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#1
Jul 26, 2015, 03:05 PM
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I'm wayyyy more angry than normal today.
My mood is too elevated. I'm not aggressive by nature when I'm stable but man I'm wanting to knock the lights out of people. Best I filter my mouth today otherwise I will land myself in poo. 
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 Moogieotter, Nammu
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#2
Jul 26, 2015, 03:13 PM
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I'm annoying stable right now. It's making me a bit antsy. I have days I'm *****y and days I'm down but they are just normal ups and down.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#3
Jul 26, 2015, 03:21 PM
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I wish my ups and downs were more mellow than the rage I feel today.
Ughghghghghghghghghghghgh |
| BipolaRNurse
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#4
Jul 26, 2015, 03:24 PM
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I'm stable and enjoying life and fixing some of the mistakes I made while unstable
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi Diagnosis: Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type PTSD Social Anxiety Disorder Anorexia Binge/Purge type |
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#5
Jul 26, 2015, 03:26 PM
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It's not thank goodness. I'm stable and have been for quite awhile.
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#6
Jul 26, 2015, 03:28 PM
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I'm at the bottom of the scale. Depression has set in bad. I'm feeling pretty hopeless even though I know it will come back up it just depends on how long it takes to get an upswing.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin "Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha  |
| Edgar's Mom, electricbipolargirl
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#7
Jul 26, 2015, 03:38 PM
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I'm trying to keep my **** together around my kids.
Not easy but it's doable. |
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#8
Jul 26, 2015, 03:43 PM
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horny, tearful, want to use
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#9
Jul 26, 2015, 03:43 PM
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I'm with Blue bird..... stable and cleaning up my **** from when I wasn't:-)
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
| Blue_Bird, Lonlin3zz
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#10
Jul 26, 2015, 03:51 PM
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I have been unable to leave the house more than a couple of times in the last month :-(
I need to go see my horse. I haven't been able to see him in almost a month and haven't felt well enough to drive with adding one med and taking away another. I miss him so much and while I know he's well looked after where he is, I know he misses the attention and riding when I'm able to go see him. So I woke up this morning to a panicky feeling of dread mixed with anxiety and guilt and sadness for not seeing him. I NEED to go see him but feel I can't get there :-( |
| Anonymous200280, violet66
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#11
Jul 26, 2015, 03:52 PM
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Not affecting me. Not in an episode right now. Actually, upon reflection, I don't really feel anything at all right now.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
| Edgar's Mom
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#12
Jul 26, 2015, 04:01 PM
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| Edgar's Mom
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#13
Jul 26, 2015, 04:44 PM
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Trying to sleep away the pain this weekend..
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| Edgar's Mom
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#14
Jul 26, 2015, 04:51 PM
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Sleep is but an illusion for me somedays.
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Jul 26, 2015, 05:30 PM
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I can hardly get off of the couch. Today I lied. I told my husband I have a bad headache and that my body feels achy. I am embarassed about another day of 'laziness' and when he's home, it is entirely evident to him. He tends to be critical and disregarding of my behavior. The lie is how I fared it today. I feel badly about it though. I wish I were normal.
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
| Anonymous200280
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#16
Jul 26, 2015, 05:42 PM
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I'm exhausted. Between attempting a med change that isn't going well and is making me really tired and having been to my niece's 5th birthday party yesterday I am just drained. I'm hoping a very lazy day today will help me tomorrow when I have to get up and go see my therapist. Last week I slept until it was 30 minutes too late to leave so I absolutely have to do this right tomorrow. I slept late, had a nap and could easily go back to sleep. Hope it's not depression playing around again...
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily |
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#17
Jul 26, 2015, 05:48 PM
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My paranoia makes me trust no one.
People lie and think they can get away with it. |
| cashart10
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#18
Jul 26, 2015, 05:53 PM
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Like I can barely move. I'm so exhausted feel like I can barely put one foot in front of the other. And then, guilty, because I slept a lot and feel like I shouldn't need to sleep more, and when I see the list of things I've completed I think I should have gotten a lot more accomplished.
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Jul 26, 2015, 05:55 PM
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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Jul 26, 2015, 06:02 PM
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I've been mainly depressed since I quit my job and am about to move. My depression is making it really hard for me to want to finish packing up my car. I'm going to do it though. I need to.
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Diagnoses: Bipolar I, GAD, binge eating disorder (or something), substance abuse, and ADHD. “No great mind has ever existed without a touch of madness.” ― Aristotle |
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#21
Jul 26, 2015, 08:55 PM
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Just gonna change my status update to suspicious.
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#22
Jul 26, 2015, 09:30 PM
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Bipolar is thankfully NOT affecting my life these days. I've been more or less stable for over 6 months, which is a personal record. Had a touch of hypomania a couple of months ago, a tiny bit of situational depression more recently, but nothing even remotely close to a mood episode since early January. It's sure good to be able to forget about being bipolar for a while, other than the twice daily medication regimen and writing my blog.
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DX: Bipolar 1 Anxiety Tardive dyskinesia Mild cognitive impairment RX: Celexa 20 mg Gabapentin 1200 mg Geodon 40 mg AM, 60 mg PM Klonopin 0.5 mg PRN Lamictal 500 mg Levothyroxine 125 mcg (rx'd for depression) Trazodone 150 mg Zyprexa 7.5 mg Please come visit me @ http://bpnurse.com |
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Jul 27, 2015, 04:29 AM
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Jul 27, 2015, 06:16 AM
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So far, today is a good day. I have hope, which is a good thing. I start my intensive partial hospitalization sessions today. 12 of the next 14 days I will be at the hospital from 9a-3p in therapy sessions. I'm looking forward to adding more tools to my toolbox.
Yesterday was not as good, but my husband helped make it better by having a TON of patience when I flipped out on a couple of stressors.
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Bipolar II, Severe, Recurring Med List: Buspar 10mg (3x), Geodon 20mg (2x), Trazodone (75-100 mg as needed for sleep) |
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Jul 27, 2015, 05:38 PM
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I am rockin the world today. Got **** clean, been sober all day..yay me!! Ate an acceptable amount of food...
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| Takeshi
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