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#476
May 06, 2016, 06:05 PM
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Getting kind of anxious and irritated. My eardrum in my right ear ruptured this week. My ear has been ringing for 3 or 4 days straight, and my hearing is very muffled in that ear. I'm starting to panic that I'll have permanent hearing loss. Will the ringing ever stop? It's driving me crazy. It's at least been less painful today since I started a steroid. I broke down into tears yesterday, and that is very unlike me.
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 Anonymous45023, bizi, gina_re, Icare dixit, Nammu, Takeshi
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#477
May 06, 2016, 06:48 PM
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Got smoke coming out my ears...I'm eating a salad with hot Italian dressing. They weren't kidding about the hot.
I start a new job next month, just received an email to start orientation. Nervous about it.
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#478
May 06, 2016, 07:38 PM
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Been a nothing day. Laid in bed for the first half. Checked out our new Walmart. Took a hated shower but it had been three days and i really needed it.
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#479
May 06, 2016, 08:38 PM
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#480
May 06, 2016, 08:47 PM
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I'm baack!!!. Back to my own hyper self.
Feeling Grrrrrreat!!!!!. Playing good poker, listening to good live music, drinking good vodka, vaping good liquid, eating chocolate and raw red meat, and once in a while I even get lucky. LIFE IS GOOD!!!!.
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]Roses are red. Violets are blue.[ Look for the positive in the negative. PIRILON. If lemons fall from the sky, make lemonade. Unknown. Nothing stronger than habit. Victor Hugo. You are the slave of what you say, and the master of what you keep. Unknown. |
| Coconutzo, Takeshi
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#481
May 06, 2016, 11:30 PM
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Same career field? bizi |
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#482
May 06, 2016, 11:36 PM
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#483
May 06, 2016, 11:38 PM
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Hypomania in tandem with a lover is maybe the best thing ever. No limits... Relationship anarchy!
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"Does the body rule the mind, or does the mind rule the body?" "Those who feel the breath of sadness, sit down next to me. Those feel they're touched my madness, sit down next to me. Those who find themselves ridiculous, sit down next to me." |
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#484
May 06, 2016, 11:50 PM
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I had a pretty boring day. Talked with my friend. Texted with a couple friends. I'm not tired at all had coffee too late. Tomorrow hope to get to cleaning. My knees feel a lot better today. Can't wait until June bc I will hopefully get driving again and I hope to start volunteering. That's about it...
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#485
May 07, 2016, 12:24 AM
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gina_re, is the headache gone yet? I hope you got through it somehow.  Two things, eating and sleeping. The other day, I felt slight tingling in my legs while I was just standing in line, and this is from the lack of eating properly, and also the mood kinda took a nose dive this afternoon, the balcony's railing seems rather low when I'm feeling odd like that. Ate ice cream sandwich and I was okay.  Sleeping has been slightly better it seems, for today though, I don't remember exactly how the day's been like and this out of whack time recognition has been like this for over 6 months now, I just wonder if this ever gets restored, it's just a big nuisance in day to day life. Sunny the cat and cakeladie, (this is from another part of the forum) you two have been on my thoughts, I'll go read it as soon as I'm ready, I just need a bit more time for emotional readiness. P.S. My health insurance is officially gone, it was expired about a month ago, I didn't know. it's a part of government healthcare system, I just hope they don't bug me too much, I'll get back on it when things get sorted out. I'm not worried, worrying is for sissies, utterly useless! Then again, the opposite is always true as well... |
| Anonymous45023, gina_re, Icare dixit
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#486
May 07, 2016, 09:12 AM
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The sun is coming out today! Hopefully this puts me in a better mood so I start cleaning this mess of a house.
The headache, it's too early to tell since I just woke up about an hour ago. But I do feel a mild one coming on. |
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#487
May 07, 2016, 09:31 AM
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Feeling less angry and having less of an urge to destroy stuff.
I might even enjoy the sun today. The weather is bipolar, though. There's no middle ground left. The weather might be more bipolar than we are. Hope there will be rain soon. They promised rain.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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#488
May 07, 2016, 10:24 AM
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I've had a good week. My pdoc and I changed my medications a bit. I'm now taking 20 mgs of Brintellix every day and we changed my Adderall to the time-release version, which really helps. Both of these changes were to address depression. Now I'm starting to take an interest in my environment again and to see where I might socialize a bit.
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#489
May 07, 2016, 02:16 PM
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I went out with a friend last night and had the best time I've had in ages!
 That feeling of freedom was delicious. I actually felt like a normally-functioning individual.
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Bipolar NOS, GAD, ADHD 10 mg Abilify, 60 mg Prozac, 15 mg Adderall  The night city grows Look at the horizon glow Drinking in the lights Following the neon signs Looking at the milky skyline The city is my church It wraps me in blinding twilight...  Twizzler :3 |
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#490
May 07, 2016, 02:48 PM
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Went to my Mom's for a bit this morning and took a short nap, I need to get groceries but don't feel like going...I can do that tomorrow
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#491
May 07, 2016, 06:02 PM
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Finally got some much needed chores done this morning. The landscapers were out here in the front yard, so I'm glad that was taken care of. Declined going to the grocery store with my mom. We've only recently started talking again, I don't want to go full force into doing all that stuff together again. I'm trying to keep the relationship "normal" because our codependency became too much and we haven't talked in about two months. Slow and steady, one day at a time.
Just doing some more laundry and will continue to be a couch potato tonight. 
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#492
May 07, 2016, 08:07 PM
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Another Nothing Day. I went in to a drop-in because i was lonely but it was a bust. I didn't have high hopes for it anyways as it's a pretty dreary place. I was just like, whatever, and left. I groomed my dog today. That's about the only thing i got done. Oh, and got my plugged kitchen sink seen to by our magical super -- the guy is so skilled.
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#493
May 08, 2016, 01:08 AM
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Feeling like crap and my anxiety levels are sky high
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#495
May 08, 2016, 04:51 AM
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  Hovering like a Mil and hitting like a MiG. Everything hurts. |
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#496
May 08, 2016, 04:59 AM
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in "my profile", their is a place called user title. (this is where i went wrong, so don't do what i did. lol) their is a box that says reset. don't check it. reset will only put it back to the default what you want to do is go to the edit field and type in the new title and then, save the changes (also make sure all the other boxes that are required are filled in, or it won't work) |
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#497
May 08, 2016, 05:03 AM
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today started off good!.
got the new sia album and i am now listening to it really loud (nearly have collected all of sia's stuff!) made my sausages for breakfast, and now on here before going to watch guardians of the galaxy. (which i've waited 2 years to see, i'm really looking forward to this!) cooking my roast this afternoon.. i'm hvaing roast turkey- not ideal, because turkey makes me anxious (after eating it last time and getting ill), so from that perspective- i'm hoping today will just pass without any issues relating to the turkey.. it's my fault, i should have ordered in a diffrent meat but hey.. it's too late now. they don't deliver on sundays (or rather they do, but by the time the stuff arives it will be too late to cook a full roast dinner) |
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#498
May 08, 2016, 09:30 AM
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I woke up without depression! I woke up rather late, expecting depression, but had none of that!
Cue: Handel's Messiah! Hallelujah!
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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#499
May 08, 2016, 10:16 AM
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Wish I could delete
Last edited by scatterbrained04; May 08, 2016 at 11:02 AM. |
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#500
May 08, 2016, 11:04 AM
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Doing a little better today, got my groceries done, son is taking me to brunch
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