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#1
Jun 11, 2014, 04:41 AM
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...I never meant to be too far!
I never decided that being far was what made sense to me... I forgot just how close I was ...the entire time I was running away? the nearer I was?... I arrived sooner and I fell apart... I believed I understood what I did... but I cannot understand these things... I am so close to who I love and so far from the other things... and the other things should be ashamed.... they are me and mostly them... |
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#2
Jun 11, 2014, 04:58 AM
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..I know I do not deserve comfort....
I have the ability to comfort others... those I see want to run screaming!... and fair enough.....! I have done my time over and over I know who I love... she is my most favourite she is the only one who can affect me |
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#3
Jun 11, 2014, 06:44 AM
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...yes it does and yes there exists the audacity to take on the most feared element of life!
...like there is an alternative to joy like there is a shamed backfire happiness to life! ...my hands slide accidently off the table... it seems... like I never had a grip! ...I forgot to recall the honey tastes available when living as I fell I kept forgetting.... and the backwards idiotic absence of love the fool the demon heart kept ripping pieces off me while tears out of suddenly ancient eyes burnt the hellish heat ....until a permanent and very unique flaming collapse left me curled up and alive somewhere in the corner |
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#4
Jun 11, 2014, 07:35 AM
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...this is immediately crazy!
and this is exactly what I play with every day. ..I insist that certain things must become even more than they can be... these things that became upon such insistence would permanently disfigure my sensitive interpretations of 'themselves" ..therefore!... where do these 'themselves' wind up? ..everything I do is an attempt to fight what is fighting me... all my madness... all my stupidity... all my genius love... even what I consider useless...!! everything about me is designed to fight my illness... so?...yes indeed I will continue to be as interestingly weird and permanently brand new as needs an exotic human like me must be |
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#5
Jun 11, 2014, 08:10 AM
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...my intellect is quite effective...
..I can crazy collapse just like those trying too hard will do... ...to be some stupid famous!! .,.. you are not fooling me |
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