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Old Jun 01, 2015, 08:53 PM
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I used to be a long time ago, but I have not worked since 1998 and have been on disability since 2001. The only thing I do close to work now is I volunteer at the local animal shelter 2-4 hours a week, I work with the puppies and they help me a lot, but it is all I can do to get in there, and I start being anxious about it 2 days before I go in, I make maybe 3 out of 4 times I am signed up for, I love my puppies! If I am in a depression phase I cant go in. I could not even consider working 40 hours a week.
Hey, it's great to know that you like volunteering.

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Old Jun 01, 2015, 08:54 PM
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Old Jun 01, 2015, 08:56 PM
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I'd say I'm moderately functioning. I hold down a job, but I have to call out once or twice a month even though it's only 20-25 hours a week. If I went back to school I don't think I'd be able to work. And I wouldn't be able to be a true full time student either.
I like the fact that you're in control and go at your own pace. Nice!
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Old Jun 01, 2015, 08:57 PM
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I would consider myself highly functioning, and I am very bipolar. I've had some rocky stretches, but I've held the same job as a teacher for four years now. I actually have tenure and might be headed toward a pension if I can hang on for another ten years. I will celebrate my 36th wedding anniversary with my wife this September. My children still love me, and i have a handful of friends. I own a moderate home in a beautiful town, and I drive a pretty nice car. I am in reasonably good health, although I have not exercised seriously in about a year. BP rears its ugly head periodically at work, where it manifests itself in my total inability to get along with others. Fortunately, I can withdraw and focus on the students whenever that happens. I am learning to recognize my own episodes when they happen and use appropriate coping strategies when necessary. The most important thing to my recovery, if you want to call it that, is my psychiatrist. He's brilliant, and he's kept me relatively stable for almost ten years. Knock on wood.
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Old Jun 01, 2015, 09:00 PM
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I don't work. I have a husband and son I arguably raise well. That said in the last 4 months I've spent 14 days inpatient. I have to see my Dr every 3-6 weeks, I see a therapist weekly with access to him 12 hrs a day. I can't be med compliant to the point I now have a contract between myself as a safety plan. I have to take a shot for their comfort. If I'm not med compliant they can/will hospitalize me. My husband has to give me my meds. However from the outside I have my **** together. So I can't say if I'm high functioning or not.
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Old Jun 01, 2015, 09:01 PM
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I'm high functioning. Career and family. Good relationships and treatment compliance.

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Old Jun 01, 2015, 09:03 PM
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Old Jun 01, 2015, 09:05 PM
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I also used to be very high functioning and on the rare occasions I am baseline or sometimes manic, I still am. I used to still function even while manic or depressed; I held down a job and successfully started raising my family. But, I had a major psychotic break 3 years ago and haven't been the same since. I'm only 32 years old tomorrow.
Things have become extremely difficult for me since my psychotic break in january. Everything is harder. Life is harder. I'm not the same person I was before it. (Oh, and I'll be 33 in August... not that that little tidbit of information is really relevant. lol)

I've been at the same job for ten years, come August. It's harder for me at work now because I tend to dissociate and have paranoia/anxiety, that's really overwhelming. I almost left work early the other day because it was so bad, and I was so scared. But I HAVE to keep it together. We need my income, and we get our insurance through my job. Just gotta keep on pushing.
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Old Jun 01, 2015, 09:07 PM
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I also used to be very high functioning and on the rare occasions I am baseline or sometimes manic, I still am. I used to still function even while manic or depressed; I held down a job and successfully started raising my family. But, I had a major psychotic break 3 years ago and haven't been the same since. I'm only 32 years old tomorrow.
Hey, I just wanted to say that I turn 32 tomorrow, too!!! I'm glad I share a birthday with such a great person!!!

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Old Jun 01, 2015, 09:18 PM
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I like the fact that you're in control and go at your own pace. Nice!
It's taken a little trial and error to figure out. I used to be a full time student and part time worker. I can't handle that anymore without a break down. Now as long as my mental health stays kind of stable I know what I can and can't handle
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Old Jun 01, 2015, 09:45 PM
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I feel that I am functioning relatively well. I got married and started working towards a master's degree in Mental Health Counseling about two years ago and had my first episode of mania and psychotic break last April when I spent a night IP. That semester in school I wasn't able to complete anything so I found out I would have to repeat one of the classes. I would've had to repeat the other class I was taking, but the professor of that class was retiring that semester, so for whatever reason I got an A.

Since then I've been considerably more anxious and doubtful of my abilities to function and follow through on my goals. I've taken two semesters since the semester I sort of bombed on, and I took two classes each of those semesters and got As. The class I needed to repeat is completed now. I mainly live off of the loan money I get for school, but I have worked part time since before the episode I has. I normally work around 15-25 hours depending on how much business we have. I'm lucky in that my bosses are pretty flexible with my schedule, so if I need some weeks with fewer hours, I can usually make that happen. I qualify for Affordable Care Act which covers almost all of my medication and my visit to my nurse practitioner a few times a year. I don't have a pdoc or therapist that I continually see, just the social worker at community counseling which I saw in 2013 and 2014 for about six sessions each year. Nothing this year so far.
I'd consider this medium functioning I think. The thing about how I am doing now is that I feel like it's taking almost everything to keep it together while working through this routine. Soon I will have to transition into working with clients and having a full time job after I graduate, and I'm not sure if I'll be able to keep it together with a full time job and clients who depend on me. I'm not sure what the plan will be if things don't work out, but for now, my husband and I get by without any major problems.
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Old Jun 02, 2015, 12:23 PM
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I'm functional, I'm not sure how high functioning.

