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Feb 02, 2016, 08:05 PM
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I contacted my pdoc today and told her how bad last night was and that I'm hanging on but it is very hard and just did she know anything, I know she can't make someone else do anything but had she heard anything? She wrote back that she hadn't heard anything new but re-sent the last email to the hospital dr. So maybe that will do something. Or not. At this point I have few expectations. But she did seem to understand that this is getting harder and I need to get in soon.
We'll see what happens next.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily |
 cashart10, wildflowerchild25
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#2
Feb 02, 2016, 08:21 PM
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I know the waiting is killing you but eventually something will happen and you will get the help you need. How are you doing today? Any meltdowns?
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real? -Albus Dumbledore That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have. -Garden State |
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#3
Feb 02, 2016, 08:29 PM
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Sending all of the good thoughts your way. ❤️❤️
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Feb 02, 2016, 08:46 PM
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No meltdowns. Not much sleep and the worst time of the day is around now until I crash so it's still possible but I feel less explosive than yesterday. And I think things are happening with the hospital....more news soon.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily |
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#5
Feb 02, 2016, 09:44 PM
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Girl I think you should let it all out
Break all the plates! Punch soft objects! Bite your pillow and scream until you look like a rabid animal!!!! Let it out!! Go have a tantrum you deserve it    
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I used to rule the world Seas would rise when I gave the word Now in the morning, I sleep alone Sweep the streets I used to own I used to roll the dice Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes Listen as the crowd would sing Now the old king is dead! Long live the king! One minute I held the key Next the walls were closed on me And I discovered that my castles stand Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand |
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#6
Feb 02, 2016, 09:48 PM
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I think last night was my tantrum, or enough to hold me.
I could have gone to the hospital tonight if I'd not taken meds. I should be going tomorrow or Thursday (it's easier for me to go Thursday b/c I have a ride but I don't care a bit that tomorrow is not ideal. I'm just waiting to hear what bed hold my pdoc made. I told her I didn't care. So now I'm running around trying to get my house somewhat in order. This has taken so long that all the preparation I had done is undone. But I'm about out of energy so it's going to be good enough soon. I just don't want my mom to feel like she has to clean over here while I'm gone. Hopefully I"ll be up and able to go early in the morning if it's tomorrow and if not it will be early on Thursday for sure. Will post more when I know.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, GAD, OCD. Clozapine 250 mg, Emsam 12 mg/day patch, topamax 25 mg, ,Gabapentin 1600 mg & 100-2 PRN,. 2.5 mg clonazepam., 75 mg Seroquel and 12.5 mg PRNx2 daily |
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#7
Feb 02, 2016, 09:55 PM
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Yeah I am rt there with you I am having trouble gettin into the hospital to get a room at the behavioral health. I was supposed to get a referral last friday but the doc went home sick after she seen me and won't be back til wed. I have appt with her at 845am so maybe she can write up a referral. Otherwise I have to go to the ER which will take a long time and I can't be waiting round for hrs with a groups of people who I don't know. But now I don't have a ride into town which is an hr drive. My cars brakes going out and not safe to drive that far. So idk what I do. I hope you get in soon!
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Feb 03, 2016, 11:16 AM
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Sending you some love and good vibes. I wish you the best of luck! |
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