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My feelings are hurt and here saying that keeps running through my head although I am so tired I am wondering if I should pack tonight bc I'm leaving for my hometown in the morning?
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![]() kaliope, Sinking Feeling, stressedmama
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What did you say to her after she said that?
What time are you leaving in the morning? Do you have to catch a flight/train/bus?
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the best thing i ever learned was to say "its not about me". when people say hurtful things, they are wanting to hurt. it is usually because they are hurting and wanting to lash out and make others feel miserable like they do. or they are ignorant, or mean. the point is, it is about THEM not ME. So i can take in stride what they say because it is their problem not mine. if i let them hurt me i am giving them power and i am not going to give them the satisfaction.
as for packing, how tired are you? will you forget things if you pack tonight? how early are you leaving? will you be able to get up earlier to pack before you go? i rather sleep in as long as possible so i always pack the night before so if i had to leave at eight i wouldnt want to be packing at six, but if i didnt have to leave till noon, i would wait for the morning. take care ![]() |
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Must be it's just I'm leaving at around eight I might start packing now I took a nap and I can do some now thanks for the advice I just am going through so much you know already I don't need her calling me crazy to my husband and the whole household you know it hurts must be about her. I don't want to be trouble for anyone anymore you know. Sometimes I wish I lived all alone in a cottage or on the beach somewhere where my mood swings and stuff won't effect my anyone and just paint and draw all day and do art then nobody gets hurt. I am sad to leave the house but we've been trying to move out for months now and I know if I don't start we won't ever move and it just keeps getting worse for me here. My husband is letting me go to my parents house for a while and he said in two weeks he will be down there and bring our son. I am so so sad to leave my son that long but my mood swings and stuff are effecting everything and some days I can't do anything I think I need to see my mom and get help there Its better to have your own family I guess idk I didn't like overhearing being called crazy makes me not want to stay here even more and my son almost ate some pill my in laws left on the floor. My pills even went missing multiple times the ones I need for bipolar and I cried and cried and cried.
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Oh gosh, that's terrible! You definitely need to get out of there, your in-laws sound toxic and malicious.
Take care. It'll be good for you to go to your parents'. ![]()
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"Every person, on the foundation of his or her own sufferings and joys, builds for all." ~Albert Camus Cymbalta, 60mg -- for the depression. Latuda, 40mg -- for the paranoia (delusional type). Adderall, 40mg XR & 5 mg reg -- for the ADD. Xanax, .5 mg as needed -- for the anxiety. Topamax, 50mg -- still figuring this one out. MDD, but possibly have some form of Bipolar Disorder. Then again, I could be paranoid . . . Well, at least I still have my sense of humor. ![]() |
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Those words have been used as a dagger against me before and it hurt ar the time
Nowadays i dont let it bother me. Ppl who would say such a thing need to get theyre head checked as much as i do! Try to shake it off....just for your own wellbeing ![]() ![]()
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