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#1
Jul 12, 2013, 06:39 PM
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Dear Bipolar,
I hate you. You don't deserve to be any part of this family. That is all. Now go away! Sincerely, MM
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
 Anonymous32734, BipolaRNurse, BlueInanna, Jcon614, LadyShadow, medicalfox, oncewasara, Trippin2.0, Tsunamisurfer, ultramar, ~Christina
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#2
Jul 12, 2013, 07:14 PM
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Can i hate part of it?
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#3
Jul 12, 2013, 07:26 PM
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lol I love this idea for a thread MM!
Dear Mixed States, Can you make up your mind already?? Am I in a low or am I in an up? It should not be hard to decide on this, so please stop going up and down daily! Give me five days of ONE MOOD thank you. Sincerely, Me. PS. I'd prefer to be a little bit up, if it's all the same to you!
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..." "I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am. |
| deelooted, Jcon614, Victoria'smom
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 BipolaRNurse, ParchworkQuilt
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#4
Jul 12, 2013, 07:45 PM
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You can hate any part you want jeff.
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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#5
Jul 12, 2013, 07:57 PM
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To bipolar:
I hate you more than you could ever know. I really wish you would stop tormenting me and stop showing me these false demons that people keep telling me aren't really there. I'm sure you're lying to me, but I can't really tell. So stop it. Please. I hate you, Me.
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.age: 34 female .bipolar I .psychosis .panic/anxiety disorder Seroquel XR 100mg Labetalol for high blood pressure
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| Anonymous32734, Jcon614, Victoria'smom
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#6
Jul 12, 2013, 08:16 PM
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Dear bipolar,
You already ruined my summer job. If you ruin my career I will take revenge. Somehow. Sincerely Me
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
| Dylanzmama
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#7
Jul 12, 2013, 08:39 PM
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Dear bipolar,
I have to take crazy meds because of you. And I've almost killed myself because of your lows. Just when I thought I could deal with the hypo, you made me think I was invincible and impervious to needing sleep. Go away. cg
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Bipolar 2 (in remission), anorexia (in remission), and trichotillomania, also have conversion disorder that seems to be rearing its ugly head again. 100mg Lamictal |
| Anonymous32734, jadedbutterfly, Victoria'smom
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#8
Jul 12, 2013, 08:50 PM
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Dear Bipolar:
I barely made it through one year of a job and was not rehired because of you. I used to SI because of you. I used to isolate myself from everyone because of you. And guess what, because of you, I am a stronger person than I was before my dx. |
| Faraway tree, jadedbutterfly, Secretum, thickntired
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#9
Jul 13, 2013, 08:59 AM
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Dear Bipolar,
I hate the downs. They are so low, and last so long. You've robbed me of my joy. You've stole family and friends from me. You make me feel weak and less then. I hate you so very much. I hate what you turned me into. Always, Jeff |
| Anonymous37807, mzunderstood79
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| mzunderstood79
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#10
Jul 13, 2013, 09:21 AM
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Dear Bipolar,
You're more confusing than I can comprehend. I don't know if I want you gone or not, but I wish I could chop you into little pieces and keep only the parts of you that I like. And I sort of hope you're a tumor, I think I would like you more if you were. |
| BipolaRNurse, jadedbutterfly
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#11
Jul 13, 2013, 08:02 PM
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Dear Bipolar:
I don't know where you came from or why you picked me out of all my family to bedevil, but I'm getting really, REALLY annoyed with you lately. You've cost me several jobs and a hell of a lot of money. Take a hike.
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DX: Bipolar 1 Anxiety Tardive dyskinesia Mild cognitive impairment RX: Celexa 20 mg Gabapentin 1200 mg Geodon 40 mg AM, 60 mg PM Klonopin 0.5 mg PRN Lamictal 500 mg Levothyroxine 125 mcg (rx'd for depression) Trazodone 150 mg Zyprexa 7.5 mg Please come visit me @ http://bpnurse.com |
| Anonymous32734, BlueInanna, Trippin2.0, Victoria'smom
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#12
Jul 13, 2013, 08:09 PM
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Dear Bipolar,
Please give me my mind back. With nothing but hate, Jeff |
| BlueInanna, noshadows, oncewasara, Tsunamisurfer
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#13
Jul 13, 2013, 08:21 PM
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Dear Bipolar,
I want to be rid of you as much as I claw at you to stay. You've taught me new definitions of "crazy" and "moody". You've made me hate those words. But I know no other life. A life without extreme emotions is something I simply cannot comprehend. I've loved and lived fiercely and intensely and for that I suppose I should thank you. But as high as you have ever taken me, I've known it's equal counterpart in misery. I'm torn. I don't know whether I should thank you, or despise you. Confused, Nessa
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.age: 34 female .bipolar I .psychosis .panic/anxiety disorder Seroquel XR 100mg Labetalol for high blood pressure
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| BipolaRNurse
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#14
Jul 13, 2013, 09:14 PM
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Dearing Crying Spells,
I would appreciate it if you stopped showing up unannounced. Hasn't anyone ever told you that it's rude to just show up and expect to get someone's attention without contacting them prior to your arrival? Seriously. It's rude. Get some manners and read a book on etiquette. Until then, you have worn out your welcome with me. -Me.
