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Though I will always love her for saving me when nothing else would .... she's gone ..
bye: Lee Soon-kyu ... ![]() ![]() your oppa forever ... ![]() |
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Sunny died??
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#3
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I believe he means, the magic isn't working.
Tigger. A feeling isn't a gift from outside of us brought in. It is inside of us going out. That was a perpetual window, not a quickly closing door. You remember happiness now. Nothing else will be good enough. It is time to seek change. Find joy again. It is within you. You know what won't work. What will? (rhetorical) Have your mourning period. It is healthy. But notice that you said 'nothing else would' instead of 'nothing else could'. That is telling. I wish I could help more.
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BEST OF LUCK TO US ALL! ![]() 600 mg Trileptal (oxcarbazepine) 30 mg Atarax (hydroxyzine) 8 mg Trilafon (perphenazine) Bipolar 1 - Borderline Personality Disorder - Generalized Anxiety Disorder - Eating Disorder |
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I'm sorry to hear this. I hope you are well.
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Sorry, I know it was helping you so much. I've learned though that there is a very fine line between enjoyment and obsession. For most people that isn't an issue, but unfortunately those that have BP have to be careful. It usually means it's attached to a manic episode and we can't see around it. I know you are down right now, especially after reading yesterdays post. This new cycle won't be permanent either. Sometimes knowing what something is, helps.
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I am so sorry if I caused you worry .. no sunny bunny is alive and well ... just her bad knee ... and that dumb looking cat ... she was on instagram just last week ...
saw her picture today ... cried a little ... for those that care I am starting back with a T as soon as insurance can arrange it ... pdoc finally returned my message 6 days later ... I quote " you will NEVER have an anti depressent " ... so my request to my T will be .... "keep me alive" ... that's all I want from him/her ... thanks for caring guys ... I know my pm is turned off ... not real sure I need to be talking to anyone that way at the moment .... maybe after I see T ... I still cry myself asleep to one of her songs ... on really bad days ... |
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Thank you for this update Tigger. I am sure I am not alone in trying to contact you privately to check in on you. We really care man!
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BEST OF LUCK TO US ALL! ![]() 600 mg Trileptal (oxcarbazepine) 30 mg Atarax (hydroxyzine) 8 mg Trilafon (perphenazine) Bipolar 1 - Borderline Personality Disorder - Generalized Anxiety Disorder - Eating Disorder |
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I think the world needs more people like you. Thanks for this!
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