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#1001
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I have terrible anxiety around sending emails. I read them like a billion times before sending them to make sure I don't say something I shouldn't...Ugh. Plus, my head hurts. I did finally figure out a response for the person I wasn't sure how to answer though...
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#1002
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When did Christmas stop meaning being kind and caring
and start meaning (to) spend more money than you have? What have we done to ourselves?
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What's so funny about peace, love and understanding? Elvis Costello |
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#1003
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I am so damn irritable but also cheerful. Christmas could be interesting. God help those around me :P
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#1004
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Crazy people on the roads. Crazy people down the streets, buying everything in sight cause the shops shut for a day or two.
I'm ok, but the world certainly goes a little nuts this time of year!
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#1005
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I get tomorrow off. I'm looking forward to it. I don't really want to do anything, and don't really have to do anything until noon. I need a down day. I'm over work and really need a vacation hurry up February when vacation resets. Blah...
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#1006
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I am actually feeling pretty good this morning despite my ongoing depressive episode. I think it's because I have a family gathering to go to around 1 today so it will be a change from the boring routine that has become my life.
Also going jog/walking with one of my dogs this morning. That always makes me feel good. |
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#1007
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feeling okay.
that is all. i can't give you any updates and things- because from now until the end of christmas, i am totally on my own |
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#1008
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I am feeling a bit better since my family finally arrived here
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#1009
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I watched four movies yesterday, all comedies. Very productive.
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#1010
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Feeling good-slept well about to have coffee with the fam.
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"This is just a moment in time. Step aside and let it happen."-Inara from Firefly ![]() Bipolar Disorder Depression Generalized Anxiety Disorder OCD PTSD Insomnia Chronic Pain Prozac 30mg daily Buspar 10mg three times daily Propranolol 10mg three times daily Currently titrating up Lamictal daily Ambien 5mg prn Trazodone 50mg prn |
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#1011
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Doing ok. Been middle low. Dealing with things I haven't dealt with.
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PTSD possible bipolar Meds: propranalol 20mg 2x's(blood pressure), lamictal 300mg, seroquel 100mg, effexor 75mg, sprycel 100mg (CML, chronic myeloid leukemia), iron supplement, multivitamin ![]() |
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#1012
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I have the week off
Meaning that bf and I are together all week and he talks, and talks, and talks, and talks Oh for the love of all things good - Stop Talking!!!!!! ![]()
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What's so funny about peace, love and understanding? Elvis Costello |
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#1013
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Is there something wrong with me? The question lingers..
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#1014
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Merry Christmas to everyone on this thread. If you are happy, I am glad! If this is a hard day for you, I can relate!
I am going to be alone today, which in years past has been really hard for me. But today I have a plan for the day. No drinking. Get out and walk my dog. Watch some movies. Eat a good meal. Call my family....IF I feel like it. And get online here and give some time to the PC family. Because we are never alone. I hope everyone has a peaceful day. ![]()
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#1015
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trying to keep myself distracted of thoughts of a depression christmas/ isolasion by posting a lot on here
thank goodness for forums like this being open during christmas |
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#1016
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I was invited to a girls night tonight. I was going to chicken out, but changed my mind. I'm going even if it kills me. I'm going to have fun. (Even if it kills me.) I am scared because I won't be in control of the environment and what if I need to escape? Silly thoughts... It's just a party.
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#1017
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One of the only things helping me get through this terrible day was the knowledge that I had a therapist appointment tomorrow. But guess what ... she just texted and cancelled on me.
![]() Got to just get through it alone, as usual.
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In the midst of hate, I found there was, within me, an invincible love. In the midst of tears, I found there was, within me, an invincible smile. In the midst of chaos, I found there was, within me, an invincible calm. --Albert Camus |
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#1018
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Party was okay. Too many games and not enough time to just visit. I ate junk that is not on my eating plan. blah. I will have to start fresh tomorrow. It was nice to get out with some people. It was nice.
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#1019
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Yay, no more Christmas:
1) music in stores 2) movies on tv 3) fake happiness yay, it's over
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What's so funny about peace, love and understanding? Elvis Costello |
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#1020
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2:30am and can't sleep. Just got up. I'm feeling anxious about the new year. Feeling anxious about the mess ups of the past year that are lingering. Want a fresh start.
Glad Christmas is over. I always look forward to January 2nd. I like routine, normalcy [as much as my life has that...]. I'm tired but want to be alone in the night. I understand the world better from this time zone than I do during the day. ![]()
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#1021
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massive relief that my lonely good for nothing christmas is finally over.
and all the rubbish that goes with it feeling pretty good today |
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#1022
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Slept well, feel good this morning-nobody is up yet (not even the cat). Think I will read a bit-med changes are agreeing with me so far. It's beautiful here today so will go for a little hike later.
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"This is just a moment in time. Step aside and let it happen."-Inara from Firefly ![]() Bipolar Disorder Depression Generalized Anxiety Disorder OCD PTSD Insomnia Chronic Pain Prozac 30mg daily Buspar 10mg three times daily Propranolol 10mg three times daily Currently titrating up Lamictal daily Ambien 5mg prn Trazodone 50mg prn |
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#1023
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Depression is back
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PTSD possible bipolar Meds: propranalol 20mg 2x's(blood pressure), lamictal 300mg, seroquel 100mg, effexor 75mg, sprycel 100mg (CML, chronic myeloid leukemia), iron supplement, multivitamin ![]() |
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#1024
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Getting some work done.
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#1025
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I feel really bummed out, depressed, tired, all I want to do is sleep, no energy, my meds just stopped working for no reason. I hate my life!
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