what the $%#@

ive gotten a new car, cell phone, 3 piercings, 2 tattoos, a really expensive stereo and a bunch of new movies/cds. im broke and i keep spending.i just swipe the cards without thinking. i feel like im more important than most people but no one seems to notice my importance. i get creative ideas and notions but people dont see eye to eye with me. they cant keep up and i feel out of control. being ahead of everyone makes me aggravated and anxious so i take otc pain meds. then the caffiene from it speeds me up so i can have fun and feel awesome. i have permiscuous thoughts but luckily not chance to act on them. i ve been mean and going off my friends take my ideas and are like what? stop acting like that. if i think of somehting fun to do i just go out and buy whatever i need to do it/whenever i think about it. am i crazy or just ahead of everyone. i feel outta control.

what the hell is my problem? i figured this might fit in this forum...wasnt sure.

Sounds to me your on a very high swing, up.. Watch out for the landing..............

what to do? i know if i go to the doctor i wont be able to verbalize whats going on. ill just get frustrated by the lack of organization in my thoughts.

You may want to contact your pdoc and see if you can't get an appointment soon. If nothing else print what you have written. I hope they can help you stabalize soon. Take care.

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