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#76
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Cleaning out today....ugh. I don't want to throw things away, but my t says I have to, so everything isn't hoarded....idk how I feel about that.
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#77
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Are you donating much? Why not donate the things that can be donated, and at least you know that your stuff will find itself in a home that will really appreciate it?
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..." "I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am. |
#78
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Yeah, i have a box for donating, it's already full.
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Yay for donations
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..." "I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am. |
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I can't stop crying.
I don't know if depression has come to stay, or if the stress of the last 2 months has finally caught up with me.
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Dx: BP2 with GAD and OCD Seroquel 100 mg Risperdal 0.5 mg Clonazepam (Klonopin) 1.5 mg Buspar 5 mg Lamictal 200 mg Coversyl Plus for high blood pressure Crestor for high cholesterol Asmanex Ventolin ![]() |
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#81
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feeling better depression lifting able to rear for first time in months
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#82
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Still fighting off some rising issues; otherwise doing quite well.
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#83
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Still depressed...actually feeling worse today than in the past couple of days. Hoping it's not the med increase...
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#84
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Bumble2, re your message in #47, I have no advice, per se. Just sharing that I saw your message.
I guess if he's flouting your house rules, it seems, (and the law) he's old enough to pay towards the rent. There used to be a parent mutual support org named ToughLove Here's an article from '04 'ToughLove' founders stand by their program They believe the crisis-intervention program, made popular in the 1980s, may be ready for a comeback. But it's a tougher sell this time. - Philly.com For every one of your child's transgression that you demand a price or service (rent, chores, limits on car use, allowance, etc.) seems a step to loving limits he learns at home. The further from home that deals with this, the harsher, the more life prospects are damaged. Revu2 |
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Had a great day, hoping this week continues that way
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
#86
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I have no idea where I am going mood-wise right now.
Which I wouldn't worry about except that my sleep and energy levels are a wee bit nutty. I seem to be not-sleeping-8-hours which is not a good sign. But sometimes I'm energetic and sometimes I'm exhausted. That's the confusing part! If I was just exhausted then I'd go "stupid insomnia" because I do have a crummy sleep most nights. But the energetic and short-sleeps are usually me heading in to an up. Wish the stupid sleep would sort itself out. I am hoping that it's just a bit of "yay I'm finally out of the depression" relief that is resulting in the hyperish days. And hopefully that'll wear off soon and I just be baseline.
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..." "I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am. |
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it's my mom's birthday today and feeling blah
just spent the morning catching up on some dvds that i've still got to watch, now just posting on the forums, then eating my roast a little later.... just a standard day in my life. not really doing anything for my mom's birthday, my brother got her a cake- but that's it. |
#88
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Not bad. I've had a solid week of baseline moods. Dare I say the meds are working?
Throwing my sisters baby shower today. Excited for that. It my first niece on my side. She due in a month! Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk - now Free
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[COLOR="DeepSkyBlue"][FONT="Century Gothic"]Dx: Bipolar II w/mixed episodes, PTSD, Anxiety Disorder, Insomnia Rx: Lamictal 100mg, Zoloft 75mg, Klonopin 0.5mg x1 /0.25 PRN “Insanity is knowing that what you're doing is completely idiotic, but still, somehow, you just can't stop it.” ― Elizabeth Wurtzel, Prozac Nation |
#89
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Weird weekend, I was super happy and positive most of it. Sunday I wanted to get high because my partner was, so I didnt take my medication properly and today I am paying for it. I couldnt wake up until midday and then I was late to take my morning meds so I felt seedy. I was supposed to see my mate this morning but I just couldnt get up. I still need to go and see her at some stage today but it feels really really hard. I discover this everytime I skip some meds, I end up paying for it, but I still do it on occasion - will I ever learn?
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#90
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2 of my best cds snapped last night, and we're out of fizzy drink, so i'm not best pleased!
i am just playing "just another day", like i do every morning i swear it's becoming my anthem |
#91
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Another jam packed night full of mania.
Went out at midnight and went to Dunkin Donuts and got my Pumpkin White Chocolate coffee I was craving. Got a really large one too, now I'm up all night. Yawning but still manic, depressed yet energized. These ups and downs are relentless
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#92
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and my day just got better... i found me some cocacola only a bit, but yeah... yummy fiz'z'z'z'z'z'z'z'z'z'z'z'z'z'z'z'zy!. lol!. guess i'm still a little mannic.. well i still have all these bouncy baloons around me still- guess that's part of it
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#93
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Feeling so lost & hopeless...I feel like no one has my back
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#94
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I'm feeling better - I have no idea what was going on with me on the weekend.
I got up at 4 today and finished watching a movie on Netflix. Yesterday I couldn't concentrate at all - I must have stopped and re-started the movie 8 times. ???
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Dx: BP2 with GAD and OCD Seroquel 100 mg Risperdal 0.5 mg Clonazepam (Klonopin) 1.5 mg Buspar 5 mg Lamictal 200 mg Coversyl Plus for high blood pressure Crestor for high cholesterol Asmanex Ventolin ![]() |
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#95
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I've woken up with a sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach. I don't want this week!!!!! I want it to be next week where there is less planned. Or a few more weeks down the road when my friend hopefully will have a job and find a place to live.
I am just currently hoping that I will hang on to "baseline" and not end up going into either an up or a down.
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..." "I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am. |
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#96
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Went to sleep at 10:00PM while incredibly tired. Woke up at 1:30AM, tried different ways of getting back to sleep including a shower. Finally gave up at 3:00AM and simply waited for Starbucks to open.
I am a bit manic though. I don't normally drink coffee unless I am. Starting to feel tired now. BP II
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#97
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abipolargirl,
i hope that feeling passes- sucks when you get to feeling like that blackberryroks11, don't think i've seen your name here before so hey maybe some sleep now for you....? |
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#98
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Productive day so far. Went and had my bloodwork done. I am back on the couch but I am awake and not asleep or groggy. I think that is a step in the right direction. Just need to find something interesting to do. I am in limbo land waiting for my job to come through.
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Bi-polar 2 Lamictal 225 titrating up to 300 mg Celexa 40 mg Wellbutrin 300 mg Deplin 15 mg Klonopin .5 prn Benicar 20mg Synthroid .1 mcg |
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#99
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I haven't been around in a good long while. I got through the hearings and have actually had cash for the first time in many years. Luckily, I've not gone on a spree. I've planned a very responsible way to invest the cash. First off is home repairs, well the dock actually. I made the call this morning. The trick for me is to follow the plan and not get sidetracked by this amount being all mine (insert evil laugh here). I must continue to invest as I laid out the plan. I shall.
Hoping all are doing well. I know you have probably all forgotten me, and that's just perfectly fine. I do think about this site a bunch though. So many things are twirling in my head that I need to deal with, but the cash is the top of the list right now.
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#100
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I'm doing alright. I think I'm developing tardive dyskenisia though from one of my AP's cause I have these jerks. It's not really not cool. Guess it's time to call the pdoc and get some congentin or something.
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