sitting here with no energy at all.

night from hell last night

still gotta go through the motions though... *sighs*

[Crazy Hitch]

Damn busy at work ... report writing ... marking exams blah

[hopeless2015]

Going to get myself ready and go to work...late but going. Stayed home yesterday going crazy over everything I have going on right now. Maybe work will distract me. I'm driving myself crazy right now, need to get out of my head

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[gina_re]

I woke up at 2:30am crying in pain. I woke up this morning with the same problem. I called the doctor's office. I apparently had a difficult surgery, but he prescribed me as much as he could. Vicodin and ibuprofin, plus antibiotics and some type of mouthwash. I think I finally have it under control now, but goodness my face is huge! I have one percocet left from a few months ago, and I'll probably use it tonight to get over this hump of second and third day crucial pain.
Just checking out some of the new posts, back to bed. Take care everyone.

i can safely say that today was 1 of those days where nothing interested me

1 of those days where you look at everything you've got and think.. this won't keep me occupied long- even though you know you love it

also feeling a little sick from (i suppose) dehydration.

yeah.. 1 of my less positive things i did today- drink virtually nothing

My husband is angry with me and won't tell me why. I hate head games. I didn't do anything wrong but I feel like I did. I hate this. It sucks.

Sending you healing hugs Gina

[LadyShadow]

I am feeling pretty loopy right now. Had some wine with dinner. I just feel over stuffed. I ate wayyyy too much. I want to lay down but my stomach feels way too big. I hate being fat. I hate bipolar. I hate life. Ugh.

[Gabyunbound]

Day off from work and no motivation to do anything -still down/depressed and I still don't know why. Hard and exhausting to not appear so at work, I don't want to go tomorrow. Part of me wishes I still had the flu, it sucked but I was too sick to think or to feel anything but the fever, body ache, etc. One of the best parts was taking time off work for 'legitimate' reasons instead of MI-related issues. I didn't have to lie...

[Nammu]

Feeling on edge...you know THE edge, the one we fall off of into the maw of madness.

[bizi]

Originally Posted by Nammu

Feeling on edge...you know THE edge, the one we fall off of into the maw of madness.

Hang on!!!!!!
you will get thru this.
((((HUGS)))))
bizi

[Standup2me]

I am pretty darn good
Not flying high, or down in the dirt
Just coasting through life.
I think that I am finally stable

[LadyShadow]

Pretty even and in a good mood. About to call my friend to watch the Archer Season Finale. But I think I am pretty stable.

[Standup2me]

Originally Posted by LadyShadow

Pretty even and in a good mood. About to call my friend to watch the Archer Season Finale. But I think I am pretty stable.

Hay, I just watched it too.
Who is the dead one in the pool?
It has to be a robot with little fake blood packs like they use for movies

[LadyShadow]

Originally Posted by Standup2me

Hay, I just watched it too.
Who is the dead one in the pool?
It has to be a robot with little fake blood packs like they use for movies

I don't know who is in the pool! I mean Archer can't be dead right? It just sucks we have to wait like a whole year to find out!

Right now I am getting kinda tired for once. Pretty even mood. Approaching 4am.... Haven't been on the chats tonight (my obsession) so that's a good sign.

[Takeshi]

What's been up, PsychCentral! Guess ****ing what? I'll be seeing a professional, a doctor, not the one like genius Michio Kaku, other kind, iykwim. Their optical topography won't tell me what I am, this guy does all sort of things like the magnetic brain thing, Near-Infrared Spectroscopy, what's that? You know what his goal is? A cure! To that end, he likes to experiment on ppl, ****, ****, ****. Then of course there's this modified ECT, the symptoms are likely to come back after a few months. They'd say **** that **** and move on to maintaining ECT session.

In all seriousness, the study area and the methodologies are vast, each and every countries does stuff differently, I believe there's more to gain from comparing notes, my feeling is that it is mad everywhere because it costs the quality of lives for each patients, that is unless you follow what you'd like to believe religiously. How many have died by the psych drugs, seriously?

To the reviewer of a bipolar book, who is a psych student, who said "narcissistic much?" (it was the second best upvoted review on goodreads.)

"Talk to the hand, boy."

my computer had a run for it's money today... internet acting a total **** and so i just bashed the keyboard so hard it probably made other computers in my road run in fear (it was with so much force!)

i've got 300 emails to check, i can't stand for slow internet

reserved something else on amazon which i'm hoping to order next week (or sooner)

not much else going on today... listening to hailstorm again and posting on here at the moment

weather outside is overcast, but it's not actually rained yet (think it's trying to)

feel a bit better today- despite being up half the night with the usual rubbish i've come to expect from my life.

it's friday.. i'm just glad another hellish week is over

[Rjaye]

Frustrated on the job hunting front.

Otherwise, pretty stable. I am having appropriate emotions. Nothing that upsets the apple cart. I think I have a good drug cocktail. I am surprised for once.

Going to order another book from Amazon, though I may go to the bookstore and buy used. It's cheaper than ebooks.

[Unrigged64072835]

Home office done and I'm moved in. Bought some furniture from IKEA and had the usual fun putting it together. Why do I do this to myself? Anyway it's done and very cozy. Now I just have to get myself interested in doing something.

[hopeless2015]

Best day I've had this week mood wise...I'll take it

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Someone put me on ignore on PC and now I'm racking my brain trying to figure out which post prompted it. I'm sorry for what I said, whatever it was.

I got an urgent appointment with my GP for Monday. woohoo

She was booked out until July cos she's so busy, and I was afraid I wasn't going to get an appointment any time soon.

Originally Posted by ElsaMars

Someone put me on ignore on PC and now I'm racking my brain trying to figure out which post prompted it. I'm sorry for what I said, whatever it was.

How did you know they put you on ignore? Do you get a notification, or did they tell you?

I'm probably ignored too cos I make stupid posts that are only funny to me

We can be ignore list buddies.

[Nammu]

Well I'm not tipping over into the abyss...just getting physically sick. Oh joy, oh wonder.