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#451
May 04, 2016, 09:27 PM
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E-mailed my pdoc a long letter...hope she read it and doesn't think that I was manic when I wrote it. I feel like she is punishing me for my hypo mania these past 6 months when she actually caused it. I got manic on trazadone. (she doesn't like the fact that I drink and took klonipin to sleep) she lowered my geodon to help with memory issues which was a bad idea. now that it is back up to 80mg twice daily I feel good more sane.
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#452
May 04, 2016, 10:52 PM
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Why can't i just sleep?!?! Whyyyy?!!!
Its unreal. |
 fishin fool, Icare dixit, Takeshi
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#453
May 05, 2016, 11:36 AM
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Managed to get myself to work, I'm a mess though I've already bawled twice. All anyone in my life cares about is that I go to work, it doesn't matter if I'm well or not just go to work. The all mighty dollar is more important than anything else. Money is the devil
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
| Takeshi
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#454
May 05, 2016, 12:33 PM
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Woke up with anxiety. Cancelled a breakfast with a good friend. She is understanding and we'll talk on the phone later today. Did my devotionals and read some from a book. Sewed a little.
Tomorrow through Mother's Day are busy days for me. Am praying I can keep up. Next week is bad too. Going to MLB game for son's birthday and going to a college graduation for other son. This kind of stuff is really stressful for me.
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#455
May 05, 2016, 03:30 PM
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Worst. Headache. Ever.
I was unable to work yesterday because it was so uncomfortable. I informed my pdoc regarding the off and on tension headaches after I signed off from work. But yesterday, it would not stop. 8am to 8pm. I called the advice nurse from my insurance company and he told me I could go into urgent care, so I did. Neurologically she said I was fine based on the follow the finger, move your tongue from to side etc type of tests. She gave me a shot of toradol which is for migraine sufferers. 15 or 20 minutes later, no change. Based on my current cocktail, she was wasn't quite sure what to prescribe outside of a narcotic. Which she said was not really for headaches, but she gave me two and to follow up with my doctor (who I do not like and will not go to and would rather just deal with my pdoc). But I haven't heard back from her yet. All the percocet did was make me hella dizzy this morning. My head still feels like it's being squeezed. I finished eating about an hour ago, and doing my best to keep drinking water. 
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| Anonymous45023, Icare dixit, Takeshi
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#456
May 05, 2016, 09:19 PM
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Feeling so good! Expansive, amazing
 But my feet are on the ground.
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"Does the body rule the mind, or does the mind rule the body?" "Those who feel the breath of sadness, sit down next to me. Those feel they're touched my madness, sit down next to me. Those who find themselves ridiculous, sit down next to me." |
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| fishin fool, Takeshi
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#457
May 06, 2016, 04:56 AM
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this morning having someone out to have a look at my boiler.
if that's broken all weekend.. it will be a nightmare- so easiest just to get someone out today gave my present that i baught for my sister back to the postman, it wasn't as hard as i thought it was going to be (though i still had a heavy heart while doing it) expecting a heatwave this weekend (we probably won't get it, but that's what they say) |
| Anonymous45023, Takeshi
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#458
May 06, 2016, 04:56 AM
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if it is hot and sunny, that's curtains drawn all weekend..
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| Takeshi
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#459
May 06, 2016, 07:42 AM
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I hope these depressive issues I'm dealing with lately are due to the rainy weather we've been having the past couple of weeks. Otherwise I'm headed down the rabbit hole again. But my new nephew should be here any day now and hopefully that brings me back up.
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| Anonymous45023, Icare dixit
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#460
May 06, 2016, 08:22 AM
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Rather elated. I just am off a week of a fabulously successful volunteering endeavour
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| fishin fool, Takeshi
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#461
May 06, 2016, 08:47 AM
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Well still waiting for this bipolar thing to go away.
I took two Advil that should do the trick. LOL 
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I traded it in for a whole 'nother world A pirate flag and an island girl |
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| Takeshi
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#462
May 06, 2016, 10:19 AM
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Hoping I can make it through the work day without bawling my eyes like I did yestetday...so far so good
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
| Anonymous59125, Icare dixit, Tsukiko
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#463
May 06, 2016, 10:45 AM
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Had a hard time getting up this morning. I wanted to stay in bed. But, somehow made it in to work.
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| Takeshi
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#464
May 06, 2016, 11:58 AM
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Today I feel as though life could be fun again!
I left my doctor a message about my troubles which makes me feel accomplished. I never reach out. My therapist pushes me to, and I chicken. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk |
| Anonymous59125, Icare dixit
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| Takeshi, Tsukiko
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#465
May 06, 2016, 01:16 PM
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I was feeling really good before and today I'm like BLAH. The end of the semester plus recovering from my illness has left me overwhelmed. Despite being relieved, I'm not handling well the change in daily routine. I'm cranky and listless.
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Bipolar NOS, GAD, ADHD 10 mg Abilify, 60 mg Prozac, 15 mg Adderall  The night city grows Look at the horizon glow Drinking in the lights Following the neon signs Looking at the milky skyline The city is my church It wraps me in blinding twilight...  Twizzler :3 |
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#466
May 06, 2016, 01:21 PM
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Sick but took a shower. Hoping to feel better physically and get s few things done around the house. I'm feeling emotionally stable-ish.... Or at least in the same realm as stable.
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| Icare dixit, PenguinExMachina
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#467
May 06, 2016, 01:59 PM
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Went to first of two committee meetings today. First set of people treated me really rudely. I used to let things like that bother me, but I'm not going to anymore.
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#468
May 06, 2016, 03:39 PM
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it is 2140 in the evening and i am on here.
yay... trying to change my custom title and it's not working checked the box to reset it and typed in my new title... but hey this is now my mission before i log out to get it changed |
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#469
May 06, 2016, 03:46 PM
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Well, i seem to be skipping my Spring hypomania. It for the best but i miss the fun. I saw my doctor about weight-neutral meds and he said he wasn't optimistic that switching up one anti-psychotic for another would help. That was disappointing news but the Seroquel does seem to be working for cutting off the top end of the mood spectrum so i'm not too disappointed. I'll just have to put up with being fat. I don't mind being single anyways. It's so much simpler.
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#471
May 06, 2016, 03:52 PM
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Quote:
When can I change mine? Is there a manual for it? Glad you still exist. Optimism!Edit: I don't like "Poohbah". Where can you change it?
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. Last edited by Icare dixit; May 06, 2016 at 05:24 PM. |
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#472
May 06, 2016, 05:18 PM
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Got up and felt amazing anxiety which got worse as the morning went on. At 1030 realized I had not taken my meds. Loaded up on Klonopin and feel calmer. Just disappointed in myself I did not walk today. I need exercise to relieve stress.
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#473
May 06, 2016, 05:21 PM
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Determined and optimistic.
No cause for it, naturally.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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#474
May 06, 2016, 05:53 PM
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After sleeping the day away, I took a much needed shower. Mom is bringing me dinner and my pdoc wrote me back...I can come down on lamictal. I honestly would like to be off of it period. I don't think it has done anything but cause me problems period. We'll see.
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#475
May 06, 2016, 06:01 PM
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The world is burning all around me. People's homes are gone, pets are lost, and families
torn apart. Forests look like a bomb went off. The Earth Mother will always win. I am safe, and my heart hangs heavy for those who are not.
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What's so funny about peace, love and understanding? Elvis Costello |
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