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May 22, 2014, 05:34 AM
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....seriously a giant claim...
but its true.... I fall asleep like death and I awake like a corpse... I walk this Earth like a mutated creature full of shame ...like everything I ever thought was and is way too dangerous ... like I expected myself to cope.... it's so hard to write in tears... like I must be wrong.... everything this illness tells me is wrong.... I become better than that... I am suddenly empowered with incredible love my poor little sister is in pain... my emotions are perfect.... I will be ill another day maybe... for the first time..... I see her needs are greater than mine love is an instant cure... when a loved one spots it Last edited by Turtleboy; May 22, 2014 at 05:35 AM. Reason: trigger |
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May 22, 2014, 06:32 AM
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I'm sorry your feeling so bad and I hope she feels better soon too. I'm here for you both just pm me.
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May 22, 2014, 07:00 AM
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never again... I should be the one in pain .... I am so surprised that my little sis became the one who got hurt like she is... it should have been me I am a disaster....and life overlooked me and chose her.... this kind of thing affects me..... it should be me in her pain.....and yet? it's likely my experience will help her... sometimes psycho helps... it's all I got |
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May 22, 2014, 09:14 AM
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I hope your sister gets better soon. It's great you can be there for her.
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May 22, 2014, 10:17 AM
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May 22, 2014, 10:36 AM
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James not right now but latter when your sisters got a bit better you do have to put yourself first some times. I hate seeing such a great person think so negatively about himself. You should know life's not fair but that doesn't mean you deserve her pain. No one deserves pain and suffering. Are you or are you thinking about going to therapy? I forgot sorry.
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May 22, 2014, 10:44 AM
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 thankyou ... I am immune to therapy |
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May 22, 2014, 10:57 AM
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it's ok... no....there is nothing I can do to comfort her... my little sister.... sometimes everything I can do can do nothing! recovery takes time.... my sister needs me to not do what I do... I try to fix everything |
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May 22, 2014, 11:05 AM
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I am immune to therapy I refuse to believe that. I will continue to believe you have just had sucky therapists whether they were nice or not.
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