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#1
Jan 28, 2015, 10:08 PM
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Ever put your psychosis on paper? This is mine….
http://i1025.photobucket.com/albums/...psa4b1e0ab.jpg |
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 Achy Turtle Armor, BipolaRNurse, Crazy Hitch, maryam12
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#2
Jan 28, 2015, 10:51 PM
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Wow! That is amazing. Do you draw often? You have talent. I tend to use photography to describe my mixed states but I cannot show them here because i want to stay anonymous.
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#3
Jan 28, 2015, 11:16 PM
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My god, that's perfect.
Thank you for sharing this.
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| Crazy Hitch
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#4
Jan 28, 2015, 11:37 PM
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thank u for this. it resonates with me
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| Crazy Hitch
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#5
Feb 08, 2015, 05:08 PM
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This is the picture I painted at 16 to show my mom what my main visual hallucination looks like.
ImageUploadedByTapatalk1423433236.546670.jpg |
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| Crazy Hitch
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#6
Feb 08, 2015, 05:11 PM
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No, i don't really draw often, but for whatever reason that night I just decided to put it out there. It's sometimes hard to put into words exactly what it all seems like to me so I drew it in hopes to show my wife why it scares the hell out of me lol
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#7
Feb 08, 2015, 05:13 PM
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I wish I had the ability to draw out some of my hallucinations but as soon as I try, it's like my brain automatically forgets how it looked exactly.
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| Crazy Hitch
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#8
Feb 08, 2015, 05:14 PM
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Yeah i know that feeling. I also hate when they stand in my peripheral vision and disappear when i look at them. It freaks me out
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| BipolaRNurse, Crazy Hitch
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#9
Feb 08, 2015, 05:25 PM
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Ugh. I hate peripheral ones the most.
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| BipolaRNurse, Crazy Hitch
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#10
Feb 19, 2015, 03:20 AM
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I hav drawn one
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| Crazy Hitch
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#11
Feb 19, 2015, 02:17 PM
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I have never thought to draw my psychosis. I don't get hallucinations, I get delusions, but still. Those pictures are pretty cool.
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#12
Feb 19, 2015, 02:23 PM
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I mainly only see stuff in my peripheral vision. I tend to see like spiders. Then I start to feel like things are crawling on me. I don't think I could draw that nor do I want to. Probably would give me the heebee jeebees.
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#13
Feb 19, 2015, 03:46 PM
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I was psychotic in jail and drew a psychedelic dreamscape. I wish I had a scanner. I'd show everyone.
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Feb 19, 2015, 04:31 PM
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These are what I like to do at 2 AM in the morning. This is during the first part of my mania when I am happy. Now the voices have turned mean, the people are constantly watching me, and I am way too paranoid to be happy. Still only getting like 30-1 hour of sleep, though.
drawinf 3.jpg Drawing 1.jpg drawing 2.jpg
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Feb 19, 2015, 06:58 PM
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Those are some (pardon my language) badass drawings!
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Feb 19, 2015, 09:55 PM
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The ones up above are when I am pretty manic, as I start to get really creative, but don't have the patience to do something detailed. When I am hypomanic I draw these:
Leopard Drawing.jpg Wolf Drawing.jpg Tiger Drawing.jpg Silly Boy.jpg
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Feb 19, 2015, 10:05 PM
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Feb 19, 2015, 10:53 PM
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#19
Feb 20, 2015, 06:07 AM
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BipolaRNurse, I tend to only get that during mixed episodes. I get noise sensitivity also. I've never really called it a hallucination or anything, idk. I've never had full blown mania only hypomania. I will tell you one thing though...once when I was seeing those I had a REAL spider crawl onto my arm. You want to talk have creeped out!
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