[pawn78]

I just want to light the whole world on fire and watch it burn. I am going through a divorce, and I finally hit some kind of emotional barrier today and I am breaking through. I have to let her go, completely. It feels good to let her go, but I am still so angry about it. I almost punched a hole in the door earlier...but stopped myself. I am trying to channel all my anger into cleaning the house right now... but I am depressed and can't get myself going. I sleep all the time this weekend,,,just avoiding the pain of loneliness.
to hell with her. I'm done, I'm moving on.

[loophole]

What happened to the gal you was dating who was bipolar? Sounded like you was having a good time with her?

[pawn78]

Originally Posted by loophole

What happened to the gal you was dating who was bipolar? Sounded like you was having a good time with her?

It is still going good with her. She is on vacation right now. I'm taking things slow with her, so I don't screw it up. Trying to give her space, and not be a needy guy using her as a rebound relationship.
Thanks for pointing that out though. She is pretty cool. Something good.

[Hopeful Camel]

Divorce is so hard, even in the best of circumstances. Be extra good to yourself, because the combo of a divorce while having BP is extra hard to handle. It can be a non-stop roller coaster ride. Try to avoid triggers. I've been there myself and it was a long while before I felt like I was over it. Hang in there!