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Mar 09, 2015, 08:58 AM
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Have been goibg theough a rough depression that has increasingly gotten more painful as the dreaded month of February went on. I patiently awaited march thinking a good dose of hypor atleast improved mood was heading my way
Instead, over the last week the sepression has stayed and i found myself getting more agitatwd aggressive and paranoid with wierd thoughts and intrusive thoughts Over the weekend it got worse with heavy heavy si intrusive thinking non-stop Impulsive high sex drive the works By today i find myself in the midst of a mixed episode Im going to the pdoc again. I just want to stay out of the hospital. Send positive vibes my way
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
 Angry1541, LettinG0, sleepless0515, stressedmama, Velouria, Wander, wiretwister, ~Christina
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#2
Mar 09, 2015, 09:01 AM
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Sending good thoughts your way jacky -- hope you feel better soon
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Mar 09, 2015, 09:19 AM
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Thank you
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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Mar 09, 2015, 10:10 AM
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Sending positive vibes your way jacky. Please keep us posted on how you're doing.
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Mar 09, 2015, 10:43 AM
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Im mixed too at the moment, didnt start that way but has progressed now. Im drugged to the maximum allowed and I am still filled with this angry rage energy that I could do cartwheels and kick people in the face yet at the same time my legs feel heavy (but restless). i just want to be knocked out. I dont care if its an injection or a pill that will smash me for the rest of the week - just get me out of this state and keep me safe.
Ramones "I wana be sedated" has been in my head for 8 hours. Exactly what I want sedation that works. (and in saying that at home/baseline/depressed a 5mg zyprexa wafer can knock me out for 3 days, but tonight now I have had 20mg of wafers and a whole bunch of other meds (3 benzos, AD and AP). I hope you find some stability soon. I really need to turn the puter off and go to bed but it is a scary concept being alone with my thoughts and no distraction like the computer. |
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Mar 09, 2015, 10:50 AM
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Hang in there Jacky! Thinking of you
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Mar 09, 2015, 11:01 AM
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I sent u a pm in the am btw
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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Mar 09, 2015, 11:03 AM
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Thank you everybody..it means the world
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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Mar 09, 2015, 11:49 AM
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GOOD VIBES...GOOD VIBES....GOOD VIBES...
Thinking of you. Hang in there!  
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Mar 09, 2015, 11:57 AM
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I hate those feelings. Ugh....positive thoughts sent.
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Mar 09, 2015, 02:33 PM
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Sending positive vibes your way! I hope you find some relief...
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Lamictal 200mg Saphris 20mg Lithium 900mg Statterra 18mg Xanax 1mg/ 3 times day or as needed |
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Mar 09, 2015, 03:20 PM
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Thxxxxxxx ....and i hope you all are doing well as well. We need to support each other
The world is brrrrrrrr cold sometimes 
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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Mar 09, 2015, 04:44 PM
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Sending positive vibes your way (((((jacky)))))
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Mar 09, 2015, 06:13 PM
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Sending you loads of positive powerful energy your way
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Mar 09, 2015, 08:29 PM
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Cant say it enougj....thk u guys
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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