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Nov 22, 2015, 12:28 PM
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I feel awful. Up and down and up and down... Spouse is frustrated with me. PDoc changed meds. Wants me back on depakote, I do not. I am right now do this do that feel like crying hate crying so I don't then back up again all in 0.5 seconds. It hurts, I hurt.
 
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Bipolar 1 mixed manic severe with psychotic features, Harm OCD TRAZADONE 150 mg, DEPAKOTE 500 mg AM / 1000 mg PM, SEROQUEL 12.5-25 as needed, 50-100 mg PM, LITHIUM 150 mg PM N-acetylcysteine (NAC) 1200 AM and PM   JR |
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Nov 22, 2015, 03:48 PM
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Hello WorkhorseDVM: I'm sorry to read that you are having such difficulty. I would presume that the ups & downs you're experiencing are to be expected, to some extent, for a person with your diagnosis. But then, of course, having your meds changed certainly makes everything that much more difficult too, until you've adjusted to the new med's. I would like to send some warm thoughts your way with the hope that you will be able to find your way through your present struggles to a new more peaceable place...
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Nov 22, 2015, 03:59 PM
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Med changes are the worst. When you get it right fight to keep it there.
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Nov 22, 2015, 08:06 PM
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I'm sorry you're hurting. I'm sending you good thoughts. I hope things get better soon.
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Nov 24, 2015, 10:02 PM
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Just saw a post called "RANT", so here is mine. I am VERY extremely angry!!! Finally get script filled, looking forward to finally get a good night of sleep, instead I reacted to yet another med that would probably help me! Fell asleep only to wake up later twitching all over, feeling like I needed to get up and move. All I wanted to do was sleep. I am sick and tired of being exhausted or dopey! Do this do that do not do this do not do that take this do not take that! I am sick of all of it, of everyone and everything! I will give the new med 1 more shot, if this twitchy crap happens again, I am going to stop taking it. I will let PDoc now, but what I really want to do is just stop everything, meds, group, T, just FTS! I ask for help with something and just get shut down. I know what they are saying is correct, but it is NOT helping me right now! Screw it all and them.
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Bipolar 1 mixed manic severe with psychotic features, Harm OCD TRAZADONE 150 mg, DEPAKOTE 500 mg AM / 1000 mg PM, SEROQUEL 12.5-25 as needed, 50-100 mg PM, LITHIUM 150 mg PM N-acetylcysteine (NAC) 1200 AM and PM JR |
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Nov 25, 2015, 09:33 AM
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Nov 25, 2015, 10:32 AM
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I'm so sorry you're feeling like this. It's really frustrating. Have you ever felt like this, that you want to stop everything? Do you have support in your life that you can lean on? Sometimes when I am frustrated with my T I remember that I need the support and that this is a normal relationship with frustrations like any other.
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Nov 25, 2015, 03:55 PM
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Nov 25, 2015, 04:18 PM
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Sorry to hear that the meds aren't helping you. Hang in there and I hope you get a good combo soon.
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Nov 25, 2015, 09:05 PM
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Bipolar 1 mixed manic severe with psychotic features, Harm OCD TRAZADONE 150 mg, DEPAKOTE 500 mg AM / 1000 mg PM, SEROQUEL 12.5-25 as needed, 50-100 mg PM, LITHIUM 150 mg PM N-acetylcysteine (NAC) 1200 AM and PM JR |
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