[notsokeeks]

For the most part I have been stable for the last year or so minus the small mixed episode I had a week or two ago. Got into the pdoc early and we've gotten in front of the beast before there was any real damage.

So here I sit on the up and up in the mental health zone, while at the same time I'm in the process of dealing with a possible neurology issue. I've had a few 'episodes'of blacking out to the point I blacked out well driving. Luckily I'll I hit was a parked car but regardless its a concern. Neurologist thinks I had a seizure or something else brain related.
So here I am in the hospital waiting to get in for a portable EEG. And all I can think is why must there always be something. I struggled for so long with my bipolar to get to a state that I'm functioning and relatively vepisode free and now this. I just need the world to give me a break for once.

*sorry for the rant, this place is just making me over think the whole thing.

[kaliope]

I understand where you are coming from. it seems that it is always one thing after another. I feel like I am never going to get better. my bipolar is stable for the most part but now I have neurological issues from the meds that keep me fully stable so I have to go off of them and will have to go back to having a couple episodes a year if the new meds don't work. on top of that I have been diagnosed DID and have that whole mess to deal with. I work so hard at being healthy so why cant I just get a break for awhile? I hope they find out what is wrong with you and can fix it relatively easily. take care.

[vjdragonfly]

the is one heck of a steam roller. I hope everything turns out ok. Keeping my fingers crossed for you.