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#851
Jun 06, 2016, 09:42 AM
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bizi |
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#852
Jun 06, 2016, 09:43 AM
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Went through something major but I will talk about it after my Psychiatrist appointment on Tuesday. I have to say, my perception on life is still blurry.
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. The man who chases two rabbits, catches neither. - Confucius  Good for life: Work like a dog. Eat like a horse. Think like a fox. And play like a rabbit. - George Allen
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#853
Jun 06, 2016, 09:55 AM
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I just looked at the weather forecast for rome the day we arrive:
....90% chance of thunderstorms and that is the day we do our outdoor walking tour of the collesium....The program site says it happens rain or shine. Oh well, it is what it is..... sigh bizi and of course the flooding in paris.... just found out about water proof shoes, will look into that tomorrow. Last day working then officially on vacation! I have already forwarded my phones! WE leave wednesday! very excited!!!!! |
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#854
Jun 06, 2016, 12:46 PM
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Slow getting started today but doing OK
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Current Meds Lamictal 200 mg x2 Seroquel 100 mg |
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#855
Jun 06, 2016, 12:58 PM
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I am feeling a little anxious today.
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#856
Jun 06, 2016, 01:47 PM
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Another slow day. Starting to get depressed about this. Talked about it in T but didn't really get a resolution.
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#857
Jun 07, 2016, 01:18 AM
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Just feel like crying.
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"Does the body rule the mind, or does the mind rule the body?" "Those who feel the breath of sadness, sit down next to me. Those feel they're touched my madness, sit down next to me. Those who find themselves ridiculous, sit down next to me." |
| Anonymous45023, Nammu, raspberrytorte
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#858
Jun 07, 2016, 01:59 AM
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I want to cry right now too.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
| Anonymous45023, Nammu
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#859
Jun 07, 2016, 02:17 AM
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I hope you feel better. This rollercoaster is a rough ride sometimes
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"Does the body rule the mind, or does the mind rule the body?" "Those who feel the breath of sadness, sit down next to me. Those feel they're touched my madness, sit down next to me. Those who find themselves ridiculous, sit down next to me." |
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#860
Jun 07, 2016, 08:01 AM
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I'm alright. I was just having an extended panic attack and my propranolol wasn't working and I couldn't stop shaking and thought I was dying.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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#861
Jun 07, 2016, 08:04 AM
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And I couldn't sleep. Definitely have had better nights.
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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#862
Jun 07, 2016, 10:48 AM
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Nervous about seeing my pdoc today. Can't focus or organize my thoughts or emotions, I've been very depressed. I did manage to write down a list of symptoms and what I want to tell her. A good friend helped me with that because I couldn't focus enough to make a list.
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| Anonymous45023, raspberrytorte
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#863
Jun 07, 2016, 03:06 PM
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I'm having trouble staying focused today to
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#864
Jun 07, 2016, 03:30 PM
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Still itching. Stomach still so sick. Still not taking the meds because I'm scared of reaction. Depression has taken hold. I'm too sick and tired to even know where on earth to begin to get help. My life will be spent in bed sick. At least I have my bed. I feel like "what's the point to anything" I just exsist to be miserable and now I'm whiney on top of the whole sick thing. Everyone is tired of me being sick. See your doctor they say. The doctors throw pills at it. Nothing works. I feel defeated.
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| Anonymous45023, bizi, Gabyunbound, Nammu
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#866
Jun 07, 2016, 07:33 PM
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Started off with a mild depression ~2 days ago. It's growing worse... and very quickly too.
100% my fault for f***ing with my meds and it's also because i stopped taking latuda (since it was causing cholesterol/damage). there is no light at the end of the tunnel i'm traveling down |
| Anonymous45023, Nammu, raspberrytorte
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#867
Jun 07, 2016, 07:33 PM
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I am not doing to bad but never seem to be able to get rid of the feeling that
something is wrong. Maybe it is just from the bipolar, I seem to always expect something bad to happen.
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I traded it in for a whole 'nother world A pirate flag and an island girl Last edited by fishin fool; Jun 07, 2016 at 08:48 PM. |
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#868
Jun 07, 2016, 08:26 PM
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Our babysitter is on a beach in Florida right now.
So jealous. I can't afford to do **** like that. God I'm in a lousy mood now. fml
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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#869
Jun 07, 2016, 09:09 PM
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#870
Jun 07, 2016, 09:28 PM
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(((((HUGS))))) bizi |
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#871
Jun 07, 2016, 09:57 PM
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Why are you leaving, gina?
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The darkest of nights is followed by the brightest of days. 😊 - anonymous The night belongs to you. 🌙- sleep token "What if I can't get up and stand tall, What if the diamond days are all gone, and Who will I be when the Empire falls? Wake up alone and I'll be forgotten." 😢 - sleep token |
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#872
Jun 07, 2016, 10:13 PM
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I am totally overwhelmed with work, working to hard and too much, not sleeping, was feeling high, now feeling paranoid and weird and sad, and wanting to quit things and kick people out of my life. That is a way I know I am sick, is that I think through ejecting all kinds of people from my life for dubious reasons, and give them no credit for having to deal with me. But I don't feel safe. I don't feel safe around people, I always imagine everyone getting together behind my back and belittling me, and one day I catch them, and walk out, and they are sorry. Such an embarrassing thing to admit to, but a lot of that is going on. The good thing is that I am totally clean, no drinking, smoking, drugs, super clean diet, so I am feeling pretty clear within all this. I am even back on here, starting mood tracking again, reading about bipolar, and even got to the cushion for mediation the other day, so it's not all bad. I probably should just sleep.
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Whether you are a big deal or a small deal, there is always some kind of a deal going on. - Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche |
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#873
Jun 07, 2016, 10:14 PM
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Whether you are a big deal or a small deal, there is always some kind of a deal going on. - Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche |
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#874
Jun 07, 2016, 10:14 PM
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I think getting better is hard because it means admitting how bad off you have become.
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Whether you are a big deal or a small deal, there is always some kind of a deal going on. - Chogyam Trungpa Rinpoche |
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#875
Jun 08, 2016, 04:21 AM
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Had the day off work today.
Spent it with my daughter who's going through a pretty rough time since I've separated with my ex. |
| Anonymous45023, Takeshi
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