ten-ish more days

Dad says we'll be home in about 10 days. Then I'll get to see if this was all just to betray me. So he'd have time to build a new start for both of them. Or if they will be there waiting for me.my husband said he hasn't touched our joint account so I'll have about $1400 to start over with. I'm so tired, I hope they didn't betray me. That's why i refused to fly "home". No one deserves their family to help their significant other to run away with their child.

If he would have just told me i would be hurt but i would've supported my son. Even if he didn't want me to see him. He's still my child to support. I'm really going to need you guys when i get back and they're gone. I really wish i had irl support to deal with this. I really feel like confronting my parents but they'll just call me crazy. I have to just wait the 10 days to watch my world crumble.

Thanks for listening and seeing me through this horrible mess.

I hope everything works out OK for you. Please post here for support whenever you need to.

It sounds like you're dealing with a lot. Keep posting updates!

Please try and remember that you and your husband made these plans together.. No one is taking your son away .. these plans were made months ago and were part of your move to Florida .. Try using your self grounding skills.

I talked to him last night. He lied ofcourse and even asked me if i was eating. He promised to come up for me to say good bye. I know we made the plans but it's easy to just not pick me up or to change the plans.

If it was just my head ****ing with me it would have stopped this morning. It always stops after i sleep. If it wasn't true wouldn't someone notice?

hugs hugs hugs

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Any ideas wtf is wrong with me? I now have my sil and best friend checking on me. I wish he'd respect me enough to keep my crazy private because now i feel they're spying on me for him .

I'm really sorry to hear about your situation. My heart breaks for you.

When I was hospitalized, I went six weeks before I saw my daughter who was three. After that I was able to see her 1x per week for six months. It broke my heart and caused a lot of tears. However, a year later- I accept that it was what was needed to ensure my health and well-being for the long term. I still have trouble emotionally processing that period of my life but it will get better for you as long as you continue fighting for your health and well-being.

Keep us updated & let us know what happens. We're here to support you.

The suckiest thing is not being able to tell if it's paranoia or real. I wish i still had T.

How are you doing?

Mm not sure what's going on or what is your history but I wish you strength and patience as you wade through this massive life change and stress. Can you talk to your SIL IRL?

Im calmer. I broke my phone so my husband wont hear from me for a little. Monday we go to ceder point then back to my parents house. Hes souppose to be there when i get there. He's honnerbrightted. Me several times that he will be there. Ive talked to my son about seeing him by the end of the week but im still very sceptical.

I'm not as frantic about them not being in my life ive kinda accepted it. I'll see what happens by friday. In other bad news the phone i took all my pix on broke. I had to factory reset it. It still is broke. Thanks for checking on me.

So I got home early and they were waiting for me!!!! My husband is still worried that I was so paranoid but is very thankful PC was there for me and I did not confront my parents on this issue. He's not particularly happy that I did not stay on my PRN for long and he wants me to start taking it while I have time to be tired. He's worried I'll slowly become "out there" and "loose me" (in psychosis).

Um... pictures to come

Glad to hear an update on how you're doing. What do you mean by PRN? Still trying to understand board acronyms.

Prescription as needed

The abbreviation is for the Latin version of "as needed". The original is pro re nata.