus for high blood pressure Crestor for high cholesterol Asmanex Ventolin  |
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#960
Jan 07, 2014, 05:19 PM
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Just got discharged from inpatient. Lithium was upped to 1200 mg.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
| Anonymous200280, AnxietyGirl916, Atypical_Disaster
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#961
Jan 07, 2014, 06:39 PM
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I've recently realised I've even in a desperate mission to try and get others to save me, and it backfired greatly.
Get off your lazy backside and save yourself Megan.
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~ HEY! I run a site on mental health called The Manic Years. I'm looking for some brave souls to share their own personal encounters with mental health. Are you up for sharing your story? Please get in touch on themanicyears@gmail.com. Thank you ~Follow my blog here; http://themanicyears.com Lola Olivia ~ 7/11/11 ~ my reason for breathing Bipolar Affective Disorder type 2 - (2013) 'Borderline traits' Dissociative episodes |
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#962
Jan 07, 2014, 07:43 PM
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Finding it hard to get moving today, although I havent yet tried very hard... Ativan hangover and just a general meh feeling after the last two days of doc appointments. Half tempted to have a coffee but I do not want to bring on anxiety again after I have been spending 4 days fighting it. Need to go and spend some time out in the sunlight, then might start the day with some meditation, I always feel better after holosync.
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#963
Jan 07, 2014, 09:07 PM
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Definitely better today. Even have some energy(!) (That's been very lacking lately.) I've got to go to the laundromat though. That could ruin the whole thing. Ugh, laundry. Rather important chore, so whaddya gonna do?
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#964
Jan 08, 2014, 08:57 AM
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Looking forward to my husband's post-holiday office party tomorrow night. Even though I've been going up to my bedroom around 5 p.m. each night (to lie there until I take my sleep meds at 9 p.m. - - symptom of my depressive phase), I will make the effort to show up and support him as his wife.
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#965
Jan 08, 2014, 12:40 PM
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Mood has lifted slightly. I don't feel quite so hopeless.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin "Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha |
| Cyclowolf, happywoman
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#966
Jan 08, 2014, 01:55 PM
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Feels like another good day today. Walked 1.5 miles and getting ready to do some yoga. Gotta shed some of these pounds my meds made me gain.
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[COLOR="DeepSkyBlue"][FONT="Century Gothic"]Dx: Bipolar II w/mixed episodes, PTSD, Anxiety Disorder, Insomnia Rx: Lamictal 100mg, Zoloft 75mg, Klonopin 0.5mg x1 /0.25 PRN “Insanity is knowing that what you're doing is completely idiotic, but still, somehow, you just can't stop it.” ― Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation |
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#967
Jan 08, 2014, 03:52 PM
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Nothing is moving fast enough today!
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My labels: Bipolar 1 w/ psychosis PTSD GAD SAD ADHD Current meds: 1500mg divalproex sodium 3mg alprazolam 0.5 mg triazolam PRN assorted non psych meds. 
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#971
Jan 09, 2014, 02:57 PM
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Saw pdoc today. Start Prozac soon, have to watch out for having a manic episode. Hopefully it helps with depression though.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
| Atypical_Disaster, happywoman
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#972
Jan 09, 2014, 03:19 PM
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[COLOR="DeepSkyBlue"][FONT="Century Gothic"]Dx: Bipolar II w/mixed episodes, PTSD, Anxiety Disorder, Insomnia Rx: Lamictal 100mg, Zoloft 75mg, Klonopin 0.5mg x1 /0.25 PRN “Insanity is knowing that what you're doing is completely idiotic, but still, somehow, you just can't stop it.” ― Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation |
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#973
Jan 09, 2014, 06:42 PM
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Went to work today after the worst day I've had in a long time. Actually was productive and friendly. Talked through what happened with my trusted friend for that sort of thing. Successfully pushed the bad thoughts away because I was consciously recognizing them. Ready to meet a new p doc on Monday and I know what I need from her now so I am feeling positive that it will help. Very grateful for my friends and boyfriend who helped me. And grateful for this place
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Things are as they are. Looking out into it the universe at night, we make no comparisons between right and wrong stars, nor between well and badly arranged constellations. Alan Watts |
| Phoenix_1, x_BabyG_x
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#974
Jan 09, 2014, 09:44 PM
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Hypomania on the horizon at all times. Can't tell how I am coming across with people, worried about alienating people. Happy doing good work I like, insecure in my relations, to intense for everyone, trying to stay on top of mood tracking. Diet has been helping me, but it seems that it only helps so much. Not too bad overall...
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Whether you are a big deal or a small deal, there is always some kind of a deal going on. - Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche |
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