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Apr 28, 2014, 06:48 AM
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..pieces of me fell and fall down and keep falling...
I am naked mistaken for an accidental human... I try so hard to rise.... I continue to make excuses... for those that never were.... ..those sensible ones that bypassed me.... I am bipolar I am amazing sad I am ridiculous bad.... so passed attention so passed intention... things are never as expected by those un-educated... and shame and dis-respect are two things so far inside of me... I wish I plan I try I do everything... life is a ball of activity... I watch all blinded by the movement.. ...my bipolar is nuts!.... but to survive I must share myself... I can be normal.... only after I have died.... ....dubblemonkey loves you |
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Apr 28, 2014, 07:51 AM
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I lost my way
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Apr 28, 2014, 09:54 AM
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You got my attention now. Are you OK? Are you going through something traumatic???
I am wishing you well. 
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Apr 28, 2014, 11:46 AM
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And we love you DM.
I agree bipolar sucks. I don't know who I am from one day to the next. Just a carousal with some pretty ugly horses.
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Apr 28, 2014, 11:49 AM
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yes it's another episode... 
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Apr 28, 2014, 11:50 AM
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Apr 28, 2014, 12:19 PM
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...and they get hard....
this does not meant things are left behind! things..!!.... they are not left.... I can complete life and love the things in between.... there is a lot that does not make sense... and I arrive and make sense despite and otherwise... you are perfect! there is nothing wrong with mental illness... 
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Apr 28, 2014, 12:29 PM
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...there is a way to trust myself....
and I watch and I see and I care and I am an accident... my bipolar is an explosion!... it's an amazing emotional part of my personal explosion... I might never survive this personal desperation.... perhaps I will never survive this insane abominable activity... I have seen my insane.... I have been bipolar for way too long... things are adorable and terrible.... I hurt tooo much..... and I love |
| Anonymous100104, Anonymous45023, gayleggg, TheatreKid, Victoria'smom
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Apr 28, 2014, 12:42 PM
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I can fall in a heap!
....I can fall apart... I want to fall apart... it's too hard to fall otherwise... I want to fall into love... and I can...... I fall into a place that hurts!.... I have no shame.... things hurt me before I felt it.... I cannot be damaged... things I accept...but!... things upset met... I might just grip my urgence and destroy persons... I can......but I will let go... they did not know what they did |
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Apr 28, 2014, 12:57 PM
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things upset me..
there are many things that upset me... too many things! and too many things... I am someone that deserves.....to die ....I have been hurt enough!... I adore those in danger... I love those in death..... I love those who die I adore death... I love death../..I love you |
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Apr 28, 2014, 01:26 PM
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DM, sorry to hear you are feeling this way today. I'm sorry you've been hurt. Wish I could help. Even though, most days I just sit around waiting for death to take, too. We both deserve better.
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Apr 28, 2014, 01:28 PM
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Apr 28, 2014, 01:38 PM
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Oh dear! That doesn't sound good at all! Hugs
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Apr 28, 2014, 01:54 PM
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I'm glad you can still love after all your pain. It probably is what helps you survive. I wish you well and that I could take away your pain.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin "Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha |
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Apr 28, 2014, 02:04 PM
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 How right you are!
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin "Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha |
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