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Old Jan 03, 2016, 03:03 PM
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Today is not my day. To go from genuine happiness abd wake with a day filled with sadness, anxiety and irritability is now what is like. I see pdoc Wednesday and I worry how she will reAct when I tell everything that's happened and the things in my mind again.
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Old Jan 03, 2016, 03:29 PM
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So sorry your struggling right now. Hugs, try to be kind to yourself

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Old Jan 03, 2016, 03:51 PM
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Sorry, halliebeth. Hope it eases up soon. Don't worry what your pdoc thinks. She is there to help

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Old Jan 03, 2016, 04:11 PM
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Are you taking meds. I've made a zillion changes. For now I'm stable on my meds.
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Old Jan 03, 2016, 05:02 PM
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It's progress, not perfection! Like the others said, don't worry about what the pdoc thinks. That is his/her job! Try to not overthink everything and what it means. I know, easier said than done! Hugs
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Old Jan 03, 2016, 05:07 PM
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Yep taking meds. Practicing DBT. Trying not to isolate but it really just makes me feel better!

I am no where like I was weeks ago so I really shouldn't complain. Just an off day.

If my pdoc can help me get quality, consistent sleep I think I'd be way better off. It's my number concern I'm taking to her.
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Old Jan 03, 2016, 05:08 PM
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I'm really sorry for your struggling. please be patient and persist, your sadness is transient too.
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Old Jan 03, 2016, 05:26 PM
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Thanks. I'll be fine. Just an off day. Tomorrow will be better I'm sure
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Old Jan 03, 2016, 09:09 PM
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I'm getting nervous about seeing pdoc on Wednesday.

I know I have to tell her all about what's happened this last month-paranoia, hearing things, mania (all that crazy crap), crashing, snd police/ems coming to my house and almost making me go to hospital.

It's been nuts and I'm worried how she will react. I do want a sleep aide. I am open to trying an increase in rexulti and trying meds ive been on before.

I'm just worried what she will say/want to do. My t knows everything already of course. But she didn't seem too concerned. She did have me contract to go to hospital if I got unsafe a couple weeks ago.

I should probably have gone with EMS /police that night and gotten help.

But I'm just worried.

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Old Jan 04, 2016, 07:57 AM
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My new nighttime meds are helping me.
I take 30mg Temazepam & 100mg Seraquel. I get hungry, but try to just eat some crackers. Unless wild dreams or rain storms wake me, I sleep 10-12 hours. Ask your pdoc.
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Old Jan 04, 2016, 08:42 AM
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I'm wiling to try meds ive taken again

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Old Jan 04, 2016, 04:00 PM
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I know you had to come off Zyprexa but could you try low dose to see if it helps you sleep without messing with your cholesterol? I don't know if that is related to the dose but it seems like it should be and I've heard even a little Zyprexa can be sedating (for me it did nothing; on 10 mg I wasn't even tired and that combined with seroquel and a bunch of other stuff so I have no real personal experience since I only took it a few days before being hospitalized because of being impossible to treat at home at that point.
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Old Jan 04, 2016, 04:11 PM
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My dr said I cannot take it bc it's in my do not use list from genetic test.
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Old Jan 04, 2016, 07:44 PM
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Oh. Well that would matter then. That's too bad since it seemed to help but good if I could cause harm.

I'm still waiting to do the genetic test as part of a clinical trial (I've actually done it but in one step of the trial and that step you don't get the results so I need to do step 2 and then i get results but step 2 hasn't opened yet. And I really want to help the trial because it's a different approach to the testing that is much cheaper and has some extra benefits to it or something so I am waiting. I'm kind of sad that we won't know what my extremely high dose Seroquel was doing but that's ok). So I don't know how it all works.

I hope your pdoc has an idea that works really well for you. Until I went on my MAOI and my Seroquel dose was adjusted to help counter the stimulation from the MAOI I'd never in my life slept well, no matter what drug I took. Remeron helped but I needed higher doses for AD so it wasn't as sedating for sleep. Other things helped for a few days or weeks. The balance I finally got from those 2 drugs was amazing and I had a year or two that sleep wasn't a problem. Then it was again and we've never come close to helping it since. Maybe clozaril.....
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Old Jan 04, 2016, 07:55 PM
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I'm sure my dr will help me figure it out
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