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..." "I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am. |
| Anonymous32734, Nessa213, Tsunamisurfer, Victoria'smom
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| Lillyleaf
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#15
Jul 14, 2013, 12:32 AM
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Dear Bipolar,
I've lost jobs, friends and time I will never get back. Worst of all, I lost my sense of self. Bite me. -me |
| Anonymous32734
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#16
Jul 14, 2013, 03:34 AM
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Bipolar & ED,
**** you. You have made me into a liar and seem and feel ungrateful. Made my husband feel it's his fault I had a bad day. You embarrassed me, and my family today. You have stole my hope that things can get better. I'd like to forget today and sleep the weekend away but you wont even let me sleep. **** you, **** meds, **** therapy, I quit! And the stupidest thing whatever this is a step up from the past couple of weeks! WTH, bipolar! **** off, MM
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
| A Red Panda, Anonymous100210, Anonymous32734, BipolaRNurse, BlueInanna, jadedbutterfly, Trippin2.0, Tsunamisurfer
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#17
Jul 14, 2013, 04:35 AM
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Dearest Bipolar Beast
I spend enough of my time and effort managing/fighting you. I refuse to spare even more of my time to write you an actual letter! Lia |
| jadedbutterfly
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| A Red Panda, BipolaRNurse, jadedbutterfly, Otter63, Tsunamisurfer, ~Christina
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#18
Jul 14, 2013, 06:36 AM
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Dear Bipolar,
I admire your strength; you're infamous among my family members for being very forceful and resilient. No matter what I've thrown at you over the past four years (the antidepressants, the CBT and DBT, the antipsychotics, the hospital admissions, the self injury, the mood stabilisers and the help from everyone round me), you've managed to come back stronger and stronger and slowly take away every single part of the happy young teenager I used to be. You know what? I have quite a few enemies but NONE of those are as much an enemy as you - the disorder that made me an easy target to get bullied, unstable and easily addicted to any substance that just slightly curbs your enthusiasm to sabotage everything I was. As you've grown stronger, I've grown weaker. It started off fun and you created a dream or two for me but now you've taken those and every single other ambition away from me, you've outstayed your welcome.
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Bipolar life has it's ups and downs Currently experiencing slight relapse into depressive episode but overall stability for almost a year! |
| A Red Panda, Anonymous32734, BlueInanna, greylove, jadedbutterfly, Lillyleaf, Nessa213, Secretum, Tsunamisurfer, Victoria'smom
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#19
Jul 14, 2013, 02:01 PM
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That's exactly how I feel. Oh how I wish it would leave. I feel so horrid.
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Jul 14, 2013, 03:28 PM
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Bipolar One,
You've done absolutely nothing for me, my relationship with you is a one-way street. You tell me there's no one else on it, and keep me from finding friends who understand because you run them off just by revealing your label. And the paranoia...how about sucking up the abilify and move along?? |
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Jul 15, 2013, 04:14 PM
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Dear bipolar,
you seem to know me really well, but me you not so well, I will get to know you better as the years pass, but i have one favor to ask, be gentle to me because i am not strong, I might fall and crumble when you come along, My hands are gentle you know, But yours are rough as stone. |
| Lillyleaf
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#22
Jul 15, 2013, 05:04 PM
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Dear Bipolar,
If I could always be successfully productive like I have been today, I'd be a pretty dang happy person. Thanks for the mini-obsessions today that are ACTUALLY useful ones to have!!!! But please remember not to send anymore of those silly impulses and obsessions. Just the productive ones, ok? -Me
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..." "I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am. |
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#23
Jul 15, 2013, 07:01 PM
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Dear bipolar,
These drugs are kicking your *** but please let me sleep. Don't trick me into thinking I'm depressed if I am mixed. I'll be so mad at you.
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Dx: Me- SzA Husband- Bipolar 1 Daughter- mood disorder+ Comfortable broken and happy "So I don't know why I'm tongue tied At the wrong time when I need this."- P!nk My blog |
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Jul 18, 2013, 12:32 PM
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Dear bipolar,
Today I sorta love you. Don't get my wrong, this isn't me saying I'm IN love with you. But right now I sorta love you. I'm in a great mood and getting a lot done this week. Just remember not to overdo it. Ok? Lots of love today, Me!
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"The time has come, the Walrus said, to talk of many things. Of shoes, of ships, of sealing wax, of cabbages, of kings! Of why the sea is boiling hot, of whether pigs have wings..." "I have a problem with low self-esteem. Which is really ridiculous when you consider how amazing I am. |
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Jul 18, 2013, 01:29 PM
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Dear bipolar,
I realize you're gonna come back to bother me. Maybe even soon. But I'm glad you aren't bothering me right now and I wish I could stay at my current mental state (other than the struggling with ED thoughts/behaviors, but that isn't your fault). I'm having fun on your vacation and I hope you book an extra night or two wherever you are. Thanks for the break, CG
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Bipolar 2 (in remission), anorexia (in remission), and trichotillomania, also have conversion disorder that seems to be rearing its ugly head again. 100mg Lamictal |
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