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Jun 22, 2015, 10:14 PM
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The happiness ended..I am mad because I thought if I do everything right..it would fix me. I have no reason to feel sad today..other than the man I been seeing for 3 yrs called it quits after I found logic that he has found someone else..but I was sad before that..and it was the type of relationship that I knew would never last..I was just so lonely I let him use me and flirt w other women openly on fb..he never gave me a lot of attention..and financially worse than me..so its a good thing but it hurts still cuz n my heart I truly believe I will be alone forever.. Who can put up with my emotional rollercoaster..plus I have nothing to offer..I always broke..but I have a beautiful home an car.. But how can someone love someone that sometimes usually don't love themselves..I truly wish there was someone who would cherish me..and who would accept me. I know logically that I would only push them away..no one can deal with these emotions..no one understands unless they too are truly bipolar.. And no one can fix it.
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Jun 22, 2015, 10:28 PM
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I'm sorry your in such pain
 Agreed there is no way to "fix" BP, but it can be managed, you can have a enjoyable life despite BP rearing its ugly head at times.Are you in Therapy? Have you done any DBT work? Don't give up.. there is always hope. 
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Jun 22, 2015, 10:30 PM
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"I know logically that I would only push them away..no one can deal with these emotions..no one understands unless they too are truly bipolar"
You would push them away, because you want to see if they are coming back to give you a helping land. Although I cannot be fully certain I can understand your situation, but I can really relate a lot even though I haven't been through them. What makes you think you have nothing to offer? You've been yearning for someone to love you as much as you can love them, that means you are definitely someone who appreciates every ounce of love nurtured and could give it back tenfolds |
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Jun 22, 2015, 10:33 PM
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Talking to a counselor don't help..she talks about ways to deal..but the emotions r so strong that its just words.. If I could change me I would..if I could stop how I feel I would..a million said words on how to handle emotions don't change anything..
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Jun 22, 2015, 10:35 PM
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Thanks for your kind words tho
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Jun 23, 2015, 01:09 AM
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Still here, to listen
 
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Jun 23, 2015, 01:21 AM
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I know it sounds so trite but there is always hope.
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