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Old Dec 23, 2014, 03:28 PM
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I have terrible anxiety around sending emails. I read them like a billion times before sending them to make sure I don't say something I shouldn't...Ugh. Plus, my head hurts. I did finally figure out a response for the person I wasn't sure how to answer though...
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Old Dec 23, 2014, 11:23 PM
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When did Christmas stop meaning being kind and caring
and start meaning (to) spend more money than you have?

What have we done to ourselves?
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Old Dec 24, 2014, 12:34 AM
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I am so damn irritable but also cheerful. Christmas could be interesting. God help those around me :P
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Old Dec 24, 2014, 03:31 AM
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Crazy people on the roads. Crazy people down the streets, buying everything in sight cause the shops shut for a day or two.

I'm ok, but the world certainly goes a little nuts this time of year!
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Old Dec 24, 2014, 04:08 AM
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I get tomorrow off. I'm looking forward to it. I don't really want to do anything, and don't really have to do anything until noon. I need a down day. I'm over work and really need a vacation hurry up February when vacation resets. Blah...
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Old Dec 24, 2014, 07:42 AM
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I am actually feeling pretty good this morning despite my ongoing depressive episode. I think it's because I have a family gathering to go to around 1 today so it will be a change from the boring routine that has become my life.

Also going jog/walking with one of my dogs this morning. That always makes me feel good.
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Old Dec 24, 2014, 08:03 AM
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feeling okay.

that is all.

i can't give you any updates and things- because from now until the end of christmas, i am totally on my own
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Old Dec 24, 2014, 09:06 AM
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I am feeling a bit better since my family finally arrived here I don't feel so anxious and alone.
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Old Dec 24, 2014, 09:46 AM
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I watched four movies yesterday, all comedies. Very productive.
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Old Dec 24, 2014, 02:08 PM
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Feeling good-slept well about to have coffee with the fam.
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Old Dec 24, 2014, 02:57 PM
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Doing ok. Been middle low. Dealing with things I haven't dealt with.
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Old Dec 24, 2014, 05:13 PM
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I have the week off
Meaning that bf and I are together all week
and he talks, and talks, and talks, and talks
Oh for the love of all things good - Stop Talking!!!!!!
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Old Dec 24, 2014, 11:11 PM
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Is there something wrong with me? The question lingers..
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Old Dec 25, 2014, 08:13 AM
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Merry Christmas to everyone on this thread. If you are happy, I am glad! If this is a hard day for you, I can relate!

I am going to be alone today, which in years past has been really hard for me. But today I have a plan for the day. No drinking. Get out and walk my dog. Watch some movies. Eat a good meal. Call my family....IF I feel like it.

And get online here and give some time to the PC family. Because we are never alone. I hope everyone has a peaceful day.
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Old Dec 25, 2014, 08:19 AM
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trying to keep myself distracted of thoughts of a depression christmas/ isolasion by posting a lot on here

thank goodness for forums like this being open during christmas
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Old Dec 25, 2014, 04:36 PM
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I was invited to a girls night tonight. I was going to chicken out, but changed my mind. I'm going even if it kills me. I'm going to have fun. (Even if it kills me.) I am scared because I won't be in control of the environment and what if I need to escape? Silly thoughts... It's just a party.
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Old Dec 25, 2014, 04:52 PM
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One of the only things helping me get through this terrible day was the knowledge that I had a therapist appointment tomorrow. But guess what ... she just texted and cancelled on me.

Got to just get through it alone, as usual.
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Old Dec 25, 2014, 11:07 PM
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Party was okay. Too many games and not enough time to just visit. I ate junk that is not on my eating plan. blah. I will have to start fresh tomorrow. It was nice to get out with some people. It was nice.
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Old Dec 25, 2014, 11:28 PM
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Yay, no more Christmas:
1) music in stores
2) movies on tv
3) fake happiness

yay, it's over
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Old Dec 26, 2014, 04:37 AM
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2:30am and can't sleep. Just got up. I'm feeling anxious about the new year. Feeling anxious about the mess ups of the past year that are lingering. Want a fresh start.

Glad Christmas is over. I always look forward to January 2nd. I like routine, normalcy [as much as my life has that...].

I'm tired but want to be alone in the night. I understand the world better from this time zone than I do during the day.
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Old Dec 26, 2014, 06:35 AM
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massive relief that my lonely good for nothing christmas is finally over.

and all the rubbish that goes with it

feeling pretty good today
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Old Dec 26, 2014, 01:21 PM
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Slept well, feel good this morning-nobody is up yet (not even the cat). Think I will read a bit-med changes are agreeing with me so far. It's beautiful here today so will go for a little hike later.
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Old Dec 26, 2014, 01:28 PM
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Depression is back
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Old Dec 26, 2014, 02:55 PM
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Old Dec 26, 2014, 06:57 PM
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I feel really bummed out, depressed, tired, all I want to do is sleep, no energy, my meds just stopped working for no reason. I hate my life!
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