[otroo]

So this has been a long hard couple of weeks it started out being good with the purchase of the new car and all. The day we bought our new car our daughter told us she was molested by her brothers best friend when she was 13 and he was 18 now I had to make a promise to my wife that I would not do anything stupid in order to tell me this cause she knows I have a violent past. Well being a man of my word I could not go take care of this edit like I wanted to so we had to get health and welfare involved along with the police. Ok so that was the start of my month time. this weekend I was just told that my ex sister Inlaw took a gun and shot herself in the head in front of her husband and teen son. She was a really good girl with some problems. This last Sunday I spent several hours in the ER cause I had an erection that would not go away and no I don't take ED medication they stuck me over a dozen needles to drain all the blood out of my penis oh what fun that was. My wife gets home from work this morning and tells me that a girl she works with husband killed himself this weekend and we were good friends with them and him and I hung out every so often to drink or do stupid stuff I never knew he had problems like this. I am bipolar and all this stuff is pushing me over the edge I just don't know what to do anymore I might go to a inpatient hospital to get my medications taken care of and stay a week or two to see if that helps. Thanks for letting me vent.



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I'm sorry, when it rains it pours. But the sun is bound to shine again. Until then, take care.

Man, I'm so sorry for all that you have been through. I hope that you are able to get the help and support you need to get through it all. That is a lot to deal with in a short about of time. ((hugs))

[Wander]

I am so sorry to hear about all that you have been through. I am amazed you are not a trembling wreck. You are clearly a strong person. Keep venting here if it helps. We cannot change what is going on but we can listen and offer support.

[Turtlesoup]

So sorry all this has happened Please take care of yourself & vent away here if it helps.

[~Christina]

Wow .. I am so sorry for all the anger and loss piled on top of you right now and having to deal with that physical pain also. Damn, you are being hit from all sides and up and down

Honestly... I think it might be a good idea to look into going IP. I think if I was in your shoes I would want to go, You need to stay safe, your family needs you to be okay.

Keep posting, PM me anytime, Stay safe

[stressedmama]

Omg. I'm so sorry all this is piling on you all at the same time. We are all here for you to vent to. {{hugs to you}}