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Apr 15, 2016, 10:36 AM
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I'm a little embarrassed by my threads. I'm so sorry for ranting about my Dr's opinion and the attention seeking. I was pretty pissed and still pissed at myself for not telling the Dr's about my thoughts and what I have done with the shoe lace wrapped around my neck. I should of told him my messed up dreams and thoughts. I said nothing which it why bipolar is a query for now. But for the first time in weeks I feel calm today. No racing thoughts or weird thoughts.
Although I have been hiding in my room today because I feel like I want to be alone today and it's raining. Its just one of tho"I feel fine but I want to be by myself."
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Apr 15, 2016, 01:39 PM
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Hello xxblackrosesxx: No need for embarrassment here on PC! We've all been there. (Many of us still are...)
 The Skeezyks loves rainy days. They are perfect for being deliciously alone. However, the Skeezyks prefers to be alone every day, regardless of the weather...  
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Apr 15, 2016, 01:46 PM
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Hey don't feel embarrassed. I've posted stuff here too that I read the next day and think "wtf?!" But I know it's ok because we're all here for the same thing, support and understanding, no matter what the context may be. I'm really glad you're feeling better and in the future, be honest with pdoc so you can get the care you need. Sit in your room and just relax if that's what you need right now.
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Apr 15, 2016, 01:48 PM
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awwww... well it's good to post and tell us how you are feeling!. no need to feel embarrased by it |
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Apr 15, 2016, 05:14 PM
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I thought your attention seeking thread was interesting: thought-provoking for me at least. I didn't think anything was wrong with your other thread.
Never look back other than for you to learn. I mean, how else would one deal with post-mania depression? I should probably be embarrassed every day, no matter what state I'm in, but that's part of taking risks. It's part of the beauty of BP. If you don't care, all that's left is mania. If you care a little, you'll be mildly depressed from time to time or you have quick reactive depressive emotions, but that's great as long as you use it to learn. Some embarrassment is just being in touch with both your emotions and your surroundings. Almost sounds normal. I am glad you're feeling better. Edit: Looking for support and being open is a risk you should always take. Be all my sins remembered.
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Apr 15, 2016, 05:23 PM
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Right... I mean hell, I posted here last night about my sex issues lol. No shame though, it's a valid concern and I'm looking for a supportive hand from my fellow BP pals.
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Apr 15, 2016, 05:27 PM
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I have flooded this forum before ... up and down ... it helps me to see it in print ... forces me to find a point ... an answer ... or maybe just more questions .... what I am trying to say is this place (pc) is our own safe place ... let it fly .... if you get static just go on anyway .... it's your post ... say what you need to ... I personally may not always know what people are saying (Icare dixt ... sorry) ... but I will fight for your right to say it ....
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Apr 15, 2016, 05:33 PM
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Mania kills cells. Brain cells die. Memories become more reduced conceptually, making more efficient use of limited means. Memories shape our reality. Our memories are more or less split in two by abstractions, conceptual reductions. Mood states with memories, concepts, attached. Memories of pain and those of joy. It causes instability, changeability. Fearing that will leave an emptiness between pain and joy and a greater divide. See Me, Feel Me, Touch Me, Heal Me. |
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