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#726
May 28, 2016, 11:46 AM
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Home office is almost done. One more coat of paint and putting the doorknobs on. I'm just wowed by all the windows. It's really cool. Glad to have it done, as it was a lot of work!
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#727
May 28, 2016, 03:58 PM
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Ok day today, clouds have cleared and sun is out
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#729
May 28, 2016, 05:05 PM
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11 pm, 1200 mg acetylcysteine, 1600 mB12 and methylfolate.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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#730
May 28, 2016, 05:35 PM
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I'm a little down, but I can deal with that so long as I'm stable. It's my weekly blues, and I'll take that over the deep, shadowy pit of despair any day...
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| Coconutzo, Takeshi
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#733
May 28, 2016, 11:57 PM
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I am beginning to wind up a bit, but it seems to be controlled
I'm not doing crazy things, I just have more energy than normal And I like it
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What's so funny about peace, love and understanding? Elvis Costello |
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#734
May 28, 2016, 11:59 PM
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Quote:
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What's so funny about peace, love and understanding? Elvis Costello |
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#735
May 29, 2016, 06:33 AM
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Mild depression. Progress.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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#736
May 29, 2016, 12:21 PM
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Ended up in the ER again from itching and couldn't swallow. They didn't want to give me prednisone the first trip because of mania concerns. This time they decided to risk it and I hope it helps. My hands are swollen to twice their usual size and this itching is unlike anything I've experienced. I look like a monster and feel worse than I look.
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| Anonymous45023, gina_re, Icare dixit, Nammu, Takeshi, Unrigged64072835, UpDownMiddleGround
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#739
May 29, 2016, 03:36 PM
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i've spent most of today laughing my *** off.
looking up this new comedian i found out about... Darren Harriot, he's funny- sadly no dvd out yet though my katy perry cd broke, so have to reorder that sometime in the future really overcast today, helping my mood nicely |
| Takeshi
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#740
May 29, 2016, 04:15 PM
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Finished the home office yesterday. Spent today cleaning. I'm tired.
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| Takeshi
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#741
May 29, 2016, 04:29 PM
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This weekend was incredible. Indescribable really. I feel like my psychological issues are fading away, because i just don't care any more, and i don't blame myself for things outside of my control anymore. My life is super edgy, living like an anarchist. Everything is exciting and intense, but i don't think i'm manic. I think i'm just actually getting over things, finally. I'm doing some dangerous stuff, but it's been really fun, and nothing bad has happened. This is the person i was before i got sick, just daring and fearless, unstoppable. I did an mdma therapy session on Friday, and it was part of this giant shift, except i would never have gotten to a space to even do that if things weren't already shifting for me. I feel like this is going to be a really great summer
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"Does the body rule the mind, or does the mind rule the body?" "Those who feel the breath of sadness, sit down next to me. Those feel they're touched my madness, sit down next to me. Those who find themselves ridiculous, sit down next to me." |
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| Takeshi
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#742
May 29, 2016, 05:29 PM
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curiosity, that sounds wonderful. I'm very excited for you.
My itching is going down. I'm glad they gave me the prednisone despite mania risk. I'm not taking any medicine until this rash goes away. I need to know what is causing this. I hope I don't crash on this med break. |
| Anonymous45023, bizi, gina_re, Nammu, UpDownMiddleGround
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#743
May 29, 2016, 06:09 PM
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Elsa that has got to be so horrible. Back when I was a freshman I got very very sick, saw the on campus doc and he gave me PCN. I blew up with huge welts everywhere even the bottom of my feet. Called the parents in agony, mom came and got me took me straight to out doc who said I was allergic to PCN...but that's OK there are other antibiotics and it not like I need it to stay stable in everyday life. It must be terrible waiting this out and wondering which med or cocktail you can't take and what you can that will work for the BP.
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Nammu …Beyond a wholesome discipline, be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe no less than the trees and the stars; you have a right to be here. …... Desiderata Max Ehrmann |
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#744
May 29, 2016, 06:38 PM
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Nammu, I had hives on the bottom of my feet too. The palms of my hands, and feet itched the worst. And they hurt like hell. My face and lips swelled. My GI track was affected and I could hardly swallow. Everything inside me felt closed up and itchy inside too. My mouth itched so bad. I was vomiting, it was agony. Good news is I think the prednisone is working. I'm so sorry you went through this, it's no fun at all.
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| bizi, gina_re, Nammu
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#745
May 29, 2016, 06:39 PM
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I decided that I am going on vacation. My daughter is coming too. We are visiting freinds and family in another state. I do not have much money for this trip. We are staying with a freind, using his car, and even traveling by Greyhound bus. The tickets are only $240 a piece, but the two day trip will be a PITA. Also my daughter is afraid of strangers.
Bob
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Bipolar II and GAD Venlafaxine, Lamotragine, Buspirone, Risperidone Last edited by r010159; May 29, 2016 at 06:51 PM. |
| Anonymous59125, gina_re, Icare dixit
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#746
May 29, 2016, 07:09 PM
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1 am, 1600 mcg mB12 and methylfolate, 100 mg 5-HTP, 1200 mg acetylcysteine.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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#747
May 29, 2016, 09:48 PM
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Working tomorrow, feeling a bit obsessive on the computer....hope I can sleep tonight.
Hubby asked me if I wanted to go get a beer at Whole foods and I told him no. So that is a good sign. bizi |
| Anonymous45023, Icare dixit
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#748
May 29, 2016, 10:57 PM
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Quote:
 I hope the itching goes away soon.
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#749
May 30, 2016, 04:51 AM
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extremely rough night last night (if anyone could have seen me, i'd have looked a proper cock!)
angry today that someone i wanted on amazon has been taken by another customer- and right now the item's not in stock anywhere.. not even in the marketplace hot day today but hoping the rain will start later... you all know by now sunny/ warm days drive me mad totally forgot it was bank holiday- so it's still the weekend here a bank holiday layin would be nice.. no such chance |
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#750
May 30, 2016, 03:04 PM
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I am gonna treat myself to a sleepless night! And drink whisky, the best I've ever tasted.
I'm not gonna take my antipsychotic. I will take my mood stabiliser and supplements. 1200 mg acetylcysteine, 100 mg 5-HTP, 1600 mcg mB12 and methylfolate. I'll add vitamin E on Wednesday. Maybe instead of the 5-HTP.
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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