finally in FL

So we've already messed up. I borrowed $350 from my parents because saying "no" didn't feel right when my son asked to do some activities on the way home. We didn't have enough to go to this one place my son had his heart set on so we went to a timeshare presentation, couldn't say no to that either. Luckily my husband talked it down to a trial vacation in two years. My son was extremely disappointed in the place, I'm so glad we didn't pay the $100 for the coupons. He loves his 3 new hermit crabs though.

All this and we've already have to borow money to move from my husband's parents. Then my parents expectme to take my son to Disney by December 23. I'm already getting the "he's never gone! Your a horrible parent" speach. They even bought the hotel so now I have to figure out how to pay that too. I'm sure his parents have had it with me and all the fun vacation pictures. If I asked for help with moving cost my parents would say no but vacation sure.

Me, I'm a mess. I haven't really slept because I've been thinking how I'm going to mess this up make us truely homeless with no recorse. I have to figure out how to put my son in school with none of his id, vactionation records, and him being nonexistent in school previously. It hurts to say it but I need time to become unfrazled or IOP so I need to put him somewhere even if PS isn't ideal for him. Then I have the whole assistance fubar situation that needs to be dealt with asap. I hardly have the capacity to write this and my husband is no help because he's just it'll be okay if everything waits.

Oh also I bought my sister a Christmas present that can be used to soupport her drug, great thing to open in front of family and children. I bought a fancy new SI toy for myself . I have no idea what I've been thinking or why my husband didn't stop me. Then I get here and my dog smells like pee, is no longer potty trained and I think she has fleas.

Everything is so overwhelming, I have no idea where to even start. On top of everything I think I hate my husband and son but we all did have a lot of fun on the way home. Which is quite funny given my parionia I had this summer. I don't even know if I should be worried that I've been treating everyone like it's the last time I'll see them. WTF is wrong with me? On top of it I have to decide which type of medical to sign up for.

Sounds like you need to slow down a bit and quit letting everyone tell you what to do. You will not be a bad parent if your kid doesn't go to Disney World. Right now you are in the middle of a move and all 1st things 1st! Please just try and find a quite place where you can just relax and take some deep breaths. Don't be spending money you don't have that will only make things worse. We are here for you. Please try and slow down.

I agree with above poster. Many kids live without going to DisneyWorld. Why don't your parents take him? I believe the public school will help you get your son registered. The school nurse should be able to refer you to free immunizations. Getting him in a school situation is crucial. If you are going to be homeless, ask where he can go to school. There is help out there.

Just stop. Yes stop everything You and your husband need to write all these things down on 3x5 cards ..each issue gets a card .. lay them on the floor and pick them up in order of priority. Between you and your husband just start taking care of problem and situation one by one.

As already pointed out .. Your son can and will indeed live with out Disney this year.. Its a huge expense and its not a priority.

Getting Miguel in school is what matters.

Money that has already been spent you cant take back so move forward, no point beating yourself up. Btw your sister can open her gift anytime not just in front of family... noone needs to know what you got her.

You dont hate your husband and certainly you dont hate your son. You are overwhelmed not only with all you need to do stuff but from the entire summer you spend all over the country.

You hate the thought of an IP trip , I know this. But dont you think you would be able to handle ALL this better if you were more stable ?? Plus it would be a way to get medical coverage asap. Get on your meds the right way for a while, you need more than "prn's" right now, So swallow all your reservations and worries of weight gain and pull yourself together so your better centered to get things down.

Your living in my old town , trust me its not that bad. There are good hospitals there.

Have you gone to the beach yet at sunset? Just sit there and watched the sun set? You should, will cost you a couple bucks for parking but its soothing.. That is really the only thing I miss about living down there..

Seriously

I just got to town last night. He has his immunizations, birth certificate but no records. I have no idea where any of it is. It says online I can't register until we get our apartment. So I have to deal with school yet. I have to find the important papers.

I'm going to give my sister the new si toy for Christmas and leave her real xmas present in her car.My parents already bought the hotel already. I don't have to really think of it until December.

I'm not really a threat to myself or others so I'm not on my 'prn' and I'm not IP material. Even when I was the CU didn't even bother to interview me before trying to send me php. I'm going to take my PRN tonight. So that maybe I'll be okay.

So we got our place, yeah. I'm still hacking up a lung. We missed our psych appointments. Went to get our sonand the stupid car dies!! I give up I should have stayed in WV at least T was there!