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Nov 20, 2006, 09:43 PM
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And I hate this feeling, this hopelessness, this sadness. I just hate everything and almost everybody when I feel like this.
I need to get this out of my mind. A big part (there is a lot more to it than just this, but that is for another post) of my current "mental situation" is that I lost 2 babies in a 2 years period. Most of you that know me, know that I have a beautiful 7 years old daughter. Well, my husband and I tried really hard to give her a sibling. It literally broke our hearts, it shattered our faith, it left us feeling empty, angry and with a lot of resentment. I'm not telling this because I need somebody to tell me how to deal with it. Today I'm feeling, today I'm angry, I'm sad, I'm crying and this is all I want to do today. Tomorrow I'll find the strength to get up and start my day. But today.... I just want to feel and wonder how my life would be today...
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Nov 20, 2006, 10:00 PM
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Oh I am so sorry that you have had these losses...no wonder this is so hard on you.
The holidays can be hard just in genereal...when you have lost someone in your family it makes it all the more hard.... I feel for you and your hubby. So sorry that you are feeling this way...it is good to cry and be angry and all of those feelings ...you are still grieving... (((HUGS))) bizi
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Nov 20, 2006, 11:56 PM
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Oh Bizi, thank you for your so kind words. It's hard but true, I'm still greiving.
~hug~
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Nov 21, 2006, 09:58 AM
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Hello I hope you are feeling better at this time. I would highly suggest calling your Dr immediately so that you can offset some of the problem by having the Dr change the dosage of your medication. Take care Ihope the best for you at this time. Sincerely Soidhonia
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Nov 21, 2006, 02:18 PM
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Soidhonia, thanks you so much. i'm off meds, my Pdoc wasn't really helpful, i'm looking for a new one and in the meantime, I'm hanging...
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Nov 21, 2006, 07:03 PM
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((((((biplol)))))) I so feel for you. I know what its like to try for so long for a child and nothing happens. It is one of the most hardest things to endure. Hugs to you and hope you have a better day tomorrow.........Babs
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Nov 21, 2006, 08:45 PM
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(((babs)))) Thanks~
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