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Old Apr 18, 2016, 10:02 AM
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Not sleeping well. Tired and foggy in the morning. Will not increase sleeping pills.
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Old Apr 18, 2016, 10:07 AM
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My (ex) husband who left me after 19 years, 2 months ago, didn't even wish me happy birthday today.
If it helps any, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!
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Old Apr 18, 2016, 12:47 PM
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had a pretty positive day catching up with some tv, emailing, ordering groceries online (had nothing at all for dinner tonight), so needed an emergency order (i don't order until wednesday usually)

didn't quite get to read any of my book, but i'll do that tonight
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Old Apr 19, 2016, 12:26 PM
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I feel like my brain is a black hole of nothingness....arggg

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Old Apr 19, 2016, 12:37 PM
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Got that black hole too. Ugh, just ugh. Doesn't help that the weather has been foggy, humid and grey for days.
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Old Apr 20, 2016, 08:44 AM
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feeling great today!
2nd cup of coffee, in my jammies still,
self employed foot care nurse, may or may not have a 10am appointment.
I decide.
Have been planning a trip to europe and that has been interesting to say the least.
Hubby and I are celebrating our 20 year wedding anniversary come this june to italy and paris!
trying to stay sane and not get hypomanic!
Loving my life!
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Old Apr 20, 2016, 09:02 AM
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Seem to be stable today, let's see how much I can get done

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Old Apr 20, 2016, 09:35 AM
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I'm happy. "the whip" is home. I didn't engage. No worries mate. Lithium is a wonder drug.
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Old Apr 20, 2016, 09:58 AM
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Old Apr 20, 2016, 06:16 PM
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I have been doing well for the past couple of weeks. Thing we're finally looking up. But somehow on the train ride home today, I had convinced myself that I'm worthless. Again.
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Old Apr 20, 2016, 07:37 PM
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Good day today. Pdoc appt that went well. Lunch with friend who just wrote a book on depression. I feel decent and drove all over today without being too anxious.
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Old Apr 21, 2016, 05:39 AM
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i can all ready tell that today's going to be a good day for overeating

not even midday and i've eaten more than my fair share of candy.

*sighs*

other than that, i'm annoyed at something (see my thread about funeral arangements), and anxious over this dr pepper thing, which i'm hoping is just a joke.

and now, holiday express (the english version of it), is on the radio- so i'm going to sing along to it!
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Old Apr 21, 2016, 07:36 AM
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Old Apr 21, 2016, 07:37 AM
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Nervous about my disability court date. I have less than two weeks. Trying to stay in this day. Hard.
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Old Apr 21, 2016, 07:52 AM
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So far so good, but I think I won't be too social today and would rather isolate myself. Just feeling overwhelmed in general. Plus all that I have to do with my house is making me anxious. Being a single female homeowner with such a big back yard and front yard with so many plants is so overwhelming to take care of alone, especially in the spring and summer months.

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Old Apr 21, 2016, 08:28 AM
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Not doing so good this morning, going to lay back down and try to go into work later

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Old Apr 21, 2016, 10:16 AM
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decided to cook chicken wings for dinner and chips.

while they are cooking.. talk to all you wonderful people as you always make me feel better
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Old Apr 21, 2016, 09:29 PM
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Rough past couple of days. Doing my best to move through it and think I am recovering reasonably well.
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Old Apr 22, 2016, 05:27 AM
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i've nearly finished the book i'm reading.

been a real hard read for me- i can relate to a lot of it

can't wait to start on something else now though

managed to get my shower in yesterday (even before dinner), and dinner was nice (even if it was a little spicy for my liking)

goal for today: try not to overeat

yesterday was terrible in that department
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Old Apr 22, 2016, 10:38 AM
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so i majorly failed with the eating thing.

not only did i eat several items out of my fridge, but cooked myself 2 chicken burgers and some waffles (which i had early this afternoon)

also having a takeout tonight, as i'm not bothered about cooking anything
nothing done today. i'm so glad i don't rely on planning.. i really am
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Old Apr 22, 2016, 10:40 AM
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Rough week fighting depression all week, got a call a 1 am MIL is not doing well...just a matter of time, husband and I went to nursing to sit with her for awhile, back home now and no changes to her condition as of now

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Old Apr 22, 2016, 11:24 AM
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Hanging in there i suppose.
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Old Apr 22, 2016, 11:31 AM
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I'm a seething three headed monster. I've been on a destruction spree. One thing after another has turned slimy and wet with my mess. I have the most energy. I have the most euphoria. I'm sick with anger and I'm holding it all in. I'm throwing up my food and getting drunk to cope. Today I'm starting with shame. I'm sure by lunch I will be a chattering, word clattering fireball of delight. Tonight I'll be on a roll for better or worse.
In the meantime, I'm punishing myself with violent sex videos and smashing glasses. I'll have to go to ikea before work so nobody knows what happened.

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Old Apr 22, 2016, 11:39 AM
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Coping and committed to stability going forward and always. Hopeful
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Old Apr 22, 2016, 01:31 PM
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I'm a seething three headed monster. I've been on a destruction spree. One thing after another has turned slimy and wet with my mess. I have the most energy. I have the most euphoria. I'm sick with anger and I'm holding it all in. I'm throwing up my food and getting drunk to cope. Today I'm starting with shame. I'm sure by lunch I will be a chattering, word clattering fireball of delight. Tonight I'll be on a roll for better or worse.
In the meantime, I'm punishing myself with violent sex videos and smashing glasses. I'll have to go to ikea before work so nobody knows what happened.

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Aww, that sounds so bad, please hang in there, stay safe and destruct responsibly.
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