I have a full time job with benefits which pays for my doctor visits and part of my medication ( I could never afford the full price out of pocket) an I am seeing a therapist free thru a local non profit (covered by a different program at work).

However outside of work, I tend to be a bit of hermit. I have human friends but I haven't been social in a long time. I seem to prefer my cat.

I have no problem going to the store, driving or anything like that. I just seem to have a limit to how much interaction I can handle
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Old Jun 02, 2015, 01:34 PM
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but I've held the same job as a teacher for four years now.
This is good, because I want to teach English in Japan for a couple of years through the Jet Programme. I need to get on a more stable dose of medication, as well as find a therapist where I go who can accommodate my needs. But I was worried that I might lose control and get angry at some obnoxious kids. However, you and some other replies in this thread are giving me more faith in myself, so thanks for that.
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when I'm up, I mostly do well. When I'm depressed, it rarely happens.
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Old Jun 02, 2015, 03:52 PM
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I have a masters, two professional accreditations, a 3A credit rating, a 2014 car and a 2011 truck (no loan, paid cash), six years left on my mortgage and almost enough money to retire. I've only been unemployed for two weeks in my work-life.
So I think that I am high functioning

But, I am also very self destructive. I push myself too hard. I expect too much from myself.
I don't think that what I have is worth what I've done to myself
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Very high functioning,, job, wife, kids all great...... and I really don't care if I see tomorrow.... is that an issue....
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I'm high functioning. I have a college degree and I have been teaching in a highly stressful environment for three years.

However I have also had six hospitalizations and one extended leave from work. So I guess I'm able to hide things pretty well but they always break down to nothing.

I don't know how things will go now. I'm going to try to be strong. I'm going to go to work. I don't know if I'll be able to handle it but I'm going to try. Thankfully after this week there are only two weeks left in the regular school year. Then I'll have a two week break until summer school. I hope I can do this.
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Old Jun 02, 2015, 07:38 PM
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No, I'm afraid I am not functioning very well at this time. It's a very hard time for me.
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Old Jun 02, 2015, 09:21 PM
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I feel that I am high functioning. I've been with my very supportive husband for twelve years now. I have a bachelors and masters degree. I work full time, but I am not in my field yet, if ever. The economy is not the greatest where I live. I also have self doubt about whether I can handle the stress in my career. I'm on Intermittent FMLA, and I usually go on med leave once a year but this last year has been good, cross my fingers. So I miss about two days a month. Everyday is pure hell. I don't handle stress, but I guess I do because I'm still working. I'm scared I will one day break. I'm having trouble finding a therapist, I really need coping skills so this doesn't happen. Medicines only go so far. I feel I'm high functioning because I was able to obtain my degrees and I still work, but does that really define high functioning? I don't know. I just keep pushing forward.
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Old Jun 03, 2015, 12:42 AM
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I was high functioning, then I got medicated and hospitalised and am no longer functioning much at all lately.
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Old Jun 03, 2015, 01:43 AM
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I never view myself as a victim of my circumstances.
I think it's possible to be high-functioning and still view yourself as a victim of circumstances. I alternate between being extraordinarily high-functioning and pretty much nonfunctional and absolutely consider myself to be a victim of circumstances. Everyone with Bipolar is, by definition, a victim of it because it is something that causes them to suffer (if someone with Bipolar doesn't suffer from it, then I'm happy for them). I view it the same way I view being raped. I was a victim of it, but it doesn't make me weak. Acknowledging that you are the victim of something doesn't mean that you're bitter or self-pitying. It means you admit that something bad has happened to you. I'm fairly certain that you aren't implying that viewing yourself as a victim a weakness, but I wanted to make it clear that it isn't.
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Old Jun 03, 2015, 06:54 AM
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I'm very high-functioning, even at my worst and unmedicated.

I can always maintain my job, even if I am not performing at 100%.
I have never ran into financial trouble because I'm responsible with my money.
I have a degree, even if my grades weren't the best that they could have been.

I can somewhat sabotage my social life, but I can keep the ones related to money in control. I'm self-sustaining and don't need assistance with finances.

Will it always be that way? Who knows, but I hope so.
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Old Jun 03, 2015, 10:44 AM
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I like to consider myself high-functioning...I test super high on all tests, but I still have issues with my moods and emotions.
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My psychiatrist used to call me "the highest functioning patient with this severity of bipolar I have ever treated". Now, not so much. I earned a master's degree just before getting bad and I worked in a stressful job with a lot of responsiblity for 11 years and then a bunch of things happened and I had to stop working. Even when I was working it was hard and there were problems; I was on disability every couple of years and was fired twice (one more because the company fired experienced staff and replaced with new grads than because of me, a reputation everyone but me seemed to know) but I still did it and the last couple of years I worked I was in a different specialty and did very well in it.

Now I more work on keeping my life unstressful and coping with daily needs than anything else. I've gone from extremely high functioning (considering my severity, so not so high compared to some people) to functioning more like where someone with my severity is expected to function.

However until this un-ending mania I had really been doing better with the combination of less stress due to no job and menopause decreasing hormones for a while. My cycling was still there and I never was really stable or level but I was not having huge episodes until this one. The last time a huge one started it was actually easily controlled with only 1 med change, a first for me. This time, not so much.
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