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Dec 07, 2015, 09:44 PM
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I'm feeling on edge. Can't relax, waiting to go to work isn't helping at all. I'm scared that I can't keep up the facade that people expect. I just hate it all. What's the point of what anyone is even doing? I feel like everyone around me is just stupid & mindless. I can't stop moving, minds racing but I don't even know what I'm thinking to be honest. It just sounds busy. I'm drinking, it's taking the edge off abit. I just don't want to be present. Ever. My mind wanders & I get irritable when someone starts talking to me because I find it hard to focus. I hate being either agitated or tired or a combination of them both.
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Dx: Bipolar II, GAD, past substance abuse, temporal lobe epilepsy. Rx: Lamotrigine 125mg, Sertraline 50mg, Clonazepam 0.5mg prn. |
 cashart10, Pastel Kitten
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Dec 08, 2015, 12:24 AM
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Sorry you're feeling this way, I wish there was more I could say to help you feel better. Sending warm wishes your way.
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Dec 08, 2015, 03:22 PM
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Agitation is the worst. I hope you're feeling better today.
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Dec 08, 2015, 07:43 PM
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Sounds like you might be a bit manic doll. Maybe give your pdoc a call? They may need to change up your meds a bit. I've been having a rough few days myself.
Dx: BP2, PTSD, bulimia/anorexia Seroquel 150mgs Risperdal 4mg Trileptal 600mgs Buspar 45mgs Ativan 1mg PRN Vyvance 70mgs PRN |
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Dec 08, 2015, 07:53 PM
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Hope you can feel calm soon.
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Dec 08, 2015, 09:20 PM
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Quote:
 I feel like not much happens when I go to see anyone. I either walk away feeling like I'm not sick enough & wasting their time & kidding myself, just need to get over it. Or get given another tablet to take & number to call if I'm unsafe but I don't have the ability to call anyone. I don't even know what to say to them & my bigger fear is getting myself into the system too deep & scaring my family then being ok again a week later & wondering what it was all for. This is why I question if I actually have a mild form of BPD instead & medications aren't going to help me anyway which is why they haven't done a whole lot other than blunt my emotions. But then I get to a point in my day where I'm like, you my friend are kinda unwell & kidding yourself if you think your not. But then I'm ok. Sometimes brimming with enthusiasm again the next day? I suppose I could be ultra rapid cycling. Especially as I've stopped my meds a fortnight ago which I really know is a bad idea but also seems like the obvious thing to do, the right thing to do. Test the dx. Get the right dx. But it hasn't helped me.
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Dx: Bipolar II, GAD, past substance abuse, temporal lobe epilepsy. Rx: Lamotrigine 125mg, Sertraline 50mg, Clonazepam 0.5mg prn. |
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Dec 08, 2015, 09:21 PM
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How are you feeling today? Better, I hope.
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***** Every finger in the room is pointing at me I want to spit in their faces then I get afraid of what that could bring I got a bowling ball in my stomach I got a desert in my mouth Figures that my courage would choose to sell out now Tori Amos ~ Crucify Dx: Schizoaffective Disorder |
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Dec 08, 2015, 09:28 PM
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I hope your coping ok today too.
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Dx: Bipolar II, GAD, past substance abuse, temporal lobe epilepsy. Rx: Lamotrigine 125mg, Sertraline 50mg, Clonazepam 0.5mg prn. |
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