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#201
Apr 14, 2016, 07:27 PM
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No place like home. Ferocious animals tried to skin me alive today.
I'm so glad to be home!. But is boring, REALLY boring. If my wife would have come a little later, I would be at the casino right now.
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]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
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#202
Apr 14, 2016, 07:28 PM
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Have been really irritable and feel disconnected today. pacing a lot this evening. I hate this so much. I had the best 2 days mon and tues that I've had in a long time. Once again, I thought on monday, maybe, just maybe, i had things back in order. Then i felt kinda off yesterday but ok, and today as the days' went on I do not feel right. I feel cloudy in my head, i feel agitated, not at anyone just like I'm going to explode. I'm so sick of this. I don't know if it's from increasing lamictal last week, but that doesn't make sense with how good i did earlier in the week. I mean, I felt perfect, was so productive at work, etc. I just feel like there's a glass wall between me and the rest of the world right now. I have a garden and it doesn't feel like it's mine when I was out there earlier. I did some work in it when I got home from work and I don't really remember doing it and it seems like someone else did it. I know it was me. I'm so sick and tired of this i want to have a normal life. This is not normal. I feel like I'[ve been using this board a lot and am glad it's here. there are other people that have the same illness I hate even saying i have an illness. it makes it sound like i did something wrong.
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 Anonymous45023, gina_re, Nammu
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#203
Apr 15, 2016, 10:14 AM
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i have that friday feeling today.
sitting here eating candy and drinking a can of drink feeling pretty cool 
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#204
Apr 15, 2016, 11:24 AM
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This has been a rough week with the depression, home again today, thank goodness for fmla at least I won't be in trouble
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#205
Apr 15, 2016, 11:52 AM
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Much less agitated finally. Yay! I should have been at work 2 hours ago but I had an interview and my boss said get here when u can. I'm not in a hurry bc I'm irresponsible like that...
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#207
Apr 15, 2016, 03:55 PM
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I am really slowed down today, I guess that's a good change from irritability and feeling like I was going to explode yesterday. I did OK at work though. It's a noticeably change though, I haven't been able to sit still for days and today I'm just like a lump. I slept 9 hours and could have more. I upped lamictal about a week ago now. When I've had slow flat days like this it usually only last a day or two. I just wish I could have a few consecutive weeks of 'normal' whatever that is. I'll keep taking meds, and not constantly fiddling with doses, etc. I haven't been doing that for the last week after MD said to please stop doing that, it's not helping.
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#208
Apr 15, 2016, 04:23 PM
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All the leaves are green and the sky is grey. So I'm not California dreamin'.
It's not a good day, so?. Bad days exist to make me appreciate the good ones.
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]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
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#209
Apr 15, 2016, 05:41 PM
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Fell off my Self-Improvement Project of getting up early, dieting and exercising. I guess it was too many changes at once, or i just don't care that much. My hypo is usually well underway by this time of year but this year there is no sign of it. I spent about 1.5 hours outside today in three stints with my dog. She enjoyed chasing the squirrels and i enjoyed watching her and the fresh air and sun. Feeling better than yesterday. Sleep deprivation reall effed me up.
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#211
Apr 15, 2016, 10:54 PM
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Rough day. Started with vet visit that was not encouraging. That has me apprehensive. And I hate crying on the bus. Followed by one thing upon another. And then there's tax stress. Not least because I have zero comprehension. I know they're stressful for most everyone, but they make a really pointed show of just how functional I am not. Didn't want to cry at library. Bad day with another of my mental issues (non-BP thing). Just feeling really defeated and overwhelmed. And scared. I love my sweet furbaby.
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| Nammu, Takeshi
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#212
Apr 15, 2016, 11:03 PM
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headache and sinus pressure....thanks low pressure system, just love you.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
| Anonymous45023, Takeshi
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#213
Apr 16, 2016, 10:58 AM
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si'D today
got really angry with something not visible enough on my arms and screwed up again (though my previous run was only about 2 days!) someone was going to bring me round a mcdonalds, now they can't, and because i really can't be bothered to cook, that will be a pizza takeout (that's 3 takeouts this week) oh, and angry at a comment someone said... "ohio's weather is bipolar" i'm not sure what the weather's like in ohio, but regardless i don't like the word bipolar used in that way (even if the weather can't make up it's mind) trying to think of something good to say about today.. |
| Anonymous45023, Takeshi
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#215
Apr 17, 2016, 09:28 AM
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Husband and I went for motorcycle ride yesterday it was wonderful, trying you soak up as much of this nice weather as I can
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#216
Apr 17, 2016, 10:35 AM
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Quote:
hope you enjoy it.. i'm the other way round- trying to avoid the nice weather |
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#218
Apr 17, 2016, 05:55 PM
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Feeling depressed today and a bit anxious. Could be all the thunder and rain, maybe.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin "Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha  |
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#220
Apr 17, 2016, 10:44 PM
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This weekend was good. Just did work I wanted to do most of the weekend. My t thinks I overestimate/am overinclusive on what I call BP.
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#221
Apr 18, 2016, 02:47 AM
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My (ex) husband who left me after 19 years, 2 months ago, didn't even wish me happy birthday today ...
End this post thinking *good riddance* |
| Anonymous45023, gina_re, Nammu
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#222
Apr 18, 2016, 03:33 AM
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Not sure whats going on. I feel downright weird. Exhausted with racing thoughts. Not pleasant to say the least. Struggling to function but planning my 40th Bday is helping keep me busy, and work. I can't afford anymore time off work so this better pass. Increased my meds hoping that would help. Pdoc has recommended this in the past and I am not seeing him till 18th May as he is away. At least I have a great T.
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#223
Apr 18, 2016, 09:03 AM
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Feel like I'm moving in slow motion today but I'm moving, made it to work
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#224
Apr 18, 2016, 09:08 AM
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Tired today. Have two things I have to get to. Do NOT feel like taking a shower and doing my hair. Frustrated that I went off my food plan. Frustrated that I went to chat this morning to get cheered up by seeing other people and it was a bunch of guys with dirty mouths. Who talks like that first thing in the morning?
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#225
Apr 18, 2016, 09:16 AM
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Stress is high so I'm suffering from anxiety and depression right now. I hope it gets better soon.
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Bipolar I, Depression, GAD Meds: Zoloft, Zyprexa, Ritalin "Each morning we are born again. What we do today is what matters most." -Buddha |
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