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#676
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I am having issues with my Mum. She did something stupid and made my brother really angry. Then wants me to phone and apologize to him for her.
She doesn't put on her hearing aids, she can't hear me, so I end up shouting into the phone I do not like to shout. It stresses me.
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What's so funny about peace, love and understanding? Elvis Costello |
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#677
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I just have no motivation to do anything. I've gained I think four or five pounds stuffing my face. I'm so mad because I'm back on Seroquel and losing that weight is almost impossible for me.
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BP 1 with psychosis OCD GAD Meds Seroquel 200mg Lamictal 400mg Propranolol 10mg am Xanax Er 1mg am/pm Clonidine 0.3mg We don't know how strong we are until being strong is the only choice we have |
#678
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Back to work tomorrow, enjoyed the long weekend
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
#679
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I felt good and productive this morning. But feeling very worried and insecure this afternoon. My heart keeps sinking.
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#680
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My day was pretty ok....spent the day with my aunt and grandma
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#SpoonieStrong Spoons are a visual representation used as a unit of measure to quantify how much energy individuals with disabilities and chronic illnesses have throughout a given day. 1). Depression 2). PTSD 3). Anxiety 4). Hashimoto 5). Fibromyalgia 6). Asthma 7). Atopic dermatitis 8). Chronic Idiopathic Urticaria 9). Hereditary Angioedema (HAE-normal C-1) 10). Gluten sensitivity 11). EpiPen carrier 12). Food allergies, medication allergies and food intolerances. . 13). Alopecia Areata |
#681
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I started my morning with a visit to my pdoc. He raised the Brintellix to 20mg. I hope it helps. Still feel depressed after switching off of Fetzima.
Then found out I needed four new tires which depressed me more. Sent from my iPad using Tapatalk
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin "Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha ![]() |
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#682
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Still in hospital, it has been 6 days now and I'm still not stable. Massive hits of meds have kept me safe. Things should turn around soon or so I make myself believe to avoid despair. Going through pot withdrawals and a mixed episode. Scary, uncomfortable and dangerous. I am lucky to have supportive family and friends and a great team of clinicians helping me get through this. I am hoping the worst is over but scared as I am still very unwell.
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Bipolar 1 with psychotic features PTSD ![]() "Phew! For a minute there I lost myself." 'Karma Police' by Radiohead |
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#683
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OK day, back to work after long weekend
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
#684
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Still no motivation and sleeping a ton.
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BP 1 with psychosis OCD GAD Meds Seroquel 200mg Lamictal 400mg Propranolol 10mg am Xanax Er 1mg am/pm Clonidine 0.3mg We don't know how strong we are until being strong is the only choice we have |
#685
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2016, oh dear 2016, what do you hold in store for me?
You add up to 9 What does that mean?
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What's so funny about peace, love and understanding? Elvis Costello |
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#686
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My day was decent. I ran a few errands....stopped by my mom's house. I bought some yarn and a knitting needle which made me happy
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#SpoonieStrong Spoons are a visual representation used as a unit of measure to quantify how much energy individuals with disabilities and chronic illnesses have throughout a given day. 1). Depression 2). PTSD 3). Anxiety 4). Hashimoto 5). Fibromyalgia 6). Asthma 7). Atopic dermatitis 8). Chronic Idiopathic Urticaria 9). Hereditary Angioedema (HAE-normal C-1) 10). Gluten sensitivity 11). EpiPen carrier 12). Food allergies, medication allergies and food intolerances. . 13). Alopecia Areata |
#687
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Good day.
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#688
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Got my hair cut. Same lady who did such a great job...she must have had a bad day cause my hair looks like chopped livers. Oh well it will grow out.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#689
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i'm just so glad i finished my book, that right now nothing else really matters..
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#690
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I at least took a shower today. But I'm still not feeling well. My pdoc raised my AD but I don't know how long it will take for me to feel a difference. I just hope it helps.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin "Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha ![]() |
#691
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I am soooo done with today.
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#692
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I'm falling apart and hurt....my anger is tearing apart my relationship....
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#693
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Another quiet day at home.
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#694
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Every day it's the same old song and dance, my friend
The same old song and dance
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What's so funny about peace, love and understanding? Elvis Costello |
#695
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Got more books from the library, ate in a restaurant and nothing else, still need to get food supplies
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
#696
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One day at a time here, today was ok
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
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My day was decent. I washed three loads of laundry and cut coupons. Then I took my grandma to run some errands.
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#SpoonieStrong Spoons are a visual representation used as a unit of measure to quantify how much energy individuals with disabilities and chronic illnesses have throughout a given day. 1). Depression 2). PTSD 3). Anxiety 4). Hashimoto 5). Fibromyalgia 6). Asthma 7). Atopic dermatitis 8). Chronic Idiopathic Urticaria 9). Hereditary Angioedema (HAE-normal C-1) 10). Gluten sensitivity 11). EpiPen carrier 12). Food allergies, medication allergies and food intolerances. . 13). Alopecia Areata |
#698
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Mother started swinging a stick to intimidate me. One new attribute of dementia with her, violence. I got out and did a couple errands. I am here at 12:41 AM watching "Law and Order", "Criminal Intent", thinking that I should go to bed now. My daughter left me no hot water for a shower. It has been four days since my last shower. LOL I think my hair is dry now.
Tucson
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Dx: Bipolar I, ADD, GAD. Rx: Fluoxetine, Buproprion, Olanzapine, Lamictal, and Strattera. |
#699
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I'm doing better than I thought I would. I have workers here at the ranch. The good news is it allows me to go to the beach and swim.
Meds working good.
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#700
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My anxiety is so high
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |