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Old Apr 27, 2014, 08:37 PM
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I feel like I'm on a never ending roller coaster right now. I can be super high and irritable for awhile, and then later on super depressed. Or I can be half and half and not even know what to do with myself. I've never been this bad before, and it really sucks. I need my meds to start working and bringing me back to "normal."
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Old Apr 27, 2014, 08:43 PM
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Did you just start new meds?
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Old Apr 27, 2014, 08:45 PM
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Not exactly, but sort of.

I switched from Seroquel IR to XR (I made the opposite switch about a year ago), my dose is now 600mg split (200mg morning/400mg night), and we reduced my zoloft from 200mg to 100mg.
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Old Apr 27, 2014, 08:46 PM
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Not exactly, but sort of.

I switched from Seroquel IR to XR (I made the opposite switch about a year ago), my dose is now 600mg split (200mg morning/400mg night), and we reduced my zoloft from 200mg to 100mg.
That's a lot of Seroquel. I was wondering if a mood stabilizer might help? I'm no doc though.
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Old Apr 27, 2014, 08:48 PM
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That's a lot of Seroquel. I was wondering if a mood stabilizer might help? I'm no doc though.
My pdoc said that's a very normal dose of Seroquel. Also, Seroquel is my mood stabilizer.

If by mood stabilizer you mean an anticonvulsant, I'm through with those. None of them are as effective as antipsychotics for me, and they have way more side effects.
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Old Apr 27, 2014, 08:57 PM
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My pdoc said that's a very normal dose of Seroquel. Also, Seroquel is my mood stabilizer.

If by mood stabilizer you mean an anticonvulsant, I'm through with those. None of them are as effective as antipsychotics for me, and they have way more side effects.
Yes, I'm no doctor. More sleep, excercise, sunshine?
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Old Apr 27, 2014, 09:01 PM
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Yes, I'm no doctor. More sleep, excercise, sunshine?
I honestly couldn't even tell you what the trigger for this was. But I'm not sleeping well except when I drug myself a lot, I work with 2 year olds so I get plenty of exercise, especially since I walk about 2 miles a day to/from work, and sunshine? Well, I live in upstate NY...there isn't a whole lot of that until June really...

I only did the med changes recently -- Thursday (when I saw my pdoc), so it's only been 3 full days of it which I know isn't long enough to make a significant change, but that doesn't make me feel any less awful.
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Old Apr 27, 2014, 09:03 PM
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I honestly couldn't even tell you what the trigger for this was. But I'm not sleeping well except when I drug myself a lot, I work with 2 year olds so I get plenty of exercise, especially since I walk about 2 miles a day to/from work, and sunshine? Well, I live in upstate NY...there isn't a whole lot of that until June really...

I only did the med changes recently -- Thursday (when I saw my pdoc), so it's only been 3 full days of it which I know isn't long enough to make a significant change, but that doesn't make me feel any less awful.
It has only been three days. Keep observing yourself. Don't be afraid to ask for help if things get too bad.
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Mixed episodes are definitely the worst. Sorry you're going through that. I hope it eases up for you soon.
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Old Apr 27, 2014, 09:07 PM
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I know it's only been three days. But like I said, that doesn't make me feel any better. I'm not a quitter, but I feel like giving up right now. I was doing super well and then BAM my mood decided it wanted a shift. It started out a little dubious and I wasn't sure if it was my mood or if it was just life, but after a week of things getting progressively worse, I called my pdoc. I'm seeing her again Thursday, and hopefully I'll be at least a bit better by then.
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Mixed episodes are definitely the worst. Sorry you're going through that. I hope it eases up for you soon.
What sucks the most is that I have enough sick and vacation time to take a few days off, but this week we have a staff meeting, so if I take any days or time off, I won't get overtime, and I need that overtime pay.
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Old Apr 27, 2014, 10:11 PM
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Mixed states are sheer torture. The worst I've had it is over the past 6 months. All I can offer as far as suggestion is to have your meds re-evaluated.
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Old Apr 27, 2014, 10:51 PM
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A few months ago I had the worst full blown mixed episode that lasted several days. It was a nightmare. BP II people should not be able to have this happen to them. I felt I was going to lose it. I was very seriously thinking of going to the hospital. I was trying to figure out how I was going to do this in my limited way. I cannot remember the last time this has happened to me in such an extreme way.

By the way, I have a related question. Can mixed moods be relatively mild compared to a full blown mixed nightmare? This is when I feel restless, agitated, and prone to angry outbursts. Anxiety is high. If I were to notice, I am unhappy, sad.

This is normally how my elevated moods are like.
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Old Apr 27, 2014, 10:55 PM
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A few months ago I had the worst full blown mixed episode that lasted several days. It was a nightmare. BP II people should not be able to have this happen to them. I felt I was going to lose it. I was very seriously going to the hospital. I was trying to figure out how I was going to do this in my limited way. I cannot remember the last time this has happened to me in such an extreme way.

By the way, I have a related question. Can mixed moods be relatively mild compared to a full blown mixed nightmare? This is when I feel restless, agitated, and prone to angry outbursts. Anxiety is high. If I were to notice, I am unhappy, sad.

This is normally how my elevated moods are like.

I think so. I've had mixed episodes that were extreme and got me hospitalized, but i've also had milder mood states that i consider mixed. I think there is a spectrum for everything.

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Definitely a spectrum.
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Old Apr 28, 2014, 05:08 AM
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Mixed states are sheer torture. The worst I've had it is over the past 6 months. All I can offer as far as suggestion is to have your meds re-evaluated.
Like I've said twice now, I saw my pdoc Thursday and we switched my meds a bit, and I'm seeing her again this Thursday.
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Old Apr 28, 2014, 05:18 AM
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SDRL, you should see an improvement real soon. I am sorry I have no good advice to give you. I hope they kick in soon. Best wishes.
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Old Apr 28, 2014, 04:46 PM
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I sure hope I do. I am still struggling hardcore right now. I mean, I made it through work today, but barely, and I decided it would be best for everyone if I took tomorrow off, so I got coverage and am gonna stay in tomorrow and just unwind and sleep and let my body and mind do whatever it needs to do.
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